"Life's a Bitch."

Monday, April 30, 2007,

OOOOOOOOOOOOO-LALALA~

i nak update.
ah meepek sak mirah :]]
PRONOUN for today ; I :]]
alrights,hari nie kan, i lambat
bangun siang baby nyer tapi soalnyer,
i keluar rumah pada waktu 7 pagi
nampak sah bedek nak sampai saner by 7.15
how pathe. is that ? :]]
so,i nmpk sha dari jauh.
obviously,takkan i nak g jerit sekuat-kuat hati i kan.
so,i buat bodoh, samnbil berfikiran bahawa.
gate masih lg terbuka.
tapi,sebaliknyerrrrrr ; hampir² tutop
i lari la sket tapi tk sempat, sedihsedih
so,i tunggu kat luar gate ; keserorangan.
fash,kakhuda,fusyam lambat
actually ramai lagi,but malas nak mentioned.
takkan nakk men.. pfffffewts? hehes. tskeded.

ok lyn,whatever eh.
sooooooooooooo,hari nie paper malay.
surat kiriman was kinda ok buat i
TAPI! my karangan hancur baby.
fikiran i ntah ke mane.
i was concentrating on my karangan
i main tulis jer sembarang cerita.
baaaaah-
buat bodeww lah ^___^

hari nie,i sempat draw potrait rumah patrik [ aqmal ]
and rumah idaman dier. ntah kenape i drawwww.
its like,every paper i draw. OOOOOPS? :]]

recessssssss.
BLAAAAAHS-
paiseyh baby somemore.
but first. imagine a sec one boy fighting with two
SENIORS OF TECK WHYE SECONDARY SCOOOL.
and the senior guy actually gave a big bruise on the sec one guy.
oh wells, guys. kalau kene sket kan,ianye akan merebak.
seperti virus. muahaks-

thenthenthen-!
one thing,omgomg.
paiseyh giler babyyyyyyyy
seriousserious.
skrg im suffering from the pain
i had just now.
baru nk gaduh dgn teck yi
sekali i followed him and drop on the DRAAAAAAIN
cam nangke wangi sak.
eh paiseyh ,serious.
and everyone were like laughing?
hahaha, how cool it that?
i dont blame them or hate them for laughing.
cause its obviously funny to see a gangster drop down the drain.
HAHAHAHHA- __-''

okies,so had some blueblacks here and therrreee.
jia rong and teck yi quoted " gangster no pain"
ya rrrite.
so ya,no pain. :]]
sumirah binte jamallil is a very strong girl :]]

my paper two was EASSSSSSSYYY
i cannot tahan to see,anita's and shabil's name
being put as passage in the paper lah horrr.
hahaha, anita as the mother orf shabil.
wanting to go india.
CIKGU RAHMAT JAHAAAAAT :]]
and the GEMOK passage.
about gemok people's' :]]

okies,afta school
ss class was cancelled.
supposingly,i wanted that class so badly cause
idk a single thing about ss.

gaaaaaaah
howhowhow? pffft.
now im suffering.
and btw,i actually
learned A MATHEMATHICS OK :]]
i got two more topics to go.
and u know who's my cutetutor?
its actually, the one typing this post now lah.
she's quite sweet and yeah. kind tooo.
but clumsy at times.

hahaha,ok.
we must do some self-praising sometimes.
like what grlfielydia always said.
but she always praise herself.
so,beware of that minarep.

i cannot tahan with both those minareps.
kental uh lu lydia!
hahahahaha, diamdiam.
and the BAZILAAAAAAAAA,
shes actually very cuteandbrave girl lah.
sec one tau tapi berani nak mamp.
hahahs, hampirhampir termaki ketikla dia menolak ku ketepi.
;]]

ok btw,kalau pasal lydiaminarep tu
dier memang tak puas hati ngan aku.
memang. dier nk panggil budakbudak melayu dier kan?
eh laaai uh; gua tak jatuh uh.
HAHAHAHHAA. dahdahdah, yang sudah tu sudah.
nagis tidak berlagu lagi..
biar ghaibmu suatu miesteri.

im basically bored rite now.
and imtyping too much.

afta skoool,ate chicken cutlet and off to lot one.
for awhile,it was a short one.
and thanks to ma;am yatti for giving us that 1o bucks MC coupon.
so kind of herrr :]]
ohya,talking about her,i d terserempakkkks HaFIZ :]]
ahhhkaaan,ngan grlfie dier lagi.
ok laaaa :]]

bougth my new hairwax [speacially for girls]
i taught of buying the hair treatment thingy
but not insufficient money.
just that i wanted to buy my student meal later :]]
and so, lydiamina bought her repnasiayam.

den when mc.
fateness of her. bought a LARGECOKE.
imagine that and an APPPLE PIE.
hahahs. okaays :]]

went back home
with the sun glazing thru the earth atmosphere.
huaaks~
alone.
and ate my FOF. :]]

done.
im studying my ss today.
and doing some of my chems.
alrights.
im not sure to go tmrw.
bored la heyy.
happy hols :]]
toodles,tc ###

Sunday, April 29, 2007,

i was woke up by mum early in the morning.
i was busily having my dream la dei
weirdly,i dreamt of that "him"
hahahs, watver la eh mirah-
okaays. i t was den 6.45 when i started to
get ready to have my "meeting"

waaah waaah.
15 year old girl have meeting oready.
hahahahs,watever lah eh mirah-
ok sooooo. reached there sooo soooo early.
cause i dun want my salary to be cut or
to work three straight days without pay.
waaaah,canny tahan-!

okiees, i was the fourth person to reached there.
both my ma'am was already there and suzy was there early too.
hokaaay,first i went inside the room,and i heard my name.
ruperupenyerrr.
budakbudak novena gaduh ngan budakbudak fareasttt.
choychoychoy. gaduh pasal aku nmpk.
hahahahhaa.
watever la eh mirah-
no wonder rash lame tk msg.
becauseeeee. bla ...bla...blaaaaa...

okies,so. meetings starts minutes later.
and it was a long one.
its fun la deyhhh
now i know how they had theri meeting.
its funfunfunbutsuperboringbutatelastfun.
hahah,watever la eh mirah-

"ramai" sgt makanan prepared.
HAHAHAHA-

okies,done.
went back home with the guys.
currentyly sitting ion this chair.
im studying soon okies! :]
toodles,tc.
btw,alyph's cuteeee :]]
ohya,before i forget.
i SO SO HATE MUAH HAIIIIRRRRRR :/

Saturday, April 28, 2007,

alrights,this are some of the people i missed lately.

and i dunnoe why im updating their pictures.

i have more,but too lazy please? :]]

andand.

met other grlfies to have our so called "study time"

and yeah. i did somehow. hahahs.

for awhile laaa~

ok ok, den i was too afraid to cut my preety² hair..

gaaaaaahhak~!

alrights,andand. gyeaaah.

went backhommie.

dadandmum going malaysia tmrw.

and i got my impt. MEEETING at 8sharp.

tooodles :]]

Friday, April 27, 2007,

i misss blogging soo much-
but i was plainfat to upost la horrrs-
and seriously,even thou it's only like,2-3 days
ive not been blogging ; i tottaly forget what i did !
hahs-

i have some problems on remembering
things that happened to me,even thou its just yesterday.
lets get staeted.

i was feeling too tired to go to school
but i need to just for my MDY english.
alrights,paper one was rather easy but i hate it when it comes to
comprehesion. im weaaaaak in my summary laaah~

hokaays,after school
faeizah had some of her minor probs,
the same situation grlfielydia facing.
and she ried the same way lydia cried,yesterday.
so saaaddd laaah seyhh.
butt,its not adviced to think to much
about matters at this point of time.
cause it might affect your studies.

luckily,we BERJAYA to make darlsfaeizah
smiled back,like normal.
went back home,and met them up at LOT1

had some fun and laughthers (:
i enjoyed playing that POLICEMURDERER game.
hahaha,i kept being the victim but murderer
kept blinking at the wrong person -__-''
hokaays.
now im done,
next paper :
MALAY ;
EMATHS?
SS!
PHY!
HISTORY!
AMATHS!
ANDANDAND,CHEMISTRY!
GAAAAAAAAAAAH~

Tuesday, April 24, 2007,

im lasy to update,basically
i came to school late, around 930?
and off to start my lesson.
recess was fine, had our new southwhales test
msg-ed with that pakcik,and raaaassshpaitao.
hahaha, and done.
after school,lyn went back home early with sha and lydia.
it was fun after that,the crazy bunch of grrrls,
me,anis and faeizah. syahru and din plus the other girls.
qilah and Q was the one laughing an watching.
hahaha, back home with qila and fish.
and done, called fish [ he asked me to due to some. ermm. something?]
and done,nigel called [ regarding something? ]
and doooooone :]
thanks for the tencent info fish! hahahaha
butbutbut, aku tk puas uh-
kenapekenapekenape?
whywhywhy/?
howcomehowcomehowcome-??
uh.nebbeminex lahs.

btw,i know.
and i understand. maybe its meant to be liddat.
let it be.
be strong :[
bye~

Monday, April 23, 2007,

LALALA~ :]

Saturday was pffffffffffeewh-**
i woked up and surfed the net for awhile,
and off to work. reached kinda late due to
theeeee, urrrrrm :-
so called "road jaaaaaam"

im tooo tired to talked about the customers lah heeeeeeeeyh
working with bboy and apis is fun,ida ok-ok lah
manager? all those three managers best-
heeee, aunla? long time no see her la deyyyh~
shah,ok-ok laaaaah.

went back home sooo late and took the cab.
thanks mychineseguy*** for informing me.
i was busily slaking with bboy and apiz samppi tk saaadaaah~

okaaays. sunday.
morning call, lastminute.
went to work and off at 6.30.
rreached home and blablabla.
had a good rest. (:
im done for both days-**

Labels: LAST SATURDAY, SUNDAY

REPLIED of TAGGGGGS :]] , thankyou~

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JULIET-!:but ive changed :)

Sunday, April 22, 2007,

Again,its been like 12121212121212.121212 days i've not been blogging.
i've been quite busy and tired lately and yeah,
teckwhyeans knew that exams are just round the corner.
i can't avoid anything but to,study.
thats the best way to get good marks la horr.
tell me who wants to fail la heyyyy :]

alrights, lemme update myself in order i can remember what
happened fo the past few days. lemme seee.

as for monday, its like TGIF?
hahahaha. that pathehthic maths teacher is always tryna make
funny jokes and tried cracking my classmates tummy up
but frankly, it aint funny to me.
hahah,im sorry cher :]

had our so called, "maths selfstudy " and off to dikir.
usual happpening expexted guys, scoldings over and over again-
went back home early with grlfie anis and off to work.
i was late but it was kinda ok-ok la horr :]

as fo tuesday,i woke up late and off to school.
i was too tired to pushed myself up from my bed :]]]
lessons was as per normal,just like any other days.
chilled at mc and off hommeeeeeeee :)

wednesday : -
ohi missfckinghell lot mlydnce times.
but its over, yeah.
thurdays,i cant remember anythinggggggg ^__^

fridaaaaay :
grlfie lydia cant make it today as she had a slight fever.
and oohh-lalala~
students in SP are back and im irritated.
hahahaha, i know. its their school.
tapi macam sedikit rimas gitu org crowded.
lesson was ok-ok lah.
met this cutelilguy :]
hahaha. and off to eat.
and i didnt know that gangster with tatoo all over their body do
study cose i saw one of em'
suprisingly he's in poly with those gangster look and walk.
lets hope he's in there cause he really deserved to la horrrr :]

look i gtg now,
ill update more,tmrw (:
nites ###

Tuesday, April 17, 2007,

Alrights, i just came back from work-
and there's alot to spill it out.
lesson's was as per normal-
and oh-lalala~ i kinda LIKE maths. nyiahaaa~
okaaay, so.
urm, after that was detentions and off to dikir.
i went home early with grlfie anis and left the other three behind.
grlfiefaeizah and lydiaandlyn.
back home and off to work,thanks for the "extracare"
mymerepekboyyyy :)
ohya.this guy named roy get to know eachotherbetter la horr.
so ya,andand.
ooh~!
someone told me ii like fursyam? hahaha. bohong sunat-!

ok ok.
its spilling out time.
i felt that ive ..
eh ive realised this matter since ntah lah
ive realised that i have no more friends.
close firnds, like before.
lydia and aqilah, my IF family.
things had gone wild.
and im now left with me,only me standing alone.
its like of course we still joke around and talk.
but no more of those times where we like, ntahla.
its quite sad lah.
its not quite
its is saddening.
no more shoulder to cry on.
no more sharing of secrets.

lydia is always with her newpakuwheelcharigrlfie,lyn
aqilah is now with her 17 buangterbiatzfriend and
she still got her indra and triples.
anis is with nadia and lydia and all
faeizah is with aidah and lydia and lyn
and zalieqa and more
and me?
left out
no friends.
you mean my wokfers at ljs?
they are just AFRIEND i could like talk to like
saying hello ok lepas ni buat ape.

tell you guys,i would not want to waste my tears for a guy
but for you guys, i will.i dont understand you guys NOR myelf.
im sorry from thee bottom of my heart if i have done anything wrong.
i might have continued talking to you guys as
per normal.but deep inside like macam.
that feeling everyone feels when they felt like.left out.

ok even thou its partly all out,
im quite fine now.
im not in a modd to talk.
bye~

Sunday, April 15, 2007,

Its been 40586587497-5627859489 days
i've not been updating. somehow,i miss blogging
but the real thing is, im just LAZY -

alrights, lets get started with the past few dayss.
thursday and friday -
lets see..
on thursday was the results day.
supposingly i was too lazy to come to school
due to some @$$^^%*( matter.
andand, since its the results day.
i tried my very best to pushed and draged myself to school
the results will only be after 10.
we waited unpatiently and the time has come.
firstly, we cried so badly that we thout the result s was bronze.
cikgu ifa told us itsbronze mah-
and we cried, everyone kept saying bronze is better that nothing
ok , thanks for coaxing us. but the fact is that-
we WONT get nothing, so. nothing is BRONZE.
you guys wont understand the way we felt.
and even if you do, its hard to really feel us hokays-
my other grlfies was busily crying-
they say i dont cry, ya ya. i cried.
not infront of you guys-
i cried only when i was talking to someone
on how impt. this SYF is to me, and tohers yooo
and how we are gonan face cikgu-
and all those moments :(

booohoooo-
till it was 2pm. 30 minutes before we ended class,
cikgu ifa called and told us that we got SILVERRRRRR
omgomgomgomgomgomg.
alrghts. now u guys can say.
silver is better than NOTHING.
like i told you. nothing is like bronze.
so yeah :]

the mosteverpathethic thing is that,
only one SURVIVOR got GOLDWITHHONOUR.
sembawang secondary , congratulations girls and guys?
haha, nyeeeh~

abg zai who got 3 silvers and one goldwithhounour.
told me that syf thing this year is like.
urm, dunnoe lah
the judges soo urm.
and they even had their little fights for
feeling unsatisfied with the results.
even the good schools like westspring and others got silver.
how unfair is that?

hah ,
luckily. we got silver.
cose,those better schools than us has the same standard.
somehow,we spoilt the dance.
we deserve a silver -
only if there were NO mistakes all.
i SWARE to god , we WILL have a high chance of getting GOLD -
serious. its over anyway.
and tell you what -
im gonna miss my SYF members, BADLY.
ZAINOL! , EPOL! , FURSYAM! , MYCHIKCKENLITTLE!
syiran and din - ohohoh, FISSSSSSSSSSSSH!
and urm, maybe firman? haha, even thou for just twotothree days.
he has been with us, but he's a GREATHELP to us la hey.
for only how many days he succeeded to learned the steps
that the guys been learning for more than 4 months-
so yea, THANK YOU VERYVERY MUCH firman! :]

friday.
oh-imsolazytoupdate.
lalala~
go read lydia's bloggie lah kay?
so bye friday -*
butbutbut,i worked hokays?
its fun working la okay?
the jokes the guys made.
went backhome with "ABG"
and so,BYE -*

SATURDAAAAAAAAY-
woke up early in hte morning
and off to work , ok laa horrr.
and ended at FOUR -
waited longhours for darldarl cousin, fida.
meet her up and off to parkwayparade -
oh-mywegottooomanystorys to update ourselfs :]
here there, bla and bla.
upon reaching there, we thout it was raining la horr.
andandand, ohya. the place was superduperfar away from
where we reached :]

yada yada~
had superduper funfunffun.
my unties and uncles were being superDUPER high+crazzaye.
played the bike and funfunfun :]
slept at around 4 something and woke up at around 7.
not much sleep thou but i had fun.
swmming... cycling.. bitching.. and everything (:
soo. im back home.
im working tmrw. :x
byee (:

Thursday, April 12, 2007,

TAGS REPLIED-!

meera : yeah,i will hokay :] tc too !
Hafiz: hee,yeah. i know you. and i will!
farahbanso : thanks darldarl!
Titikechiq<33>
Irritating brat : hahaha. crazy~
minnieEYEcandy: i know, thanks sweets :)
kiddie (: : NYIHAHAAAA~ MISS YOU TOO BABE! and we're BACCCK !
thanks fo the comment of song. hahaha :]
Irritating brat : yesyesyes. i willlll :)

Huda : hello-! thanks kak huda! i guess, your the everbest SENIOUR LAH! im sorry that we were kinda dissapointing you. seriously, we want to make both you and cikgu happy u know. haish. i guess a silver is good enough. heee. I LOVE KAK HUDA :)

hankersheif: thanksssssssssss hanker! andandand, we got silver :/

Tuesday, April 10, 2007,

ive not been blogging fo the past few days.
and seriously,im not in a mood to update myself.

things went all wrong;
SYF was today and i am fckinly speechless
all i have to say is that,
i'll be letting it ALL OUT-

we started our practice since the end of last year,
which was early DECEMBER
practising every weds and saturday.
for hours of pratice , without fail
even though we always have those
problems and misunderstanding between each other.
or any problem with the guys
or maybe the guys refused to come
or maybe the girls attitude.
all those times and hardowkr weve been striving,
all down to de' drain.
seriously, and i pity CIKGU the most.
all those hardwork and MONEY and everything,
sacrifises and everything, was just a WASTE
all those efforts and all was just nothing-
all those tears and everything was just useless
we did nothing good-
we know, we dissapointed EVERYONE.
we know,we have did our best
but still, IT WENT WRONG.
we know we wont be bringing back any GOLD-W-HONOUR.
we know we are not as good as the OLDbatch of dancers.
we're useless, nothing and everything-
all those sweats for that one and only day was crushed.
all those high hopes for us , all down the drain.

nothing more to say.
im sorry kak huda
im sorry guys
im sorry girls
im sorry principle.
im sorry teachers
im sorry SCHOOL
and mostly,im sorry

CIKGU .
*kitrg da tak tao macam mane lagi nak face cikgu.

and for the guys,
we know you guys have done your best
theres no other GUYS who could replaced you guys.
you guys rock our socks out.
today's our last day togeder.
and it ended with a sad ending.
its hard to accept tha fact but it happened.
WE WILL REALLY MISS YOU GUYS (:
we'll miss everyday's crapping and dancing and singing and everything.
" nasi dah jadi bubur "
da tkbleyh buat apeape lagi~

haish,byeee.
WELOVEYOU :[

Sunday, April 8, 2007,

mlydnce practice was in de morn.
after that, fatgrlfies had their food done at ljs.
and off i get back home.
i didnt get to reached work by 3.
and so,i started at FOUR.
alrights,tooo many customers
that i saw today and obviously,i know them la horr.
hilmi , ALAN , erm ; animore?
byk lagii laa. i mean,its TOWN rite.
waddhuya expect? :]
okeh okeh.
i was realesed at 9 budden waited for the other montel bros.
to finish their closings and off home at 11 something.

WAAAIIIIT!
FURSYAM ,ENOL ,EPOL and the GANGS.
came down la heeeey (;
hahahhaa,and i took their order too!

ok done,bye.
ohya,btw.
went back home
with partly the ljs members.
heeeee :]
and wahidin plus din the two animals.
are darn crzaaaaaayyy ~

Saturday, April 7, 2007,

TAGS REPLIED DEAREST~!

to minnieEYEcandy :yea thanks fo believing in me. muahmuah~
to :) qila : hahh,name pun luper. and btw,and be strong too keh!
to Hawe : hahahaha. alrights! :)
to HaMSteR : heee,soooon!

i cried on the fone while talking to lyn,yesterday
nyeh~
i guess life HAVE to move on
with or w/o him
and one thing,
i might forget about him
but fo sho,i wont be able to ferget the past.
so yeah,lets get blogging-

i had a supadupaLONGLONG sleep yesterday
and was woken up by manager ros at around eleven
i was supposingly to be there by 4.
budden,she needs help la horrr~
i started work at ONE.

went out earlier as so i can have my 15 minutes break
and started my work at onesharp.
alrights,customer was hokaaaaay~
im too shruggedout to talk about the customers perl-ease?
i had to do an attctment at OC.

frankly,out of all
the three outlets of ljs,
i saay , cineleisure is de' best-
serious,cause why?
its CLEAAAAAN,NEAT,TIDY
the pace ,holdings all FAST and neat. :)

unlike,the dhobyghaut's
its a littlebit,urm.
nyeh~
i dun think i have the right to say bad things
about my own working place.
hahaha :)

i mean.not fareast
for fareast :
its all splendid laaaa :)

ohya,before i ferget
i saw quite a lot of ppl i knew,
like,hilmi and her girl..
the ANUGERAHSKRIN : afiq.
and yeah,with his girl.
i stared at him la horr.
thout of giving him a smile or somethaang.
budden sengih jer la siket2.
huaawaaakks ~

hospitality is a MUST at ljs,fareast
the problem is that
the TWO BEAR AND DOG
doing the inside work is darndanm IRRITATING.
haaaaaaaaaks-

seriousserious,
if only you guys were there
when its their shift ehh.
i tell you,
its seriously irritatin'

alrights,enough of them
i worked a total of 10-11 hours :]
crazzzye? heeee :D

lastly,one song for you , "abang wan"
nyaaahiaks~

happy burfday to youu...
happy burfday to youu...
happy burfday to RIDHWAAAAAAAN
happy burfday to youu...

make a wishh.
may all your wishes come true.
all de best in life :)
muahmuah. hahahhaa.

waitwaitwait.
he being saboed by the anjing and beruang
after the shop was declared CLOSED.
hahaha,the cake.
darn style.
darn sedap.
damn ice-creamed.

haaaaa -
aights.
im done here.
toooooodles:
working shift fo tmrw :
3pm-9pm
see ya there! lols~
3 days to GOOOOOOOOO
SYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYF
SYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYF
SYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYFSYF

bye-!

Thursday, April 5, 2007,

i ha d a long talk with that him.
well,im speechless
never in my life,ive dropped a single tears from my eyes
just for a guy,and here i am
crying like ive just have be betrayed by someone.
i had enough,it ends here, bye~

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Tuesday, April 3, 2007,

im not in a mood to blog
its just that,i've been thinking too much
spending my time,wasting my time
thinking about that guy i treasured the most.
and now? gone .
well,i think he's happy with what he have now.
people always say that i must be happy for him
ya like, HOW?
HE IS happy afterall , i can see it for myself.
im just speechless , all those words down the drain
all those times vanished just like dhat-
obviously,im not okay
and obviously,i can't really force myself to forget bout
all those times just likedhat-
even thou life have to move on,
but not now rite?
now you guys tell me
how can you just forget that person within minutes
after you guys just, maybe brokeoff?
and you quickly find someone new?
is'nt that ------- ? ?

precisely,
im here.. just to let it all out
its your choice to comment or critisize.
i aint gonna listen.

alrights,back to dha topik
well,i confessed everything to mrhankerchief,
rasyid. haha, the sec 5 laaa (:
pahangbuddie.
well,even thou ive told partly.
i still felt the same feeling im feeling rite now.
he told me that ive made a mistake in the past
lydia told me that life have to move on
thanks guys
and mostly,syahru..
he made me smile
hmmmmm ;(

i dun wanna post animore,
bye~

heres what hanker told mieh :
gerl u made a mistake in the past
look gerl,wad has past has past
u cant go to the past n change
even if u can
hu noe u'll make it more worse
tis is destiny
maybe there is sumone out there hu fits inside ur heart
or
maybe raihan will break up n miss ur present
n at last come to u
so dun wori abt it
its alwayz hard to forget..
at 1st but life is unfair
u hav to live with it
i noe u'll missed him alot.....

Monday, April 2, 2007,

LOOK WHOS BACCCCCCK -! :]

well,darlg grlfies back.a signed of relief was made on the fone just now. (:

alritghs,went to school with qila and wooosh-!

i saw this cute guy laaaa hey :]

he kept looking with his eyes oopen-wide , roundbigeyes.

and yes,reached school and off to mlydnce room.

ok lesson was as per normal.

and i was fckingly sleepy just now-

maybe cose i dunt get enuf rest la horr :]

okaays,maths SUCKS.

i hate the teacher, seriously.

he changed my place with wilson's.

and i was like sitting in the center of both the WEI JIE (s)

:]]

its monday and we were released early :)

malaydance was after .

it was quite hokay la thou there were only like SOME dancers only.

SYF round the corner

and im fckingly SCARED.

i need GOLD.

i desperately need GOLD.

well,wish all of us the best hokaay?

im just afraid of one thing.

just one pls.

the GUYS, thats all-

hwokaaaaay*

after dance was more of spending time with drling lyn.

heeeee (:

funny hokaaaay. thou i felt lonely sometimes when

lydia wasnt around,she was the only one who can make me

L augh Out Loud :]

and im back home.

saw nigel and went back home with him

the thing is,i kept thinking

who the motherfckinghell is the girl

nigel mentioned,telling me that SHES PREETY.

either 3B or 3a.

and he told me that she always WORE a hairband.

it might be SHA or i dunnoe.

cose he told me that shes a mlydncer.

u see, the only one who wore hairband everyday is sha.

maybe its sha,or .. i dunnoe.

errokays.

done,bye.

btw,i found something interesting to share la.

passport photo of the three of us.

me and my other two siblings.

from little to now.

cool kan?

i seriously,you can see the changes. :]

aytes,im done.

and btw,i cant get over youuuuuu youuu youu! :(

Sunday, April 1, 2007,

lets update and RE-songkok what happened yesterday, and e day before
alrights,soooooo

for friday,sadly; lydia was'nt with us that day
its was a lil bit plain laaaaaa-
met up the guys plus lyn at MC in de morn.
and off to school

how irritating it can be
when its a teamwork and i did nuthing.
not because i DONT want to,
its all because i simply CANT help .
alrights,done.

after AEM,i went off early.
off to work and i was a lil late la horr
blablabla and i ferget what happened., so ; bye~

YESTRERDAY [saturday]
met qila up and off to school
dance practice was hokay with cikgu-
plus, after practise was with kak ira,our seniour.

well, she kept telling us
that effort was not put in,no rendah
no feeling,no everything.
and its a silver for that

well,partly right.
i agree but i dont.
heh? im not sure.
nyeeeh~

its hokaay la hor.
this is just part and parcel competitions :]

after that,
off to lot wiht darlings gf.
as the other two was off with the other GUYS.

yaaa,hokay.
qila shouted at me
nyeh~
nevermind.

after that,was more off spending
some time with other grlfies.
after that im off to work.

its was fun working
but a lil tiring and irritating sometimes.
i get to get back home
with the crazy guys.

4 of em'
wahidin wasnt there
ohya,btw
how paiseyh'' i am
when i saw tooo many people i know.

like haziq and is plus the friends.
like alan,aji, yada yada~
and myspacers.. ex kranjians..
wooooah, neeeeeh~

work is work.
like i care so much.
haha,ok (:

back home late.
woke up in de morning.
took the bus and off to work.
it was from morning la deyh
as today the boss was here.
i was supposingly realesed at 5 but then
it was 6 BUT i was transferred for awhile
to dhoby ghaut.
and mumand DAD went to find me at fareast.
sorry,wrong timing la parents :]

as i went back at fareast,
the guys was already kecoh-ing
telling me my mum was looking for me
.hahahha, okay.
i was about to stay till closing.
but ma'am told me to get back home.
as tmrw im shcooling.
so caring- heeee (:

ohya,before i say that im back home now,
i was transferred at dhoby ghaut ljs and it was fcking
&(*(^*#%%$#*( , i dunnoe why la.
but this guy working there quite handsome.
hahaha (:
ok bye,im done.
im tireed i need some reast for tmmrw (:
bye,toodles,tc. muahmuah~

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