MIRAH;D

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2010-04-29T15:30:00.001+08:00

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Been So Long.

2010-04-27T14:33:00.008+08:00

I miss blogging,thats fact.

I always have something to share up here but

I've been keeping myself busy with school OR leisure.

I did have time for cyber world but the laziness in me

to keep ranting everyday just stopped me from doing it.

I had a catchup session with wana yesterday and had our early dinner

@ woodlands after school while samson and jonathan joined us.

& i do miss my girls.

i'm meeting these bitches today.
they are one of those utmost impt vvip on my list.

and i just feel like hitting sentosa with these ladies
and take truckloads of pictures again.
or sheesha after that. yeay-ness.

don't come back to me boy,
you left without a say.
you left without a signal.
now i'll go without a word.
i wont bother much now.

single,hurt and happy.

W16N is Loved.

2010-04-27T14:28:00.002+08:00

I'm in maths lesson now and the game pretty much

testing my patience. i'd rather do the problem sums then

playing this idk what game shit fcuk. hah.

its graph and formulas and stuff,

i can do it but the game just sucks. frankly.

and now,i freaking don't know why my mood suddenly turned off.

i just feel like for today's group team,i didn't put much in it.

damn damn damn.

& now i feel bad.

Sidetrack, I've got myself only 3 A's and 3 B's Co-Currently.

LETS STRIVE AND NEVER YIELD ^^

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2010-04-26T22:23:00.001+08:00

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I Will Miss Us.

2010-04-24T16:11:00.001+08:00

YOU & ME , Just Spelt Endless.
But it proves me wrong, i guess.
I love you Ryn.

Lazy.

2010-04-17T05:08:00.003+08:00

I know you miss me.

Let's just wait till tommorow and i'll update alrights?

& sorry my blog doesnt own any tagboards because my answer
is gg to comply to what actually happened everytime to everyone.

Let's keep this simple, i don't have time to entertain those bunch

of dimbos and bimbos who has got no life hate tagging and doing

the super cool shit ; internet bully.

fcuk that shit.

i'll update soon,just miss me more.

Away For 3 Days.

2010-04-08T06:21:00.005+08:00

Before i be away for 3 days. Let's Blog!

Screw you Rp's Pre-Orientation Camp,
It has to stay over & i hate it.

Oh Wells, i'll just have to take that
as my get away before school starts. *Grins*

Lemme start from were i stop.

Sunday Was A Bore,I Swear!
We Woke up late as usual..and then surfed the net,
chit chat,crap laughters and endless laughters.
Ryn kept doing her Lack Of Love Signs and Dance Moves.
We kept commenting on each other when we're
just one room away. Hahahaha.

At night,i went out to meet the hunks and lass.
Ryn didnt tagged along, Pms First Day Alert. =B
So..as i walked,i stopped and danny picked me up.
we parked his car just beside lot one and met the rest.
two lovely babies were there..nana,fyza,uncle,casper..etcs

i was fuming with rage and fury when shah came and
wanted to go home when he was the one who called
me and dan up to slack. "tahu ar dia"

-__-"

ended up,i raised my voice to dan & im sorry pantat.
prangai last warning tkmo macam mop baru bunuh alien.
*inside joke*

i was so pissed that i walked my way back home to ryn's crib when
dan called to picked me up and send me home.

ryn has some specialities in her.
she called me to text her as soon as i reach,
but 5 mins later. TIDO MATI.

so dan had to picked me up again,
met nana and fyza. and back to nana's crib.
we ordered mcdonald delivery.
i had nyum-nyum hotcakes with mcmuffin. ^^
lets thanked fyza for the treat,love youuu lah!

as soon as we crapped and ate, headed to sleep.
went back to ryn's crib in the morning and
prepared ourselves to meet zul, ryn's bestie.
we decided to catch a movie in 3D ,
Clash of the titans. It's a must to watch it.
I love you. Comprehend it Well. & I Love the Girl.
She's Just Flawless. Damn. (:

there were no more buses ,
zul sent us back home and i had a tiff with ryn.
we know we love us despite having eeniee meenie arguments.
xoxo.

met lyn and the rest at lot for awhile.
i wanted to go home but lyn said it wasnt safe,
the other zul send me back home.
it's so funny when we were talking about this someone,
and everytime we talked,he slowed down.
once stop,speed off like nobody's business.

thanks to lyn and zul and zul im safely home.

Tuesday was ROT AT HOME DAY.
did nothing just surfed the net all the way till morning.
like a girl with no life. hahs. all i did was to dropby
coffee shop for my beloved winner menthol and that was it.
DOUBLE BORE!

Wedsnesday,
met ryn at her crib and crap again,like endlessly.
her mum joined the fun but it pissed ryn off. haha.
how cute can her mum beeeee ? (:

met zhy and nick just below ryn's block and slacked for awhile.
accompanied her to limbang and met barbara nick and zhy back again.
just another normal day outside but the same old days at home.

i dont wish to talk about it.
it'll spoil my mood for sure,
im gg away for camp later with a smile.

Miss Me LoveLy People.

Let's Hit the Club This Saturday,Anyone? (:

L.O.V.E

Just Another Day.

2010-04-04T21:04:00.004+08:00

Here We Go.

Many Things had been happening lately in my life
which i don't wish to blog it here cause it's beyond privacy.

i hate this feeling right here,it sucks.
im trying my best to be as strong as who i used to be.

This situation i am currently facing right now is'nt what i asked for.
I just wished its evitable.

So the Other Day,
Met ryn and shah at lot one and we slacked for awhile,
zack and friends were there for awhile. then came Mus. then came Faz.

we decided to move to the front of lot when drama begins.
Fcuk,i hate it.

Thanks Ryn for being with me all day that day.
When it was about 12 plus midnight,we slacked with the rest
at the front and i couldnt halt my tears from falling again and again.

Thanks Mus For the Chocolate and Nana For forcing me to
stuff 2 pieces of mcdonald's chicken. sayang you many-many.

We bid The rest goodbye and hailed a cab
with boi,his friend,bum and ryn to bukit timah for Pool.
I shall Thanked Boi for the treat and Bum For
being my first pool teacher. *inside joke*
hehs.

after the pool session was more of endless laughters.
boi kept blabbering almost all the dialogues he remembered
in adnan sempit the movie, it was as if he actually watched
the dialogues instead of the movie itself. HAHAHAHA.

thanks boi for sending us back home safely.
back to ryn's crib and went to limbang for breakfast.
back home and endless of tears as we talked things out.

we did slept with a broken heart on the same bed and
it hurts so deeply that when i woke up i could feel
a burning ache on my chest. ='(

we decided to stay at home but as when
ryn received a call from this infactuation of hers,
we met @ lot. hahaha.

it was the most superb boring night ever that day,
i swear. Gosh.

Walked back home and wathced
Hindustan Movie , Cried Badly again.
& went to sleep as soon as the movie's over.

we woke up late and watched another movie
the next day and prepared ourselves to meet the rest at lot.

oh yeah,kika joined us yesterday and took the bus to esp.
went in and had little fun then the other day.

lotsa stuff spoilt my party mood.
it was dxo,i know a bore place but i couldnt care less.
all i wanted was to put things aside for a while and let my mind
have some rest before thinking too much over and over again.

slacked for awhile with ryn zul zhy nick barbara and kitty
and as soon as its time,we took the mrt back home.

im bored to death now.
help me.

Boring Wedsnesday.

2010-04-01T12:53:00.003+08:00

Greetings Sunshines,
Yesterday was a total boring day for me.
Woke up Early just to get myself prepared to meet ryn.
Ended up,We only met at 5 in the afternoon.
It pissed me off bad but i cooled myself down as
soon as that tuition grant paper was given at the rp stop center.

we saw lyn as we walked out of the school compound.
lyn,tkmo nk perangai eh kutuk org skali aku. HAHAHA.

(Click Yourself To Enlarge)

We staggered our way to civic's library..

above picture says it all. that was what we did during our time spent

in the library. and oh! we videocammed with dearest babygirl sasya.

nice hair baby! (:

proceed to lot one to meet rockberrylove and bf.

headed to meet ian and zack for awhile and proceed to hall

to see them do their hair. dreadlocks. cool ey? (:

and then..met nana love for awhile and im home! (:

Sighs.

WUHOOOOO.

2010-03-31T03:30:00.000+08:00

BOY MOP COMMIN BACK TO SINGAPORE TODAY.
damn you.

Happy Belated Birthday , Zhy.

2010-03-30T23:14:00.003+08:00

Before i forget posting about someone i know,
Let's wish this little cute baby named zhy
a very happy 23rd birthday and may all your wishes come true.

Just Remember Dear,
for whatever setbacks and difficulties that
you had gone through just happened for a reason and
one thing for sure,it'll surely make you much more stronger
than you was before. i feel every pain you went through.
i wish i could be there everytime you're in need,
everytime you're in pain. i told you to be strong and
whatever i had been blabbering to you since the day we met
till the day you celebrated your birthday, i hope you think it through.

love you zhy.

left is zhy. right is nick. (:
i know you're in china now already,safe trip and meet us soon!
XOXO.

proceed, let's share what happened during zhy's birthday.
daddy finally let me head out of house. phhhhhewwwww,
trust me. i was suffocating badly in my room with nothing to do.

^^

ryn couldnt make it cause she had he impromtu
plan with syugs to jb with her family. she had fun. (:

so... met nick.. jo.. bought the cake and then casper came,
wanting to join us.. we took the cab there and then came the rest.
lyn and sha joined me.. nick brought along nana and fyza..
then came barbara and kittie's friends.. we were waiting for our
turn to hit the club.. casper bought me baron for a start.

as soon as we went in,
i was all giggle and innuendo,on my highest mood and danced!
i mananged to chit chat with this cute bartender. damn he's cute. ^^
overall was fun and im loving it.

oh,saw sweet kika. (:

we didnt realised it was time and headed back home.
thanks lyn and zul. i appreciate both of you.

(:

Big Girls Don't Cry,But I Do.

2010-03-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

Hola Lovelies,
be it those who loves me,be it those who despise me.
i know you still read my blog. (:

what i did the whole day today?
let me start with yesterday.

we had an impromtu meet up,
sorry ryn,you texted me too early..
i was snoring my way in lala land,hehe.
fhiez wanted to meet up and so we did..
i texted my beloved ones and they came at starbucks bpp.

to my amazement,i was first to reached and then came yanie,
ryn..fhiez..aliff..taufiq and ju. slacked for awhile and headed lot one.
photocopied this tuition moe grant and slacked with ryn and them for awhile.
then came zack..get updates with each other and he kept repeating
he was playing 6 faces just to stay in the game, what-the-hell zack. haha.
came shiqin and husband and my beloved daughters! aww,so elated to see em'

then came shah,boy funny and his friend who kept pestering me
to asked nabila to join us. fyi nabila,someone's interested in you,again.
hahaha, neverending ey nabila? (:

had to head back home and boy funny was calling me kental for gg home early.
screw you eh,imma good girl now. hehe.

sorry zai,
i know you hated me for what i've become.
i wished we could talk soon my friend.
it hurts to see you acting like i was a stranger to you.
it really hurts.

sooo,ryn tagged along over my crib and we had our sleepover again!
this time we slept earlier then the other day but we managed to do
lotsa stuffs together. we were so invigorated and full of joy,
endlessly disturbing people and webcammed with them.
sorry dan mercer you had to wait for us till u fell asleep. =p

i only woke up around 3pm the next day and
we had our own homecooked nasi goreng sambal belacan
for breakfast cum lunch.. we watched adnan sempit @ youtube.
send ryn back home and im here now,busy downloading new sofwares
for my lappy. i can't wait to start school,like seriously.

i just wanna get the hell out of this stupid situation i am stucked in right now.
it's not that im running away from reality,i just wanna get rid of this mixed
feeling that is in me right now.

i love you mama,i love you daddy and i love you syahfi.
(:

Slashed Through The Heart.

2010-03-28T07:48:00.003+08:00

This time,
I realised.

I managed to opened up my eyes wide to see who had been there
for me all this while and who has been acting like one.

I love my parents.
I love my bestfriend.
I love my 6 girlfriends.
I love ryn.
I love suriani.
I love yaya and yanie.
I love nick,barbara,zhy,nana and fiza.
I love my closeguybuddies :
zai , ju , fhiez ,aliff.. (you know who you are)

lastly,i love myself.

this is the part where i miss zul.
this is the part where i miss zai.
this is the part where i miss aidil.
this is the part where i miss din.
this is the part where i miss khai.

this is the part where i miss my youngest bro,syahfi

& this is the part where i miss the old me.

I'm sorry abah and ibu for making my life a burden for both of you.
I didnt mean to. I didnt realised how much you loved me that i kept
on dissapointing and made both of you worried of me everytime
i'm home in the morning,everytime i just sit and stare without saying a thing.

it keeps me thinking yet i didnt halt all that.
i guess i should stop looking like a fool, acting like one.
i dont fit in to the new surrounding.

i'm not wild enough neither am i strong enough
to keep competing over nothing. nothing that is worth the fight.
just let it be now,i really want to change.

i know,no use saying when action speaks louder then words.
but i mean this. im starting school soon, this shouldnt be
the attitude i should set up. i be going down.

Lyn hanis binte redzuan,guide me along.

All i ever wanted was to smile.

2010-03-27T01:20:00.003+08:00

I hate life as it is now.
All i ever asked for was to smile and be happy.
Problems will reoccur in life but not as always.
But for me,it's never ending and im hating this.

& Boy,I Wished We Could Spend Time a Little Longer.

Doltish.

2010-03-26T15:46:00.002+08:00

LET IT BE,BABY!
been there done that all.

Oh boy.

2010-03-26T00:47:00.004+08:00

TODAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY,
a few missed call from several people in the morning.
I had to forced myself to wake up and get to bath.

Decided to cancelled plan meeting nana and ryn early,
so met lyn and lydia @ our old school to supervised
our junior malaydancers.

Gosh,Lyn Is So Fierce. Believe me.
HAHAHAHA. "sepak nak?"

^^

after them done with rehearsals,
we walked our way from school to lot one.
yan and friends were there.. and then came nana and fiza.
screw,ryn paitao us.. shah decided to slacked with me today..
so we met. bought some food,thanks nana (love you)
then came dan,shockingly.

slacked for awhile and lyn came to join us for awhile.
and im home now.

tommorow is
"let's take a deep breath day" with ryn in the morning.

Don't Fret it.

2010-03-25T03:06:00.003+08:00

All i need to do now is to Smile. ^^
That is all it takes for a stepping stone to just
forget about a heartless person like him. (:

Thanks to my beloved babylove,Ryn for the company yesterday.
In the Afternoon was meet up with beloved old classmates.
Aww how much i missed them all. Slacked around old school and
had some conversations with teachers.

As soon as it's time,
headed yew tee and had lunch with ryn.
then came ian and friend joining us for awhile before
we went on our seperate ways.

journied ourselves to ryn's crib while she get herself ready.
walked our way and slacked with zhy,shiqin,barbara,nick..
baby love cutie hunnie bunnie alisya and adiknya..
met 6gfs for awhile and then to the front of lot
where i saw ___________. who ______ if _______.

fuck ya'll.

back home with yan and friends thru lrt..
slacked and otp with mus for awhile..
eat laugh noise tears anger all happened within that period
me and ryn were both awake till 6plus in the morning.

woke up in the afternoon when yan came over my crib..
walked to apai's crib at fajar to prepare for pel's birthday,
went to the desinated place and i headed home early.
happy birthday pel. ^^

webcammed with boycute , faz and irritating asshole.
was about to sleep when he ringed me up.
we met.
haish.

why boy,why.

Take Time To Realize.

2010-03-24T01:20:00.002+08:00

Everytime i tried to blog, something halt me from doing it.

WHY? Because..

I'm ashamed of myself. Ashamed of my close ones, my good cliques;
whom i didnt realised not until the day i regret that they were
the one who cared for me, who will be there when im in need,
who would cry with me when i cry, who emphatized me, who feel me.
who would feel dissapointed at one moment but still accept me for who i am.

I'm Ashamed of all of them. I'm even ashamed of myself for
being trapped into something that could be avoided.
it wasnt an inevitable situation. i should have think before i act.
God,tell me about it. how cliche does it sound when i say
we all gotta think before doing things knowing what the outcome will be?

well,as much as i know myself as someone who could think.
who could at least give second thoughts, i didnt.
i regret, i regret every single thing i've done lately.

from the wrong cliques that hang out with,
the wrong company i mix with,
the wrong guy i got to know with.

all that sucks. i dont fit in into all that. i knew it.
but.. im confused. what has got into me? what have i become?
it was from good to worst anyone could ever imagine.

im sorry to my lovely ones for dissapointing you guys.
im sorry zai for making you feel like shit.
im sorry yanie,lyn and all for having a friend like me.
im sorry dad. im sorry mum.

my life is at stake and if i dont do anything about it now,
i be dead. i be worst. i wont be me.

GOD.

what? love?
what is love? that four letter words that makes a great impact
in each and everyone's life including me. and you know what?
im hurt. yerps,again and again and again.

the shattered heart were never mend by any.
it worsen everytime i fall. it worsen everytime i tried to get over and done with.

to you boy,
for as much as i tried keeping it to myself,
i couldnt. i couldnt accept the fact that it has to end this way.
flings? flirt? friends? it was more than just flings.
it was more of feelings. i thought even with no commitments,
i could at least smile when im with you.

and when im with you,
all i want to do was to smile and make it last before
the next time we meet. your smile makes my day.
your laughters keeps swirling in my mind.
your sweet words melts me. your care made me feel safe.
your presence was just about anything that could make me
put everything aside and just be with you.

how could this be so fast?
no one could answer that.
neither do i. it was worst than infactuation i had before.
we just met and things happened.

i wish you were true to me.
i was just about to fall that you left me with truth revealed ; it hurts.
it hurts deep inside.

i couldnt use the word love but i cared.
i cared for you dan.

yes,you.
and now its over,i had to smile.

thanks for those sweet moments,i'll miss you.

Kuala Lumpur Baby! ^^.

2010-03-19T21:17:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,woke up and the first thing first
was to surf the net and sweetie was online! hehuha.
webcamed and when it was about time,get readied to meet rynbaby.
soon after her interview at britishindia (congrats you got the place sweets) ,
we headed fareast plaza for breakfast cum lunch at puncak.
we've always got something to talk and laugh about which makes
every conversations never ending. (:

took the bus to clarke quay where ryn accompanied me
to take the camera and slacked at central's starbucks.
everything was a rush that we took the cab to chinatown
for me to buy coach tickets for today. baaaaaaaaaah.
thank you ryn,i love you. haha

we took 190 back to lot one to meet faris ashraf
and saw shah in the bus! as soon as we reached lot one,
met zhy barbara and shikin for awhile before gg on seperate ways.

thats when me and ryn had long island tea before im off to KL.
we went to the back of lot and met new cute friends! (:
wana came,and then came nana and her friends..
as soon as sweetie came to fetch me up,
ryn joined us and we slacked at cck park for some convo.

gosh,preety bad one huh?
sweets and ryn was doing the talk while i be the one talking to myself.
sweets kept doing this inside joke that i cant stop laughing,
when come to think of it. =p

send ryn off back home and had a very tight hug and kiss from her!
mwahs mwahs mwahs.

sweets later send me off because he has GOT to go Clarke quay.
he was so lucky i was smoking under my block and
when i was about to open the doors to my crib,
he then called to say he cancelled it and decided to slack with me,
yeay. the day before yesterday was alvin and the chipmunks in the car,
yesterday was g-force and im loving the time spent with him. (:

we didnt realised that the time already strucks 4.30am in the morning,
he send me back home and i just cant let go off him.

gosh,im missing him already. ='(

So..now
Huraaaaaaaaaaaaaah,im at Kl now with beloved girlfriend;wana.
our initial plan was to have breakfast before heading to our pick up point
but as always,we will never be puntual so we had to flag a cab there.
no breakfast till we book into the hotel.

since i hadnt sleep the whole day,
i made use of the journey to kl sleeping that i cant even hear
wana while she was mentioning to me this and that.
sorry dear,couldnt help it,was too sleepy. haha

as we reached,we've always had an eye for swiss garden hotel
but it was already fully book. damn it,matherfucker.
we then made our way to royale hotel but was a splurge!
at last,federal hotel was our last resort and we're here!

slacked,smoke and smoke and smoke then
headed out to find something to wear for tommorow's concert!
yipeeee,i got myself a very nice tee! im loving it.

passed by petaling street and we had fun disturbing
the people there,instead of them disturbing us.
(trying to act like we were "rough" when talking to them")
and it was so funny when they mentioned this ..
"ahhh come see inside.. wah preety girl ah,i give u free,come"

hahahahha.
you see how these people try to rise the sales up?
we ended up defeating the sales person, bargaining the best price.
imagine a price from 80ringgit to 20? 45 to 15?
u imagine a buyer who never bargain their stuffs,
how much profit might those sellers get?

gosh,gotta be smart when it comes to that.
play tricks like how they do it.
and im being random.

can't wait to see my beloved babies tommorow.
i bet it's gonna be very very very happening. (:
DINNER TIME!

p/s : boy,there's something i want you to know..

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you're confusing me.

2010-03-18T02:50:00.003+08:00

gah. i miss blogging so much til it feels like it makes me more and more

lazier to just blog. for as much as blogging has been the best companion

to me,i just feel there's nothing interesting for me to update here.

nothing.

life is a bore just full of challenges and setbacks.

when is happiness gonna be on my side?

or am i ever gonna feel what happiness in life is all about?

i don't feel like bloggin now but for what i know,

boy. you're confusing me.

i miss you but no i dont cause i dont know if you're for real.

maybe we're just friends and nothing else.

maybe you wont realise that all these while my feelings was for real.

maybe you didnt realise that at this very moment, all i need is you

to make my day,to bring me to sleep, to look forward for another day.

but all i get was patience,doubts,complications,misunderstood.

im hating this but i want this to last longer.

boy,

i miss your kiss on my neck when we whisper in the night.

well i sound obssesed over you but what do i need to care?

just that apart of you completes me and i'm loving it.

Ridiculous Prices.

2010-03-05T23:40:00.004+08:00

Huraaaaah,
tell me something good cause no matter what happens,
i'm still sexited . we've (wana & me) got 13 days to go.
SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT , 7PM , STADIUM BUKIT JALIL. *lonjat2*

I've got soooo many things i have to do,
School stuffs which have diff datelines and requirements,
Super Junior's Tee Shirt Prints,
Coach and Hotel Tickets,
Camera Rental,
Cousins Sakura Night Out,
Beloved Ladies and GentleMen Night Out,
Shopping,
Notebook Roadshows,
Work work work work and work.

gosh,im shagged. not british shagged. english shagged.
mentally and physically ; damn.

speaking of which ; work.
i've got something interesting to share here.
those pictures below are some selected apparels and access
from where i am working right now and i just need
you to see what those big spenders means. (:

just a tee could cost you 930 bucks,

yet we've got only one teeshirt left for this and white color.

-_-

you could actually spend this big bucks

on iphone or maybe a new laptop , elec devices foods, savings.

GOSH.

we've got this simple nude summer top

which will really cost you $1350

i like this one but no one seems to have caught their eye on this.

this cost : $990 .

-______-

so far,one sugardaddy bought for his ______.
and he already had a wife.
everytime he dropby the shop,he be with diff girls from diff country.

and this cost : $2090

stupid sugardaddy. he should have bought me a new notebook
rather then spending soooo much money for pleasure.

ahhh this one, the most ugliest yet the most ridiculous price.
it'll cost you : $3590

2008 spring summer.
No one dares to touch this.
HAHA.

my fave black simple leather bag cost $920.

my fav wedges i wont find outside,
specially made from those italians, phyton skin.
cost 800 bucks and its freaking nice.

boo.
you see,these are just selected ones
some teeshirts only had one label can cost up to what,700 plusplus bucks?

and there are people who buy out apparels here
and it's more then my dad's bonus/pay.

haha.
don't be suprised how woman shop.
its called retail theraphy. ^^

one shop,siti jusuf managed to spend almost 40k.
how cool is she man?

wuhooo.

you know what,

i know im being random.

I'll never be the same.

2010-03-04T03:42:00.005+08:00

You know,in life.
Things don't always go the way we want it to be,
but if you're lucky enough,your wish would be fulfilled.
& if you don't,just take it as if its not the right time
for you. don't ever feel bad about not having a good life,
neither do you have to feel so good and proud, living in luxury.
what i am trying to imply here is that whatever whenever wherever
whoever however we do things,whether it turns out sweet or sour,
it all happened for a reason and not just simply that.

Well frankly,whatever just happened lately,
I REGRET but i kept telling myself it has to happened for a reason.

I lost interest in almost everything when i first lost my first real love,
gained back courage and strength to move on, but shattered just like
that because of such humans who exist in our world.

i can't help it but to feel weak. to feel im at fault all the time.
come to think of it. i was dumb. stupid. doltish.
i suffer things that aren't really matters in my life.

i just want school to start soon. i miss having to feel stress about school.
to have group of friends to talk about .. to ask and learn..
arghhhhhh. can't wait. (:

im done.tommorow's fullforce @ work! yeay! ^^v.

15 more days to SuperJunior Concert!

firstly i miss mail,

secondly i miss my best girls,

thirdly ari's crapness,

fourthly,whats up with illuminati girl/guys?

lastly,i still miss mail. jaguar balls. kambing goreng.

RANDOM.

2010-02-23T21:30:00.003+08:00

I MISS BLOGGING.
I WANT MY GETAWAY SOON.
I WANT TO START SCHOOL SOON.
I HATE BASTARDS.

but i love my friends who have been making me smile.
huraaaaah. =D

(:

2010-02-15T14:15:00.002+08:00

Just another day today and im freaking tired.

Headstart : to all my chinese friends,
Happy New Year to all of you. ^^
and to each and everyone out there,
Happy Valentine's Day. <3

speaking of which,
didnt celebrate valentines day with anyone special this year.
as planned,was supposed to help out fee at sakura for sat,sun and monday.
friday's crowd was freaking packed with bookings for their dinner.
gosh and this is the first time this year i was totally freaked out
with work because it was too tiring,more then my current workplace.

whatever it is,
Thank God it's over. It was just for 2 days and we're done.
because the next day was lesser crowds and lesser bookings.
so.. we were released in the afternoon.

Decided to meet him today. Cancelled but then we finally met.
Hurrah. This and that.. was supposed to meet lyn and ended up
meeting nabila! yeay-ness. more and more chit chat session and im home!

im meeting my girls today~! <3

Yeay-Ness

2010-02-13T02:25:00.000+08:00

Work was superb with beloved tah jie and mama sha'non. (:
met lyn and friends for awhile and headed to meet him.
and this is gonna be a short post before this stupid comp shuts.
and im done now.

p/s : he made my day. <3

Am loving this.

2010-02-12T20:35:00.003+08:00

Huraaaaaaaaaaah,
i guess i be the only person on earth
who knows how jubilant i felt
the moment i get to spend everything
for shopping just to make myself smile.

i've been keeping this desires since last year
due to o levels and this is the very right time
for me to shop and what's more..
the job opportunity given gave me big bucks $$

ahhh,despite feeling low for the past few days,
friends never fails to make me smile.
i shall thanks first and foremost lyn for that endless of laughters.
followed by girlfriends ( you know who you are)
my guys.. and yan's friends too. its fun hanging out with them ya know.
STRESS FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

moving on..
SUPER JUNIOR TICKETS AT KL HAS BEEN SUCCESFULLY TRANSACTED.
OH FUCK,HELL IM MEETING THEM.. AND HELL WE'RE COMMING EARLY.
WE'RE FCKING GONNA QUE UP JUST TO STAND INFRONT TO SEE THEM.
TRUST ME,IM FREAKING EXCITED NOW. HURAAAAH.
WANAAAA,LET'S GO KL TOGETHER. WEEEEEEEEEEE (:

ive got my freaking off for three days
and gotta help cousins out at sakura.
hurrrah. making bucks again = shopping.

ah,im being random.
and im meeting someone new today.

(:

Random Post.

2010-02-07T18:21:00.002+08:00

"I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to
lose something you never really had and the
flame of love is now just a cold loneliness."

Yes,As you can see i've unprivatised my blog back again
because i just can't help it but to miss blogging.
Gosh,You know how much pain and heartaches i suffered
seeing my blog in loneliness? -_-

i've removed my tagboard just to avoid
anymore stupid matters from weirdos here.
(:

and im going to be random about...now.

i've been killing my time for the past 4 months
working and making big bucks for shopping..
spending time with beloved ones and slacking with cliques!
i just wish to smile everyday just to make myself feel better.

speaking of which,
i shall thank my friends and love ones for being there.
i've been thru those thick and thins and those who really
was there to stand by me should know how hard it is for me
to overcome such circumstances. still,i managed to pull it through.
not,without you guys. <3

Met lyn yan and cliques yesterday.
nabila and lydia came for awhile and i had
this superb girls session story sharing with
nabila and to my amazement,i shed tears.
i shed tears thinking such humans exist in this world.

why would they even have to hurt us in many ways?
after all those sacrifises we had done for you,
did you realised and at the least appreciate it?
did you?

i know,humanatures and unevitable
but in this cruel world,we have our own choice to choose,
we have our own desicions to make.

its just whether the individual
choose to be good or bad and thats what hurts the most.

argh,
i just don't want to get too emotional on my first proper post.

and to you boy,
even if we just knew each other and you left,
i still couldnt get my mind off you. i will,soon.
i just need time.

"he's always in desired,he's always remembered..
it's him,who's always on my mind"

SUJU CONCERT , MARCH 20th.

2010-02-07T16:06:00.003+08:00

This is what am talking about!!!
And we're grabbing the rockpitt tickets. Gosh.
I'm Meeting My babyloveeeeeee and i can't wait!
heading fareast on tuesday to create our own teeshirt.

okay.
i'm on cloud nine now.

<3

40 more days baby.

2010-02-07T13:22:00.000+08:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE.
it's 40 more days to go & i freaking sexited! =D
i can't wait and what's more we be having boysssss to join us! (:

CHEATED.

2010-02-05T02:00:00.001+08:00

Do every single one of you know how it feels to be cheated on their feelings
and how much it hurts to know that after all this while the person was
just playing with your feelings and faking it all this while?

Well if you don't let me tell you personally that it really hurts.
Deep inside , i could a burning ache on my chest ..
a pinch on my heart.

fcuk im being so emotional but who cares?
everyone owns a feeling and i deserve to own one.

why do you have to say things when you know you dont mean it?
why do you have to pretend as if you were soooo into it when you're not?
why cant you say it right infront of me that this was just a game.

i hate you for making me feel like this.
i've been trying hard to stand up on my own feet,
to leave the past behind and to live a new life.
but everytime i tried,i failed.

i failed to be strong.
i failed to look on the bright side.

and because i met such humans like you,
i be stuck in a world full of loneliness and phobia.

i hate this feeling right here.
there's been too much heartache and pain,
i dont if i can face it again.

FCUK.

Try sleeping with a broken heart.

2010-01-08T11:45:00.002+08:00

Why do you have to do this,
you treated me like i was your girl..
you told me where you were going..
you called me baby you called me sweetie
you called me names in hundreds of ways..
but why must you leave me at this very end
when i'm about to fall for you?

why must everyguys i tried moving on with
has got reasons to leave?

how can i not be weak when it comes to this?
im weak. and ive been getting weaker each time.
each time someone leaves me.. i felt myself as a failuer to move on.
im hating this.

WAANAAA!

2010-01-06T21:47:00.001+08:00

A frigging random post for her,

complaining over and over again she was lack of sleep.

since the start of holiday. HER HOLIDAY.

hahah,

now you've started school.. study hard.

take good care of my hotstuff, you know i know. (:

take good care of your hotstuff(s), you know i know (:

OHMY,

and and and dont be a SOCHAI.

damn,this is fcking random.

bye.

Secret.

2010-01-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

Well,i dont even know what im feeling now.

Confused? Jealous? Elated? Excited?

Everytime i tried so hard not to fall,

i kept falling.

Everytime i tried so hard not to use feelings,

i failed.

i failed again this time,i guess.

and to you boy,wished you knew how i felt for you.

i was just scared to even say i spare some feelings for you.

i'll wait.

patiently.

I WORK FOR HER.

2010-01-06T21:26:00.003+08:00

Anna Molinari, Italian.

http://www.annamolinari.it/

(:

N97's You're Gonna Be Mine.

2009-12-30T03:35:00.002+08:00

You heard that N97,
Never run away from mama cause you belong to me.
Hell i have to grab you anytime soon and i can't wait!
Look at you! So beautiful. Classic. Unique. LOVE IT!

Now Next,

In the Month of January Will be Hair MakeOver Yet Again.

Curls can't be kept for long,I hate it.

What hairstyle shall i do?

Fringe? Colour? What?

hurm hurm hurm..

We shall decide this soon.

Btw,Thanks Daddy For Allowing me to shop with your $$ again.

hahaha,Budak Degil Betol ah Sumirah.

Countdown soon.

2009-12-30T03:02:00.004+08:00

I'm all giggle and innuendo today,yesterday and other day.
Life is so peaceful with no problem reoccuring in me and im loving it.
Thank God and the beloved ones who had managed to make my day.
Well infact,my everyday.

Work was never a bore.
Whether its with Ann or Sharon or worst case FULLFORCE.
I just have to prepare a mouth wide open and a voice of laughters.
See how much im enjoying life?

I guess God slowly shows me the meaning of life.
To feel love not only when you're in a relationship.
It can also be with the one who loves you like friends and family.
I learnt that deeply. (:

Oh,this.
the other day on christmas..
Town was fully packed and work only starts at 11-6pm.
Met Mail , K Anne and Beloved Wana.
Went Shisha again this time to show K Anne
what Shisha was all about and it was fun despite
having only 4 of us. ^^

The next day ,
Met Wana,K Anne,Fee & Bf.
To accompany the couple go shopping
and at the same time have some catchups.
Now that's Spelt FUN. ^^
I'm Loving them.

Here's pictures.

DONE.

PRIVATISATION.

2009-12-30T02:00:00.006+08:00

i realised that i have never privatise my blog before,
i'm doing this for the first time and this time,i've got my own right reasons.

what are we? The year of 2000,always finding faults when you have
nothing at all to do? It can be your thang,but it's obviously
not my lifestyle choice. You want it,have it. Count me out girls. (:

Let's have some peace in mind and update what i have not been updating.

basically,the two off days i had was a blast.

first off days was time spent with beloved cousins,

pictures still not up fully yet,soon.

the next day which was monday

was a relaxing day out with my girls.

all in all,its worth my off days & i love all of you.

(:

perhaps i'll let the pictures do the talking. (:

END.

FUN TIMES.

2009-12-30T01:03:00.002+08:00

Well well well,
i've been packed with lotsa outings and activities.
i've not yet updated bout my day off with my ladies.
a relaxing yet tiring at the end of the day off kinda outing.
but i still love it , thanks to my girls. ^^
those meet ups after work with wana,kak oni,fee,fiq,shaf and mail was fun.
never a bore. work was never a bore. catchup with parents was endless of laughters..

ahhh,what a nice life im living now.
i'm in peace for now with not much disturbance here and there.
nothing seems to bother me.

gosh,i need my new resolutions.
who's tagging me on new year's eve eh?

(:

NOT SUPRISED, (:

2009-12-29T22:18:00.002+08:00

Hello all,

I'm at wana's crib today which means im sleeping over!
hurray,tommorow will be window shopping day for countdown.
and believe me when i say this.

"whatever you do in new year,you're gonna do for the rest of the year"

(:

and shasha,glad you know the person who tagged you
thou its silly you didnt want to show her face when you could show mine.
and fyi,im not suprised that someone told you about my past
& what i did last summer cause just so you know that was the past.
we're humans. glad its over thou. (:

update soon! <3

WHO IS SHASHA? WHO IS GOFF?

2009-12-26T21:34:00.008+08:00

Specially for you,Shasha.

hello dear readers.

im at paradiz,again with k anne @ lan gaming. its good that i dropped by today.
LOOK at whats happening in this blog.
http://kepunyaangoffsorang.blogspot.com/
no worries shasha, let me explain to you that you've just misunderstood me for another person.Firstly, i dont even know who the hell is goff,efa or shasha. i dont even know you.
let me copypaste what u posted in your blog..

Thename-Meeerah.
17 , TeckwhyeSec.
Ouh yar , to so called efa kn .
Kau peh bodo . hahs . Claim urself as efa ? when actuali ur name is meerah ?Darn~And kau claim yg kau tk tkt reveal the real kau lagy kn ? then asl kai name efa instead of name kau sendiri ? Ouh , jng blg aku kau ade due birth cert ar . So you can either be this or that .
Claim urself to have maturity ? Sial la karot siak kau . Pegy cermin muke kau k ? Joker sak kau MEERAH .
Jng blg aku , kau kai blog kawan kau sekadar nk hate tag aku ar girl .
Karot , karot . Then isnt that call Stalker ? Pinjam kwn peh blog stakat nk tgk blog aku&goff . And just because kau pena ader cite ngn goff . berhenti lurh wahai manusia karot . And klau aku pegy club pon tk susa kn kau per . So shut the fuvked up BLOODY BUSYBODY BITCH (:
http://thename-meeerah.blogspot.com/

okay shasha,
you got your facts right that im from teckwhyesec & 17.secondly,who the hell is efa? when did i mentioned i dont wanna reveal myself?who said i had two certificates? who mentioned about maturity?since when i know your blog? who is my friend that i borrowed her comp to hatetagged you? who is stalking you? who barred you from clubbing?

FUCK,i hate this. who's using me to cover up for your shit?to whoever who's using my name to get me in trouble,well KUDOS. look what shasha wrote in her blog.look,i have a comp and it has been spoilt eversince,but most importantly.. I DONT KNOW WHO's GOFF!

OMG.

shasha,im not guilty nor angry at you for critising me or what,but if you wanna know whether im lying or not,call me.ive been working day and night for goodness sake! why should i have the time to hatetagged peoplewhen i myself dont have the time to even UPDATE MY BLOG,

UPDATE MY FACEBOOK and CHECK MY EMAILS? to all my friends outher who know me,

you know i wont do this shit right?im hating this not because shasha got the wrong person

its because someone is using me as a source for them.FUCK THAT HUMAN YA GET THAT?

shasha,still not convinced i dont even know you nor goff nor efa or worst still, i dont even know your blog?then get thru me thru phone.i dont have time for all this.last long with your boyfriend cause i dont even know who the hell is he.or to make things sure, ask him if he know me? met me before? im confident enough that you got the wrong person.i guess you've been punked by someone who hates you and used me as a source.i got another one.whats all this?!

To MEERAH:Cmner kau tau aku campak ank aku kat mak bapak aku ? Lagypon , aku blom conferm nk pegy ker tak . Tengah tgu permission from goff . And kalau mak bapk aku yg jage pon tk sala btol ? Mcm kau kate matured tk matured blakang peh cite btol ? Ape kene mengene aku mengandong dlm hal "matured" ? And so what aku mengandung before khawin ? pardon me if i say this , Akumengandong slame 9bulan 9 hari nie ader pakai duet mak atau blk kau ker ? Ouh tkder kn ? Aku gy club pakai duet mak bapak kau ? ouh tkderh kn ?memang aku pampang kn cite aku , tapi kau tkd hak nk kasi compliment kau yg bole menjatohkn dignity aku . Aku tk mintak pon ditegoh , atau hidup aku nie jadi perhatian . Aku tk kesah kalau care tegohan kau baek , bkn mcm ane yg kau buat . Kau nk tulis hal kau ker aper ke , it doesnt even bother me abit . And kenape plak aku tkle tegoh kn dignity aku kalau ade org nk jatoh kn nyer ? One word , Jealousy . dan suke hati kau jgk lar girl kalau btol kau nie matured sngt , what's with the negative thinking ? padehal it doesnt even bother you or your family abit per . So i hope this is the time im gonna heard bout you and your so called COMPLIMENT .

since when did i do all this?you come to my workplace,see my punchcard,meet my mom and dad,ask them what time i came back home and out of home?ask my friends if i ever use their comps?whats the no. the person who's using me to get thru you?tell me the dates the person who claims to be me,hatetagged you and i'll tell you where i am with proof,okay?

till then.

BUSY.

2009-12-23T21:39:00.009+08:00

This blog seems dead to me. Or maybe i seems dead.
Well,i've been busy with work as you can see.
back to the basic workaholic mirah who will spend the rest of her time working.

its fun to kill time doing something good you know.
afterall,everyone has to work for money.
in this cruel life, despite people go money can't buy everything but money is everything.
people still needs money to live. am i right to say this?

now what was i blabbering from just now.
my bad,you've just wasted 2 minutes of your time reading this above section.
i miss blogging. as much as it sounds cliche..
i still miss blogging.

soo..
where did i stop?
have been occupied with lotsa activities and events..
from outings with my new ladies..
to outing with the east guys..
to overnight at punggol with the guys..
to shisha with the guys..
to abg eddy's wedding day..
to sentosa with my ladies.

arghhh,life is enjoyable these few months.
despite feeling lonely sometimes,i still feel invigorated when im stress-free
from those major problems that i could get affected easily. like love life.

anyway.. lets proceed.
shisha with the guys was as fun as shisha with the ladies.
it all started when me and wana planned in advance to have a day out with the east guys.
unfortunately.. the only survivors was pak,danial,mail & me..
then comes aceh & Q who joined us few minutes later.
we first headed shisha at nazrin restaurant..
but then again.they didn't like the place..
we then transfered to the other restaurant which is way much more cooler.
loud songs.. freedom.. fun.. haha.

if my desktop is alright,i could even blog thrice or more in a day.
but i could only blog when i have the time,mood and a laptop/desktop.
and its hard, you know. what to do. still have to live with it.

more laughters. drinks.
as soon as its time.. left me wana mail and danial.
we headed punggol to meet ayid ari and ashraf.
fun times ey? never got my beauty sleep,
hurried back home when time reaches 8plus..
prepared myself and then waited downstairs for fuad to pick me up.
headed johor.. congestion. damn it. only reached there at around 12plus..
kak intan's side wedding day was nice.

back home and went for window shopping at jusco tebrau city.
abg eddy send me and kak nor @ m'sia's checkpoint..
back home and to sleep.
home sweet home!

END.

I just want you to know. ; )

2009-12-17T16:43:00.006+08:00

Sumirah Binte Jamallil, Bear this in mind;
no matter what happens I will always love you! ; )

XOXO! ♥♥♥♥

Infactuation.

2009-12-14T23:00:00.001+08:00

I LIKE THAT CUTE GUY WITH THAT SHARP NOSE

AND A PAIR OF CONTACT LENSES WITH DEGREES PLEASE.

SHOPPING TODAY!!!!!!!

2009-12-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

Shopping today was superb!
despite spending hundreds over..i'm still not satisfied!
i want more. hah,whatever.

Thank God this month's pay came out in small amount.
Next month's pay would be Mega Shopping day i tell you.
and im elated i finally bought my beloved guess wallet
and that new arrival charles & keith bag.. wehooo.

still not satisfied. i want more. i don't care.
next up : outing with tamp ite guys!
can't wait.

shall stop bloggin now and meet ju & pin for pool game. (:

Off Day Today.

2009-12-08T16:20:00.002+08:00

I'm Still at home now with two of my beloved girlfriends,
Nur hafidah bte Mohd Jufri & Syazwana Bte Sazali.
Later,Maybe the other bitch is comming down,
Rosni Mabu. HAHAHAHA =D

ahhh. i wanna go out..but fee's gonna be back to jb
in a while.. wana and hopefully anne be accompanying me.

hoooraaaay.
i still have'nt got my pay.
babi btol. and i got an eye on Armani exchange's watch!
omgeee,it cost $295 and i heard its on sale! should be cheaper kan?
i wanna grab that but this month's pay wont be that much.
started working the middle of the month .. so yeah.

somebody date me on saturday after work!
girlfriends please? no guys no dates. im frigging not interested.

im bored.
phew.
bye.

Mind Cleared.

2009-12-07T21:46:00.002+08:00

See how fast i managed to get done and over with?

Told cha it was infactuation and im done with it.

Phew,I deserved a pat on my back yet again. ^^

And My mind is cleared for now..

I'm no longer thinking too much for now.

and im still waiting for my pay! where is it?

i want to shop till i drop.

and i thought of rebonding my hair back

and perhaps some colour to go along?

shall i? (:

i can't wait for my dearest kak intan and abg eddy's wedding day.

i bet it's gonna be the best of the best. and i want to sing!!!!!!!!!!

where shall we go for countdown..anyone? (:

Shisa Session With My Ladies.

2009-12-06T03:06:00.009+08:00

Greetings! <3

Despite Cancelling our plans to head sentosa today due to rain,
we managed to make the day worth my off day.

I made friends with two petite,sweet,friendly ladies today.
hello yaya,hello yanie,hello cute siblings. haha,ok enough of that.
thought it would be an akward day for us but hell no.
we bonded so well like we were friends before! haha (:

Plans were cocked up at first,(as usual if it was a last minute plan,^^)
Woke up late and prepared ourselves to bras basah to sell the 2nd stacks of books.
Hell i knew that Anna Molinari Paper bag was going to be torn off within minutes.
& thank God all my books fell off from the bag the moment i reach bras basah,
where people won't bother about your whereabouts. hahahaha,funny scene.

Wana & I then headed bugis for awhile to grab some stuffs,
to her blurrness and my amazement,she left her wallet @ my house
with her cash inside that frigging back. omg omg. thank God again that
cash was with me at that moment... haha,told mummy to transfer the cash.

headed cityhall to meet the girls and had
our lunch cum dinner at the Bollywood shop.
Cheap price,Large Serving,Nice taste.
Go there kay people if you happen to be around
city hall or penin or funan .. go there to eat. GO. GO. -_-

And then.. we had no where to go..
our dearest tamp guys arent available today..
all busy being tired,legs swollen,working etc.
Get well soon Mail! hehe =D

so...everyone was giving in ideas until
yaya gave this very brilliant idea to go for shisha session.
and we did,headed to arab street and get settled down.

the boss of nazrin restaurant was being very very nice to us,
and that cute cute cute cute waiter. oh shuddup,im single. hahaha.
oh saw sleeq there..plus the 3 musketeers who sang something like..
"6 feets underground we rise from the ashes"
God,i forgot their group names sia. and the one with big eyes
made a very funny funny joke when the shisha fell to the floor.
everyone in there was laughing out loud , funny guy. hahaha

and there was this one time , it was my turn to make that tall thing fall to the ground.
SORRY YAYA! tk sengaje,sungguh paiseh please. hahahah.

we slacked there for a preety long time..
had white chicks on the screen with more laughters..
had 2 scoops of icecream. hooray,it made me happy lor.

had them having small ironic argument on
which soccer match to watch @ the cable tv.
liverpool's or Manchester's.
we were sitting there minding our own business. lols.

how i wished i could stay longer there,its very relaxing i swear.
unfortunatelty,im working tommorow. which is today..
so we snapped pictures before heading home on our seperate ways.
exchanged hugs and kissed and done!

omg omg.
its 4.53am to be exact and im not asleep.
have to wake myself up at 7.30 tmrw.
damn damn damn.

hopefully pay check's in already.
arghh.. i want to shop badly lei. =(

happy birthday fareez and Auntie mortenyah!
you both rock my world to the core,i swear. ^^
and please fee,i want gossip girl season 3...
im still deeply in love with Gossip girl..
wehooots,its damn addictive i tell you.

you should go watch the first two season
and there is still more to come.
first cd comes in 5 disc and one disc consist of3-5 chapters.
so.. yeah. no wonders... it is gonna be addictive if you watch it.

i'm all giggle and innuendo today,
cause i had a little rest and more fun on my off days.
next off days would either be a date with luqman or my ladies (cousins)
shopping time,as promised. tunggu gaji ni,lek.. korang save je kay. hahaha.

So tell me,
anyone interested for butter factory's mixage party this tuesday?
22 bucks.. 9pm-4am.. R&B and House Music..
Bla bla bla.. hahaha. i got lobang for the place to buy lah.

not that i want to go mixage's party,

for as much as i want to enter club...

i want a legal club where i could go in with no worries.

without anyone to help seek me in or anything..

now that is what we call late night fun.. wehoo.

nevermind.. my time will come. ^^
club is to dance to the music and have fun.

so to those who have bad perception of clubbing,fuck it kay.

Tommorow i'll be working with ann. weee.

jokes and laugthers for sure.

and oh i hope that hindustan boy be working tommorow.

i dont want that cleaner. i want that hindustani boy.

hahaha.

So,anyone picking me up tommorow?

every of my loves one has been picking me up after work.

how sweet are they man? oh my gosh. hahaha.

i'm about done here.

and again,i had a great time today..

thanks to beloved ladies of mine..

wana..yaya and yanie.. ^^
and that cute guy @ shisha's session..

for making me smile today.

good morning world.

XOXO.
you know you love me.

Taking a Day off to Sentosa/Town. ^^

2009-12-05T14:02:00.001+08:00

I'm Heading Sentosa and perhaps town later!
Releasing whatever that is stuck and overmixed in my head.

Pictures later! (:

I Miss You.

2009-12-05T03:32:00.002+08:00

I can't get you off my mind.
It seems to me like an infactuation but the feelings get stronger
everytime i tried avoiding thinking of you.. what is this feeling?

i can't say i like you neither do i say i love you
because we just met once a few days ago..
no text,no smses,no calls. just silence.

i could usually let go of it easily.
but not this one.

God,please show me my next step.

fyi,i fucking not blabbering about any of my exes or past.

he's fresh.

Happy Birthdaaaaaaay to meeeeeeee <3

2009-12-02T20:02:00.003+08:00

Let me wish myself a happy sweet 17 birthday!
Being seventeen means alot to me,despite feeling agigated for not being 18 instead.
My time will come.

As i was saying,
being 17 this year was a very tough challenge for me.
i have been through what it takes to be a human being.
Family,Friends,Relationships,Financial everything.

We can never really hide or run away from the harsh side of the world.
Well I,too has never fail to be in the middle of every problem.
suffering,crying,learning,teaching,yearning and more.
i am proud for being able to get done and over with with things
that are meant to be left behind as memories and not remembered always.
i am proud for being able to overcome the consequences and stood
myself up when i was falling.

all in all,
i am proud of being me,despite having many many many
problems and no perfection. No matter how hard it seemed
to be,i pull it through. Now that's Sumirah.

hahahaha.
anyway... i woke up and realised it was already 1st december yesterday.
mum dad and lil bro had our celebration the day before yesterday
cause ive told them i have plans on my birthday.. thank you so much mum..
dad and lil bro for the cake and birthday present.

i rang my lovely cousins planning to meet up
when i realised that i left my wallet at lan gaming @ town..
headed bras basah complex and sell my books away cause
its distracting me. haha. thought of buying something to wear later
but couldnt find any.. met fee and headed pomo for my wallet.
thank God it's still there. fully equipped. haha.
checked email and home we go.

fee cancelled the plan as i headed with my own plans.
screw sahhid for ruining the earlier part of my day.
i had to shout out loud to everyone to keep them quiet.
took the bus and was waiting half an hour for the guys.
called over 1 dollar plus using the public phone but it was to no avail.

ruper2 nye diorg tgh swimming.
pantat btol. hahaha. bought some burgerking foods and headed up.
kak mil was with us too,it was fhiez's friend's friend.

haha.
swam this and that.. cut the cake ..drank..wooosh.
back home alone with no where to go.
took the train to cck and saw fursyam & ayie.
sweets picked me up with his car and we slacked till 3 plus in the morning.
back home and was updating kak anne about my day and back to sleep.

work today was a bore.
no one customer bought anything from us.
bitch betol.

can't wait for pay day,
my ladies,its shopping time! <3

I LOVE THIS PICTURE! (:

BLOG BLOG BLOG.

2009-11-25T20:56:00.003+08:00

Hey darlas,
as much as i miss blogging.. now is not the right time to.
im still stucked with dropping by Lan for quick email check.
I want My own Laptop soon please. Oh no wait,Hp bills has to be settle first. urgh.

Then i have, HAVE TO buy a new phone. Xperia Sony perhaps?

A little update about me me me.O levels are over,
thanks to Mr Foo i got to stepmy barefoots onto Swiss hotel,
Clarke Quay on the 20th Novfor the Best Prom night I've ever had had.

The DanceFloor = AWESOME!

Well,while waiting for my o's results which im not preety much

excited about cause i don't want to talk about it. anywhere. anytime.

proceed,im working and learning new skills. weeee.

preety much a challenging job because im in the circle of colleague

which has a very large age gap. very far. VERY.

urgh,but neh.Mature people are just simply the best.

We talk things straight.No Corner here Corner there..

u get what i mean,right?

oooo,pin hao's watching me as im typing.

I shall thanked him first and foremost for being there.

as the the list goes on.. yu,aliff,ju,anis,fhiez,zai...

bla bla bla.i love you guys.

wee~proceed,lyn,i wanna hit the club please? please? please?

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMMING SOON!

which,im not preety excited about too,why?

because as soon as i turn 17,next month my friends turn 18.

what-a-bitch. haha.

latest news?im single and loving it.
im not longer interested to getin contact with any guys,
for now,for real.
im committed to work and family and cousins and friends.
no boyfriends for now. (:
and please,ex-es who already have a gf.
be it man. be it. don't bother my life. arse-holes. (:

i dont like emotional guys fyi.

so if you're emotional,dont get near me.

JIJIK!

O Levels Are Over,I'm Gonna Miss Blaise.

2009-11-05T12:02:00.003+08:00

Oh damn.

The good news is..
O's are over and its time for enjoyment.
The bad news is..
Blaise will still stand strong but not for long.

I'm Gonna Miss Blaise 09'. =(
Chalet With 4 Descartes 08' Plus 5 Blaise 09'
Anyone? (:

I SWEAR.

2009-11-03T12:34:00.002+08:00

I swear i miss shuffling swinging moving exercising my fingers
on this keyboard to rant out every single day that happens to me.

It's so disheartened to see my own blog with
nothing at all,no updates.. no new pictures..nothing.
Let's just say i have been busy. VERY BUSY.
School School School School.

Plus i rarely check into my account
eversince my computed was back to square one.
I can't even on that frigging comp.
Oh Gosh Daddy please buy me a desktop/laptop soon.

nobody knows how im dying here,
feeling all stressed up with o levels.
no that im left with only 2 papers.
YES 2 PAPERS ONLY,i Thank God that
i managed to attend almost all papers with
some sense of reliefs and dissapointment,at times.

English was preety much a turnoff to start The mood for o levels.
Maths was ___________. Fine i guess. Managable.
Chem was Good. History was good.
I came half-an-hour late for ss and had one hour
to finish up 5 sbq and 2 essays,gosh. Stupid mirah.

Anyhooos,its over now..
i am soo gonna enjoy my life on the dot of 11 november.
I DONT FREAKING CARE cause i deserved it. wehooo.

bye la.
I HAVE MANY MANY STORIES TO SHARE.
MANY MANY PICUTRES TO UPDATE.

Stay tune.
Miss ya. (:

I'll update for the last time before i'll b on hiatus.

2009-09-30T16:51:00.002+08:00

I'll update for the last time before i'll b on hiatus.

i miss blogging very very much..
but nothing interest me to blog anything here.
i miss blogging but im preety lazy. get me?

however,
there has been alot of major and minor
or shall i say interesting stories that had happened
or occurred to me lately. at some point of time,
i'll laugh my ass out,crying,fuming & relieved.

afterall,that is what life is all about,am i right to say that? (:
lets move on. where did i last stop blogging?

wedsnesday,september 23.
ahhh,ic. i didnt attend rehearsals for graduation day and
was soo eager to meet my long lost friend,zul.
i was glad the meet-up was wrapped up with a smile.
it's nice seeing someone you have known in cyber world for 4 years
and this is the first time ever you get to meet him.

tak pernah dalam hidup aku,aku buat gitu.
hahaha. anyway.. nice meeting you,zul.
and thanks to wana for making me feel good!

ok then..24th and 25th
went out raya with wana and family for these two days,
and glad that i didnt feel akward but instead,
i feel like we're as one big family. hahahaha. =D

thanks to wana,again for making my day..
and and.. took cab everytime i head home,
pokaaaai duit mirah tambah dgn midnight charge!

saturday,26th
a last minute plan,met ex,his friend and birthdayboy
at aljunied,they bought liquor for themselves and headed
town to met sasya and some other friends..
we walked around ion and i only managed to walk around
the mall with them and had to go on seperate ways.

screw malaysia.
took 190 and met feebaby,tunggu kak nor..
and then we took 160 to sgp kastam..
i tell you,we will always have something to talk about.
and out topic that day was ________________.
we couldnt hold it back and instead every little
secrets poured out just like that..
oh oh oh we even talked about holidays..work.. more!
i love them laaaaaaah,wuhoooooooo.

took the cab from larkin
and that stupid taxidriver dont even know where he was drving.
bodoh,tk tau drive jgn jadi taxi driver. im sorry but i felt this
hatred feelings towards people who is trying their best
to know things they don't know .. tapi tknk blaja,faham?
haha. nevermind.

reached and the kecohrable family starts.
we only got back home on monday afternoon.
meaning? i didnt attend school for 3 days.

tuesday was when Mr tan gave me
a tight slap on my face (mentally) and made me
realised that i am destroying my own future.
i wont elaborate much here, but i am deeply sorry.

thanks wana for accompanying me for revisions yesterday.
and gosh,i left my schoolwork @ lotone cheers. Bdoh2..

bye la korang.
gmba nnt aku upload kay.

I'll be away.

2009-09-29T21:58:00.001+08:00

On hiatus.

On hiatus.

On hiatus.

After 4 years ..

2009-09-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

We finally met!
wuhoo,i felt relieved that i finally get to meet zul.
wehoo,enjoyed it very much. (: (: (:

thanks wana.
ok bye.

Akhirnya,Aku Blogged jugak.

2009-09-22T22:17:00.003+08:00

First and foremost,
let me wish all Muslim humans on earth,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

A month where we seek forgiveness from one another,
A month where our bonding became more stronger,
A month of happiness and joy.

& to all my beloved cliques,
Salah Silap harap Di ampun kan.
Mirah hanya Seorang insan yang tk lari
dari membuat salah silap. Nak dtg rumah Call Dulu. ^^

Lets move on.
where should i start ey?
okay lets start off with Thursday? Friday?

Friday,let thursday be between wana & me. ^^
Friday,woke up feeling all giggle and innuendo.
Went to school for my last paper which was physics.
& i think i screwed up. What mirah? o levels lagi berapa hari je! Omg.

then..

rushed back home,packed stuff for wana and head her crib.
it was raining elephant and rhinosauraus. heavy and she had to pick me up.

hahaha,screw the heavy rain.. i had to reached wana's crib WET.
reached and bitched just about everything! and i love eunhyuk please.
i love eunhyuk,siwon,leeteuk. wuhooo. naega naega naega naega!
rain didnt stop,we took the cab from jurong to WestCoastMall
to meet my scandal. kwang3. blur boy. took thecab then to Cck Lot one.
Saw Daniel,so sorry tk tegor. it was one minute to 3.45pm!
and we had to reached there on time because customer
comeby every 5 minutes. so yeah,we did reached on time
and only came out at what? 7 plus at night? hahahaha.
we had dinner ke tak eh? aku lupe please. damn.
we bought some accessories and headed teckwhye to buy contactlenses.
as soon as we settled everything. wana and me went on seperate ways.

oh yes,im missing her badly already. come back soon baby. (:

Saturday.
i can't remember much, did some house cleaning for mum.
and then met fee,syafiq,iqbal yana at aunt leha's crib.
we then slacked till bpplaza till 3plus in the morning and back home!

wehoo.

Sunday.
raya,i can't believed i made mum and dad cry
when i let out my wrongs and beg for forgiveness from them.
cause you know,this year was a really tough year for me.
i love you both,i swear.

we first head yishun ke rumah MAK NGAH!
told kak mas to be strong, & deep insided i feel hurt.
why? Pak ngah isnt in his best condition. he is left with one lung i heard?
and his lifespan will not be longer than one year. i love you pak ngah. =(
and i know deep inside he is accptg fate as it is. he NEVER show it.
he is such a great man to look up to. you're strong pak ngah.

back home and everyone was shagged,
all of us get back to sleep and only went to aunt leha's crib
at 6plus in the afternoon. weeeeeee,
after that they headed back to my house and i was left all alone at home
while they headed to rumah cikgu. why? because first, my stomach
was giving me big prob. thanks to redlight. secondly,i wasnt in a mood at all,
thanks to the redlight again. haha,so i was at home surfing the net
and had webcam sessions with my new friends! ohmygod. berani kan,haha!

the next day,
we only slacked at home and dropped by aunt shilah's house
at 6plus in the afternoon. you realised our family tk byk jalan kn this year?
hahahah. then... obviously,cousins are always the best company.
they never fail to crack jokes and had endless of laughters! wehoo.

Some pictures while we were enjoying in ella's crib!

back home and surfed the net till 4plus in the morning.
get back to sleep and skipped school cause imran had to go reservist!
haha,by afternoon i started to get very bored and text mates to meet them!
first was taufiq,then pin then ju and phyque and then fhiez!

impromtu plan we had,
we played firecrackers! wehoooo.
im loving it lah hoi hoi.

and im home now,
still got housechores to do.
time check 10.39 pm.

Nak kene lipat Baju yg Belambak nk mampos tu.

hahahaha,
sambil tu mirah nk tgk cite bohsia.
sume da tgk aku blom tgk.

btw,
SIDEK KATE AKU BAHAN ROLLING!
MULE2 kate NANA DAH TU KATE AKU.

this is what we called,
a guy who dont deserved a place in this world.

mula2 kenal2...

1) ni pompan aku

da kenal lame2..

2) ni makanan aku

da puas,tknk lagi..

3) ni sundal SAMPAH!

people who don't see your virtues dont deserved your love.
i learnt that from non other then sasya darling.

im pissed off.

Sciene Paper 1 , Chem P3 , Emaths P2.

2009-09-16T22:59:00.003+08:00

Sciene Paper 1 , Chem P3 , Emaths P2.
I shall say,Phy Multiple Choice is the most Challenging Ever.
Why? Because I'm afraid of making mistake for that subject.

Nanti kan,"father-diff-blood" i marah la you,i takot.

Today -
Emaths was Fine,Challenging Yes,Love it Yes,Bore Not at all.
soon after,headed back home and decided to meet wana.
guess what? She didnt picked up nor reply my msgs &
what i did was that i took the bus from home to JURONG
just to knock on her house door and make sure she is still there.

sweet kan? gabra kan aku? hahaha.
and then,we watched superJunior babies videos.
and went jp..westcoastplaza..jurong and im home!

I Have a suprise for all of my friends this friday.
Stay tune alrights.

Tues -
Which was yesterday,as soon as i reached home.
prepared myself and went to wana's crib yet again.
hahaha,addictive ehk mirah? anyway,we talk,crap
and went to lot one to do more slacking.
i love you la bitch.

Monday -
went home early after history paper &
i didnt attend amaths paper one. BAAAH!
ah malas nk blog uh,bye.

Change Of Phone Number.

2009-09-16T22:43:00.001+08:00

Please Note that my number will no longer be used,
& had been changed to a new number.

CLOSE CLIQUES ONLY.

(:

Swallowing the pain,still.

2009-09-15T00:47:00.003+08:00

You're there all giggle and innuendo,
while I'm here still swallowing the fact that its over.

I could still feel the excruciating pain beneath my heart.
The pain i had been keeping to myself.
I really want to move on. Now that you're gone.

I really hope one day you'll realized that
everything you did to everyone has a reason to it.

I'm not cursing,it's just what life is all about.

I miss the old you,Sharell.

Super Junior <3

2009-09-13T22:26:00.005+08:00

I love this Eunhyuk.
Walaupun Kaki die Busuk,
Sense of humor die sungguh memikat hati!

Lee teuk So Adorable!

Thename's Shi won!
Boy Kude,oh so charming!

Thename's Yeh Sung!
Loves Trying new things,
a total show off yet funny guy!

hahaha.

Oh I'm Addicted Please.
Help.

weee.

oh found this,

cute kan.
haha

Friday - Geylang. Saturday - Geylang. Sunday- Iftar with cousins.

2009-09-13T21:26:00.003+08:00

Ah,i neglected blogger for three days straight.
& i seriously wonder where goes all my beloved taggers.

Whatever it is, i shall start blogging.

Friday

As soon as i finished my housechores,
dry the washed clothes, wash the dishes , sweep the floor.
& As soon as wana is ready to head back home,
we went out for smokebreak. ooops =x

what i like about wana is that we will
never have NOTHING to say. there will ALWAYS
be VERY VERY interesting stories to share, kan wana kan?

i love you la bitch.

and then,she headed home while
i get myself prepared & waited patiently for
both my parents to come back from work.

We took the bus and dropped by Eunos to break their fast.
Eyes gazing here and there till i saw EIQA! hahahahaa.
she will never fail to make me laugh the single sec i saw her.

took the train to Geylang and started hunting for Raya clothes!
I'm not surprised there were a huge number of recognized people.
& neither am i surprised there were thousands of people packed
in that darn humid place. afterall,itulah kan suasana hari raya?

i was pissed off by mum and dad at first,
cerewet nak mampos. serious. but then,soon after they finally
decided to buy bros and dads clothes from this very cute guy,
i calmed down. HAHA,because i knew its my turn.

and i can't believe that this year's raya clothes are both
from First lady. after all these years, i dont really favour
that place but well. i guess i was out of choice from the bazaar.
SONGKET LA,BATIK LA,KURUNG LA,KEBAYA LA.
Cliche siak. and there is still alot at home,why waste kan?

moving on,as soon as mirah the cautious girl choosed her rayaclothes,
it was already 10+ , headed cityplaza since mum wants to find the
nearest ocbc withdrawal machine. bought drinks and back home!

Saturday

Woke up anxiously, surfed the net.
and dropped by wana's house to get ourselves ready.
took the train there and screw that indian man.
pundek,because of him my earpiece gets spoiled!

met din,ayam&gf at first while we waited for the rest.
tried to find a place to breakfast,unfortunately all places we packed
with muslimin dan muslimat. haha.

after awhile,we ate and went to the bazaar.
katong,joo chiat and many many more.
bazaar semalam sumpah panas nak mampos!
arghhhh,initial plan was to head grandlink but
the small funfair infront of haigroad's coffeeshop
caught all of our attention. They spent more then just
10 bucks on the same game,over and over again.

thanks rash for the small spongybobby.
tak dpt yang besar yang kecik pon jadi.
since it was already late,we just slacked outside cityplaza.
and then bid goodbye to the rest and head back home.

[Boy,Rash,Din]
not in picture :
afiq&gf,Aidil&gf,Unknown&gf,
Shahrul,fend,boy&gf sape lagi tah.

great day.
THANK GOD I DIDNT DROPPED BY GRANDLINK.
Ayul called me just now and told me he as well as that
[insert name] was there singing there lungs out.
phew.

back home,
shahrin called and we accompanied each other till sahur time.
i was melting as he was happily singing to himself. hahaha.
thanks sweets.

Today
did some cornflakes and surfed the net,
slept for awhile and headed to CIK LEHA's CRIB!
wuhooo. iftar with these 4 crazy family shouldnt be missed!
boo to fee u have to work,we had endless laughters,
one joke after another.

wehooo.
i love them all.

next stop,PRELIM!

Semalam Stuck Kat Tampines Or What?

2009-09-11T10:34:00.004+08:00

Hello.
okay so,
This Video Was Taken During Raya Last Year,
Right after i Seek forgiveness from mummy.
He was sitting beside us,watching me cry.
& when it was his turn,everyone went silent.
AND HE CRIED ALL OF THE SUDDEN!
duit raya gapai,minta maaf taknak.
notty kan syahfi! hahaha. (:

Timecheck :11.45am
Wana is still in my bedroom,sleeping.
i woke up early in the morning thou i only had my
beauty sleep at 5.30 in de morning since yesterday.

Well,why is wana in my crib right now?
Long story. It all started just yesterday.

Since i have not been stepping out of
my house for 3 days straight,
we finally decided to meet-up.

well,my initial plan was to
look out for raya shoes @ charles&keith.
unfortunately,i was drove by the craziness
of superjunior's funny videos. haha,
blame that wana please.

and so,we only went out of wana's crib
after buka,took the mrt and reached tamp.

why tamp?
we made plans and decided to meet up
with our beloved funny friend,mail.
he was planning to just sit @ the coffee shop
but since them other guys are at 300+,
we took the bus straight to meet them.

im not suprised they really made my day.
funny people,funny gesture,funny laughs,
funny dance,funny song,everything seems funny to me.
especially mail and haikal.
screw them that i had to laugh my ass out.

haha,it was time.
we took the bus and reached the mrt station.
and guess what? The last train took off at 11.25
and we reach there @ 11.30.

fine,its okay.
we thought there might still be bus.
unfortunately,no.
no bus.

WHAT?!
NO BUS?!
we didn't bring any cash along with us &
obviously cab wasn't our initials.

so we had to stay there,
calling friends to pick us up.
melancholy,all was busy either
at work,geylang and sleeping.

darn bitch.
we only took the cab @ 2+ in the morning,
screw us. screw everything.

mummy & daddy was
obviously fuming with rage & fury
but i know they aren't showing it.
im sorry.

and to sidek & iana,
stop all you guys shits la. knnccb.

End.

What happened Man!

2009-09-10T10:16:00.003+08:00

Alahai,What Happened to My Drop-By Readers Man.
Common,Drop by my blog often la kay?

hehe. bye la korang.

The Ugly Truth. [ Only in Cinemas ]

2009-09-09T14:13:00.007+08:00

Everybody loves a good romantic comedy.

Let us talk about relationships, dating, love, and lust.
What do you think are the absolute answers
on what really makes the male and female flutter?

"The Ugly Truth" reveals this September in cinemas!

Sypnosis

The battle of the sexes heats up in Columbia Pictures
comedy The Ugly Truth. Abby Richter (Katherine Heigl)
is a romantically challenged morning show producer
whose search for Mr. Perfect has left her hopelessly single.
She’s in for a rude awakening when her bosses team
her with Mike Chadway (Gerard Butler), a hardcore
TV personality who promises to spill the ugly truth
on what makes men and women tick.

Trailer : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-wMe9vxkWI

Details Of the Movie :

Run time :1 hr 35 min
Rating :Sexual content and language (NC-16)
Genres: Romantic Comedy, Comedy
Director: Robert Luketic
Cast: Katherine Heigl, Gerard Butler, Bree Turner,
Eric Winter, Nick Searcy, Jesse D. Goins

So,Have You Guys Ever been in a date that totally turns you off?
Well,i had mine and it really do pissed me off because that was even
my first experience having a date with someone i just knew for 1 week!
Can you imagine that?! It's Worst than i thought it'll be. Oh Em Gee.

Well,there are many No-Nos in dates but this was what happened to mine.
It happened not so long ago. ( I could still remember the date) 20-12-2009.
We eventually knew each other through phone calls and he decided to meet up
and make me his "movie date" He even mentioned or shall i say
"show-off" that that day would be all on him.
& well of course i was anxious of meeting him and this date thingy
would obviously be the first time I'm attempting to it.

The day came,We Set the time at 3,Orchard Mrt.
This is What Happened. Pity Me,I prepared myself
as soon as my manager ( I was working in the morning shift)
counted my float and closed my counter. I Reached on time.
& Guess What?

Firstly,He pleaded Me to Drop-by his place which is TAMPINES.
Secondly,He promised to be there when i reached.
Thirdly,he Reached there at 7 + @ night,almost reaching 8.
(Can you imagine how long do i have to wait for him?!)

Well,that was pretty much a bad start for me.
We took the Mrt and We didn't TALK.
He Saw his friends in the mrt and started talking to them,
leaving me all alone sitting like a doltish woman.
Alrights,fine. Second turn off for the day.
We decided to catch a movie @ Oc but unfortunately,
his friends texted him , wanting to meet him & he did.
"THEY" ( not me & him , its him and his friend [S])
(so,is it a date or what?)
As we staggered our way up,i was isolated at the back
while he was busily talking and having fun with his friends.
Bought the ticket and he was asking FOR MONEY TO PAY THE TICKETS!
(i mean,i dont mind paying but. damn man,
you're a guy. & so much of all on you!)
well then its okay,we get seated and watched the movie.
i was placed at the corner all alone,no talks at all. AT ALL.
i remembered we watch twilight and as soon as the movie is over,
he "ordered" me to go home while he continue enjoying with his friends.

Now you tell me , how many turn offs are there in one day?!
urgh,i was totally pissed off by him and these kinda man should really
be given some good lesson on pros and cons in a date yeah?
Moreover,he is not underage i tell you. What? 2o years of age?
HAHA,I'm just so sorry i hve to share it here. (:

Next,
Have You Ever wonder what it takes to have a perfect date?
What are you waiting for? Don't missed out this movie that will sure
set your day for an enjoyable moment watching it & at the same time,
you ladies out there will relate & learn some new techniques,ways
to make you both tick together in a date! (:

As for the gentlemens,You will as well enjoy this movie
and make yourself laugh out loud in the cinema!

It's rated R for a reason,so not only delicate ears and sure,
it's crude humor and true to the tittle! Its Gonna be Hilarious!

As For Me,
I really really love humor movies and also this movie
will surely give me some new tips for a perfect date!
weee,i can't wait to see this movie! Sure make me Smile! (:

So,What are you waiting for?
“Be a fan at the official Facebook page and catch
The Ugly Truth when it opens in the cinemas on the 17th September 09!”

ENJOY! (:

Welcome to Meeerah's New Tumblr! (:

2009-09-09T07:32:00.005+08:00

http://thename-meeerah.tumblr.com/

Alright People, Relax. Relax.

Oh-Em-Gee,guess what?
i just killed to different insects at the same time!

1] Cockroach 2]Some Doltish insect

it's funny how I'll react whenever i saw an insect.
i tell you,you give me any kinds of animals i may
caress them and hold em with love but never ever
ever ever ever give my any kind JUST ANY kind of insects.
I HATE THEM VERY MUCH,UGH.

Oh,so.
i decided to give a try to TUMBLR.com
and i also decided to make that page
as a page for me to upload pictures and quotes only. (:

and the rest would be done right here,still.
so yeah. on sugar? soon. pretty soon.

and from there I'll be choosing the best
and i shall shut this blog down.
mwahahaha. stupid blogger. [insert vulgars]

toodles people.
p/s : look out for my next post, nuffnang next movie tix (:

ARGH?!

2009-09-08T16:26:00.002+08:00

I've been rotting at home for 2 days straight.
and no kind souls would want to bring me out?
how sad is that man? urgh.

help me please.
hopefully,today's kueh making day with mummy
turns out well. so,mummy would be making either
kueh tart or makmur while i will either do
macadamia nuts cornflakes or just the plain cornflakes.

which to do first eh?
hmmm.

anyhoos,
i shall thanked mum and dad for giving
me the strength to move on.

they had been there thru thick and thins.
and they promised me that whatever im going thru
now happens for a specific reason.

weee,
i love my family.

How do i use tumblr?

2009-09-07T13:03:00.000+08:00

Gosh,i will always act like one dumbass
whenever im trying out new things.

i'm still thinking should i shut this blog down,
and change it to either onsugar or tumblr or something.

what interest me most is tumblr,
but hell! i don't have any idea how to freaking use it.
can anyone please help me?

=(
blogger has gone haywire.
it pissed me off that they didnt know how
to solve the problem well. jerks.

help.

Boredom.

2009-09-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

Bring me out please?
can i have that cute guy i saw in the train?

=(
byelah sume.

Great Day. Bugis BreakFast & Grandlink Karaoke!

2009-09-06T02:31:00.002+08:00

Greetings one & all.
so i finally decided where to go.
sorry darlings : fee & kak anne.
you guys so late lah!

we decided to text ari and gang down.
so,ari & mail met wana and me first.
we broke our fast at bugis area & i had nasi ayam penyet!

FUHHHHH MELECEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!

and then,we took the bus down to grandlink.
and please i swear i was being very rimas there.
BELAMBAK NAK MAMPOS MATREP AND MINAREPS.

i tell you,darn irritating.
eyes all around,diff gender,diff style.

hahs,im not suprised that i met alot of KNOWN peoples.
fazz alan nas fursyam firzana etc..

we had room 49 for 2 hours.
wehoo! why was i feeling akwardly shy
when the rest came in?!?!!

phew,
thank God they left the room and was only
the trios inside. oh,fazz was just beside our room.
hah! irritating friend he has got. oooops.

and then..
what else?

yerps.
i had fun today,really.
i won today wana,remember the game?
i smiled i returned to those who smile at me today.

sungguh meriah.com

thank you mummy for understanding my situation.
i will move on okay? i will show you he's not worth the wait.
i love you very much ibu. (:

p/s : satu lelaki ni cute please muke die?

Reply of Tags

2009-09-05T13:32:00.002+08:00

Yee ling,
Linked you up already de. (:

Lyn ,
thanks lyn. i know you know we are comfortable to talk to.
hehe you too okay. kalau feel down im here! i'm moving on now!

Azah ,
thank you darling!
you tc too okay!

Jaja,
linked! thanks for dropping by.

Iqa,
damn hot i tell you.
hehe,thanks again! (:

thanks for tagging lovely readers! ^^

Jubilant Days (:

2009-09-05T12:02:00.004+08:00

As the saying goes.
"Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today."

Thank you Sasya,Wana for hearing me out. ♥

I had a great long talk to Sasya about everything.
& talking to someone like her made me realised that
its not worth crying over someone who won't feel you.

it's true,i declare this that our 9months of love was
all just a lie. i don't wanna talk about this anymore.
i'll accept this as my challenge in life. i'll overcome this strongly.
eventhough i'm weak. (very weak,i swear)

i'll make sure i get over him &
all i have to do now is just live my life!
and to you boy,last long with iana alright?

orang melayu kate,
"biar orang buat kita jangan kita buat orang,
satu hari terhentuk juga kepala."

kan sasya? (:

Moving on,
thanks wana,yeeling,defa & Chee leng for the time.
it was an impromtu plan on Thursday.

we actually planned to watch final destination
that day but sadly,wana & I were unsuprisingly late.
they had their movie while wana & me met up to meet the rest.

we first went to the library and saw beloved lydia & teck yi.
im sorry i didnt join you guys that day alright.
and oh,i broke fast.

why? because i fought with him for the last time.
i cried,i shouted,i throw vulgarities from head to toe.
whatever it is.

then we did a little revision and headed food culture!
ban mian u mian steam chicken briyani and drinks (:

we bought ourselves one pants each at cotton on,
thanks to wanaaaa.

then..mcdonalds where crap came along,
we joke we laugh we snapped we drink and..
arcade time! i won 1st for the first rest between the 4 of us
and 2nd for the 2nd game. wuhoooooooooooooo. it feels good.

went on seperate ways while i meet my lovely fee!
we talked we crapped we gossiped we smile we joy
i love you la baby. haha.

and back home!
thanks for the days you guys.
you guys made me smile. real wide.
(:

as for yesterday,
impromtu plan again.

met wana and changed the pants we bought yesterday.
wrong size la plak. skit2 fit,skit2 longgar.
then. took the mrt and went to makan shiok to breakfast!
thank you cik sazali for the treat.

we then texted WC boys and met them.
weeee soon after. back home and im home now!

(:

His Last note. 03-09-2009.

2009-09-03T11:28:00.001+08:00

He left a message for me.
"I'm sorry things ended up this way. Hope you understand.
I'm just too stressed up. Please Don't Make me Ashamed Again"

Spare some thoughts and feelings for me dear.
I never did ask for all this. You Made Me suffer for your love.
You swear that you will hate me throughout my entire life.
You Cheated me and wants it this way,you said it so.

now im lifeless.
i hope that makes you feel satisfied.

speechless.

Hati Yang Telah Kau Sakiti.

2009-09-03T02:19:00.001+08:00

Jangan pernah katakan bahwa
cintamu hanya untukku
karna kini kau telah membaginya

tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu
ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa

ku menangis membayangkan
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
kau duakan cinta ini
kau pergi bersamanya

ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

Shattered.

2009-09-03T02:10:00.001+08:00

CHEATED.

I Can't Force You To Love Me,
All the Best With Your New Girl.
Last Long.

Happy 20th Birthday , Sharell.

2009-09-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to a very special person
in my life , Sharell.

Happy 20th birthday.
Although you won't be reading this,
I have a small poem for you..

We were just friends at the start,
Always having fun, never apart.
Then one day, something sparked.
The next thing I knew, you had my heart.

The days flew by,I lost track of time.
Everytime I was with you,I was on cloud nine.

Then one day, you asked me to be your girlfriend
I exclaimed, yes! and prayed we'd last until the very end.
No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy,
Happy that I was with you, and you were with me.

With me in your arms, you told me you loved me,
Then gently kissed my forehead and gave me a squeeze.
I was convinced you were the one for me,
Apart from you, I would never be.

Just when I thought all was well,
Was when you began to put me through hell.
You said, we should just be friends
That's when I knew it was the end.

I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why,
It was all I could do, not to begin to cry.
Where I once saw love, I saw nothing,
I couldn't believe you no longer felt something.

I lay in bed, counting my tears,
Each representing what I'd hoped would be years.
Years of happiness, for us to be together,
A long-lived life, forever and ever.

But in my heart, I know this will never be,
For in yours, no longer is there a place for me.
I gave you my all; I gave you my heart,
Little did I know that you'd tear it apart.

Everyday I place a smile on my face,
As for tears, there is not a trace.
You ripped me apart, but yet it's true,
Forever and always, I'll still love you.

Selamat ulang tahun sayang
Kini kau bersayap, pergilah terbang
Rentaslah langit cita cita mu
Harap nanti kita 'kan bertemu

Selamat ulang tahun sayang
Janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang
Ku nanti penuh kerinduan
Selamat tinggal, selamat jalan

Aku hanya inginkan engkau setia
Kerana setia yang mencipta bahagiamu

I Love You,Babyboy.

Some Pictures For Teachers Day! (:

2009-09-01T12:06:00.002+08:00

FIRSTLY,credits to my beloved:
lovely iqatwaddley & her small sister!
[i took it from your multiply]

Let the picture do the talk.

Secondary 2c is it?

ahhhh,the roses. trisya is effing cute. (:

Farhan.lyn!.harith.yan.

wawan & mike.

teacher's pledge.

i'm so sorry girls. can't resist it. LOL!

Iqa & Lydia.

Iqa & Me!

XOXO.

Happy Teachers Day 2009 [=

2009-08-31T19:00:00.002+08:00

2 hours of lesson were carried out
before teacher's day celebration.
malay was *chitchatsession* with bbylydia.

and then chemistry was paper 2&3 2007 O Level.
Preety Easy eh the papers so far?
Eh but,Cume out of syllabus jer susah. -_-

screw the small hall teck whye sec owned,
we,the sec 5 students had to be sitted
together with [insert number] of classes.

urgh.

performance was preety good.
it went well. I love the 3 Siblings Dance Item.
That blue colour (youngest) seems to attract my attention
with her groovy moves. why am i elated over this eh?

anyway.
its good to see friends graduated out of teckwhye
comming back to either perform or be an audience
during the whole performance.

very proud of both Farhan's band which consist
of yan,harith,lynnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn & him.
and also not to forget,wawan and mike (:

what else?
oh,i was expecting sarah to come by to our school.
let the school hear "crystal-clear-diva-voice" of hers.
melancholy,lydia said that she had a last minute interview.

boo.
no lafaz nor hati yang kau sakiti? =(
hahahaha.

and today's joke is..
*shout-out-damn-loud* "MANE BITCH?!?! (looking at her)"
i guess lydia will be the only human who knows about this.
or maybe that bitch too,oops! (:

SELAMAT BERBUKA SEMUA!
its 7.12 already. yeay~

30th August,Time Flies.

2009-08-31T17:32:00.004+08:00

Greetings To All.
I Miss Blogging,Period.

& Let me tell you something ;
I am still feeling worn out despite having abit of rest
yesterday and few hours back just now. Urghhhhh.

i hate this feeling.really.

Yesterday was time spent with Love.
& because i was too elated to see him that day,
i couldnt get myself to sleep;and surfed the net instead.
(downloading songs.twittering.facebk)

as soon as its 4.30 ,
Mum called us out for sahur.
prepared myself and journeyed myself to changiairport.

timeflies ey?
met him (oh so happy) and headed back to his crib.
soon after we dropby Tamp library to sruf the net.
boo,i caused a small fight.
*i sense some sort of jealousy here*
im sorry bby. & tks yanie for making me feel better ok?
screw those gentlementelmans.
i get it all because of you guys.

we eventually talked things out.
we sat for few hours catching up w each other
and then headed grandlink;payar lebar.
had karaoke session for some time.

[insert event]

and went back home.
Thanks for yesterday baby.
I appreciate it very Much.
1012,Always on my mind.

Watch G-Force; Out in Cinemas on the 5th of september! (:

2009-08-29T09:54:00.011+08:00

Armed with the latest high-tech spy gear, a guinea pig named Darwin (Sam Rockwell) and his team of specially trained rodents are often the last line of defense against chaos and destruction. But when the government shuts them down and ships them off to a pet shop, Darwin and his gang will have to find a way to break out and prevent a mad billionaire (Bill Nighy) from taking over the world.

Walt Disney Picture Presents..
Another 3Digital Movie..G-FORCE!

G Force also available in Disney Digital 3D.

Here's the Movie Details.

Cast:
Nicolas Cage, Sam Rockwell, Jon Favreau,
Penélope Cruz, Steve Buscemi, Tracy Morgan

Director:
Hoyt Yeatman

Genres:
Animal Picture, Children/Family

Run-time:
1hr 30Mins

Synopsis:
Two time Oscar-winning visual effects artist Hoyt Yeatman makes his feature directorial debut with this Jerry Bruckheimer-produced family film following a group of highly trained guinea pigs on their mission to prevent an evil billionaire from taking over the world. Beginning in the Civil War -- when carrier pigeons delivered messages from the front lines -- the American government has been covertly training animals to work in espionage. The latest government program is a clandestine espionage team known as "G-Force," which includes a team of ultra-intelligent guinea pigs who share 98.7 percent of their DNA with humans. Comprised of unpredictable weapons expert Blaster (voice of Tracy Morgan), alluring martial arts expert Juarez (voice of Penélope Cruz), stealthy reconnaissance expert Mooch, and a star-nosed mole named Speckles (voice of Nicolas Cage), who specializes in computers, this crack team of agents is fronted by heroic squad leader Darwin (voice of Sam Rockwell). When a deranged billionaire hatches a plan to control the entire planet through common household appliances, the G-Force leaps into action on a mission to ensure that he does not succeed.
~ Jason Buchanan, All Movie Guide

Here Are Some Snap Shots From the Movie :

The 6 Animal Spies ..

Agent's Name:
Blaster

Agent's Profie:
Demolition Specialist.An outrageous weapons experts
with tons of attitude & a love for all things extreme.

Agent's Best Quote:
"Tick Tick Booom"

Agent's Name:
Juarez

Agent's Profile:
Martial Arts Specialist.The Brains of outfits.
Fluent in English,Spanish and Guinea.

Agent's best quote:
"If looks could kill,You'll be dead already"

Agent's Name:
Speckles

Agent's Profile:
Cyber intelligence Specialist.A star-nosed mole,
the computer and information specialist of the team.
Blind to danger,Expert in underground operations.

Agent's best Quote:
"I'm a mole,I have a thing for worms"

Agent's Name:
Mooch

Agent's Profile:
Surveillance specialist.The literal
fly-on-the-wall reconnaissance expert.

Agent's Best Quote:
"Buuuzzzzzzz"

AND LASTLY...MY TWO FAVORITE CHARACTERs Are..
*DRUM ROLL*

AGENT HURLEY!

Big Fat Cute Chubby Guinea pig,
named Hurley who appears to be a surveillance in this movie.
He Can't Stomach injustice.All gut,No Glory
& puts the "Pigs" in the guinea pigs.

The best word he would quote would be:
"Piece of Cake!"

Voice By : Jon Favreau

Born:October 19, 1966
Occupation:Actor, Director, Executive Producer, Screenwriter
Biography:
An actor whose solid everyman quality has endeared him to audiences and critics alike, Jon Favreau first made his name with 1996's Swingers.

AND

AGENT DARWIN!

He's a Team Leader who is determined to succeed at all cost.
VERY CUTE AND VERY SKILLFUL.

Agent's Best Quote would be:
"Leave No Rodent Behind"

Voice By: Sam Rockwell

Born:November 5, 1968 in Daly City, CA
Occupation:Actor
Biography:
An idiosyncratic actor known for both his versatility and sinewy, off-kilter sexiness, Sam Rockwell is one of the stage and screen's most imaginative and least predictable performers.

So What Are You waiting For?
Start Choosing Your Dates and Watch this!
But before that,here's a trailer to
briefly tell you about the whole movie is all about.
ENJOY!

SO REMEMBER READERS!

“Catch G-Force in cinemas 4th Sep 2009”

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2009-08-29T08:07:00.002+08:00

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Do stay Tune & Thanks For Dropping By (:

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Dishearthened.

2009-08-29T06:29:00.002+08:00

i'm dissapointed with my english oral yesterday.
i screwed up badly. BADLY i tell you.
this is obviously my worst oral i had ever encountered.

asking me questions about war?! what-tha-hell.
i'm hating myself for not being able to just talk ANYTHING.
instead,i kept quiet waiting for the invigilators to prompt me.

thats how bad i did,
and it spoilt my mood for the whole day.

nevertheless,
guy mates cheered up my day a little.
Lydia and Ju couldnt make it i guess?
So fhiez,pin,teck yi,phque,zai,taufik,aliff and me
headed beach road to have our breakfast dinner. ^^

headed a place to slack for awhile.
and then headed lot one to slack again.
laughters and so,played "murderer" since
pin bought his decks, haha.

zai phyque and teck yi was hilarious.
not knowing how to plat at first &
being so "skillfull" in the game after few games.

haha.
im back home now.
and i checked changi airport's depature/arrival schedule.
there is no Brunei tommorow at around 0500-0700.
something fishy.

hmmfhp.
p/s : Ah Teck! Send me pictures,thank you.. (:

Which HairStyle Suits Me?

2009-08-27T20:08:00.004+08:00

Greetings!
I'm Nervous still,O level English Oral is Tommorow!

Anyway. which hairstyle Suits me?
I'm gonna Curl My hair SOon! (:

I love you Mama

2009-08-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Ibu Tersayang,
You & Dad are my everything.
Without both of you i am not here
today,living life as it is now.

I couldn't and wouldn't want to imagine
life without your presence.

Love you.

Baby called today.
Jubilent Times.

7 More Days.

2009-08-23T21:17:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings,
i hope your fasting days went well.
as for me,i had been spending time with fam
for the past two days since bro's back from camp.

and now he's away for idk till when.
and weekdays are comming...
i sense some business in us back again.
still,bonding has never been neglected in us.

(:

baby called today.
we didnt fight and im glad we didnt.
oh yes,we're not together anymore.
but i still love him like i used to.
nothing can ever change my love towards him.
not until,i myself declare it. (:

so bitches,get the hell off my babyboy.
mind your limits cause i'm still alive.
-_-

anyhoos,
i can't wait for school tommorow.
im hunger for knowledge.

to anis & su,cheer up baby!
to lydiabby,dtg eh besok! =p

I can't Stop Shedding Tears.

2009-08-22T15:08:00.001+08:00

Jujurlah padaku,bila kau tk lagi cinta.
Jujurlah padaku,bila kau tk lagi suka.

=(

Why?

2009-08-22T13:51:00.001+08:00

You Slashed My Heart into myriads of pieces.
Now its all left on the floor hoping to be fixed back.

Still,
it's such an excruciating pain
that was beyond description.
Nobody Would understand this pain.
This pain that is silently kept in my broken heart.

Sorry if i was imperfect for you.
Sorry for not being understanding.
Sorry if i never did make you happy.
Sorry if i never did make us special.
Sorry for making your life a nightmare.
Sorry if i never did make your life meaningful.

Sorry for being your worst.

I Deserved all this.
I destroy everyone's happiness.
Heartless Creature.

& to all Muslim Readers,
Happy Celebrating Fasting Month.

haish.

I MISS SHARELL <3

2009-08-21T20:32:00.002+08:00

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HAPPY FASTING DEAR ALL!

2009-08-21T20:28:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FASTING DEAR ALL! (:

9 More Days.

2009-08-21T18:10:00.001+08:00

The day before was a fine day for me.
Today Was Normal.

and i miss you babyboo.

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2009-08-19T19:35:00.002+08:00

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HE CALLED! HE CALLED!

2009-08-19T19:09:00.004+08:00

Sweets Called Me Earlier just Now.
We did Some catch up and plannings
and hung up the phone as soon as
he has to go for some training thing.

Safe Journey Back Home Sweety
& Good Luck For Your 3 Days Course.

I'm Gonna Get back to Revisions soon.
Bye Dear Readers. ^^

2009-08-19T19:08:00.001+08:00

Love horoscope Today ; Saggitarius.
You are finally prepared for a period of change, Sagittarius, and when it comes to your romantic goals, the changes are just around the corner. If you are attached, your plan to move forward and progress with your partner is ideal for both of your needs and desires. Today is favored for you to begin putting that plan in motion and experiencing the rewards that come with it. Single? You've made some big decisions with your romantic affairs lately, and today is a good day to jump in and make a bold move without hesitation. The plans you make today will get you ahead of the love game, and a good sense of what will work will come to you with surprising clarity today.

So true. ^^
Am Loving Me.

Great news For O Level Malay!

2009-08-19T16:09:00.008+08:00

Firstly,
I shall Thanked God Above For Giving me a chance
to prove myself that i could still do it despite
a lot of challenges in life.

Secondly,
I shall Thanked My parents For giving
me such great support when i am in Difficulty.

Thirdly,
I shall Thanked Mdm Ifa
for sharing your knowledge with us.

Fourthly,
I Scored A2 for Mother Tongue Malay 'O' Level 2009.

& Lastly,
I Get my second wake-up call from my ear listerner.

Like I said an abundance of time,
Everything Happens For a reasons.

(:

I Miss Dy.

2009-08-18T19:37:00.002+08:00

Have You Moved on?
Have You forgotten about me?
Have Your feelings fade away?
Have You forgotten about our love?

Just So You Know,
I'm waiting here patiently,
Like an anguish soul hoping against hope.

Thats the least i Could do.
Beside's getting stress free,
and mind in turmoil...

My Mind just can't stop thinking of you.
Am i doing the right choice of staying
right here patiently for you?
I Meant it So much.

Will that be worth the wait?
Do i deserve another Bad Luck?

I need those answers to my questions.
I had been thinking,DEEP.
30th is comming soon.

P/s : Thanks Mummy For The $$$$$$.
I am So Gonna Save It For His Comming Birthday.

<3 1210,Always on My Mind.

(: THE PROPOSAL!

2009-08-17T21:54:00.005+08:00

I'm Back again for a proper update.
So What happened Today?

I Was So Prepared For Monday Blues,
Woke up in the morning and went to school.

Sucha Good Girl Am I?

I just Feel The "Mugger Mirah" is Back Man.
It's still growing back in me.
Ohmyohmy, GOODNEWS ok.
So,lesson was Okay.

After School Me Ju And Su headed
Bukitpanjangplaza to have abit of self-revision.
And thanks to shabil for comming down,
We spoiled our own initial plan and
basically talk talk talk and eat and back home.

I didnt went out on sunday.
As For saturday,i did.
and it was a last minute plan for us.
Fee,me,kak Anne,Kak oni and Syafiq
headed to town to catch a midnight movie
at orchard cineleisure. wuhoooooo~

we first headed to several shopping centers.
and i bumped into several people! yeay (:
aiman and friends,fursyam and friends,yan and friends.
and my old long lost beloved friend. oin! (:

anyway,we watched the proposal.
thanks to syafiq for pointing out faeizah.
hahah and thanks faeizah for the free foods.
i was so scared to take all the foods she gave.
nuggets,chickens,chips,3 large drinks,hotdog,nachos
and more and i am not kidding. she is so daring
that she gave us for free. hahaha,bitch man.

i had fun watching the proposal.
its a must to watch? not really.
but it is a nice movie. worth your 10 bucks.
^^

Soon after the show,
we took NR5 back home.
DONE! (=

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2009-08-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

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CLEAN MY JUNKS.

2009-08-16T19:26:00.001+08:00

My 625th post; Happy brithday Juraimi & Sornah!

2009-08-15T14:25:00.004+08:00

My apologise for the recent post,
i was seriously in a doldrum. =(

To Dearest Syafiq aka Phyque,
I'm sorry im not able to reply your message
But one thing to note my friend.
All you have to do now is to be strong,
"act" strong if you're not.
Stop thinking too much & avoid
doing stupid things -_-
All i want to say is that,
Everything Happens For a Reason.
This Thing that is Happening to you
right now Will have a reason to it.
You'll soon know why but not now.
Be strong brother,Blaise & Descartes
are always here for you.

I want you to smile in class,
and please make noise, jokes etc.
Your jokes & smile are the one that
will make others have their days the best.
including me too. you and the rest really
made my day,everytime im in school.

cheer up sweetheart!
WE LOVE YOU! (:

Next up.
i will never forget to wish
these two beloved friends of mine. ^^

Right : Ju Decimo , Happy 17th birthday!
May all your wishes come true. Stay happy.
I love you very much. hahahaha. You always make my day.
Thanks For cheering me up if im down. All the best in life!
WUHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. TAKE CARE BRO (:

Another Classmate of Mine,Sornah Nair.
Happy 17th birthday too. May all your wishes come true.
All the best in your future and your o levels.
Small Girl With Big Dreams! I love you SMartAss!
TAKE CARE SWEETY (:

oh yea,gave her a suprise early in the morning
with this very very cute red little flower.
and im happy that she likes it!

bought her a small cake in the afternoon
during chemistry time practice and she love it too!
and plus,thanks ju and syafiq for accompanying me
to buy that cake. haha =D

Curiousity Kills Me.
2009-08-15T11:08:00.004+08:00
i just don't feel right.
my mind seems to be in tumoil.
i can't stop thinking of something
that would really make me have a mixed of feelings.
you name it,school,future,studies,family,friends.

my stomach was churning with a mixture
of shame,petrified & turmoil.

why must i be the one to
be going through all this shits?
do i even deserve this?

i just can't put words into perfect sentence.
just to explain how i truly felt now,
it seemed too good to be shared.

2009 really thought me alof but all
this things seemed to be a cycle to me.
that "bad luck" i have been
having seems endless.

i might not be crying as im typing here,
but i can really feel a force on my heart.

i'm just sorry to anyone that
is involved in my life.

i shouldnt have done that.
im just so sorry.
='(