"Life's a Bitch."

Wednesday, December 31, 2008,

miracle happened.

baby aqil says "TAKNAAAAAAAAK"

-_-

he is effing cute and i know u know that.

jusco -baskin robbin
their waffle icecream maybe costly
but the taste is priceless.

hahahaha.
fine.

before trip
(this was when we had to wait for long hours.)
and my last bid to bby.

tesco after angsana.
puffed right at the back there
like nobody business.

hoooray,
there is still sommore,
however still..im lazy.

met up with bby today! oh miracle miracle.
told cha i missed him soo much,
and then we decided to meet!

huraaaaaaaaaah.
bby finally managed to uphold my challenge offered.
he finally did drank greentea,
mwahaaha.

and btw he hates em soo much.
but look now!
huraaaah.

thank you bby for the gift.
its the thought that matters.
and i love em'

im meeting him again tmrw. hurrah!
ohya,sorry wana to keep u waiting.
thanks for the worries. hahaha.

i love bby! mwahmwahmwah
dont ever leave me dear.

=(

Tuesday, December 30, 2008,

im back !!!

i'm back in singapore darlings!

ohyes,i miss bby soooooooooo much ^^

gonna hug him tight tommorow.

*evil grins*

it was on the 25th that we reached malaysia,desa cemerlang.

due to some waiting time that made me go crazzzzzy,

we finally tooked the bus to malaysia; larkin.

ya ya ya.. i know too.

malaysia's kastam now looks like malaysia's brand new airport.

urgh,whatever it is..singapore still declined to sign the agreement.

LAMESHIT.

moving on,we dropped by larkin and took the cab there.

we only went to the provision shop nearby and bought some COOL stuffs. ^^

i have been ________ heavily.

oh GOD,help me please.

okay,the next day was SHOPPINGDAY!

we went to tesco and jusco for that day.

i bought for bby something sweeeeet! ya fucker,thanks for the idea.

hahahahahahhaa.

went back home and then waited for abg asrul to comeby.

we took the car off to neaby CyberCafe to check fcuker's results.

ya fucker,congrats. hahahahahahha

oh btw.. fcuker is wana. ^^

and then...went back home..

sneaked for some puff and then taiti and then this and than that.

off to sleep.

the next day we went to shop again!

weeeeeee..angsana this time.

not much to shop actually and my budjet that time was suckish,really.

i bought a shoe for school this comming year. horrray!

arent really nice actually.

well well well,

off to tesco to meet AQIL! hehe.

bought some donuts and flagged a cab back home.

well after all this journey,

the best part was that i get to ride a motorcyle by my own.

WUHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

peng maha peng siol.

tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk..

hahaha,

and the next best part was that we got scurried by a DOG.

and the last best part was wana was hurt bad by the motorcycle.

hahahahah

eh ok bye.

bby called. ^^

Thursday, December 25, 2008,

gonna miss you.

Few more hours and i be going over the shore soon.

which means..
i am so gonna miss you sweetie,
hurm hurm hurm.

and oh,
happy 19th birthday big bro.
you suck my life big time but i knew one thing in my mind.
we're as one family and will always be,
lucks in life brother. stop all your shits.
may GOD bless you one day.

moving on,
today is the 25th of december
and we've got only like what? about 5 more days to go before 2009!

plann for your new resolutions dear one and all.
for me.... i guess i shall keep it to myself and my close ones only ^^

met bby today and i will never get sick of it,
never i will for sure. maybe this time round. (:

wana picked me up and we proceed to OJW.
then,he waited at the voideck. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

thank you very much for making my day a good one.
as soon as mum called up,brought along wana with me
and proceed to have our family dinner at Al-Ameen.

we had to go on seperate ways & today
will be the last day that i could meet him before im off to m'sia
fo 6 days..i decided to give him something special in mind.

weheeeeeeeee ^^
glad he love it! mwah~.

and oh ya, my beloved colleagues are havng fun ryte now
for their doublemidnight. sorry to inform u guys late.
coffee is on us for shows after 2AM today.

for those lucky ones,
we will be giving away free nescafe or coffee at ENGWAH outlet.
grab it now -_-

ok,toodles.
darls called.

toodles!

Monday, December 22, 2008,

i guess i had to. oh fcuk.

horray peeepuls. -_-''
i am gonna see my juniors again next year,
thanks to that pathetic english that really brings me down.

oh damn i hate this,
yeah i knew i shouldnt have waste my grades that i had earned for Higher Nitec.
maybe it was just fate that had to face anothr year in teckwhyesecondary school.
end of year is cmming and i cant believe i am gonna wear the same old blue shirt again.

damn damn damn,
this time i guess i be going to school just to study and not to attend any
of tecwhyesecondary school activities because im smply sciked of it!
i realised i have been repeating this,but i dont give a damn!

argh,
so happy to hear that ruben's gonna have another wild year with me around.
hahahahaha,sucha sweet classmate! i dropped by school to give the form
to the office and the moment they had me to sign the classlist,
i saw lotsa DESCARTES going to secondary 5 next year!

so happy to see them again,yeah.
despite me not being able to taste 2 years in highernitec.
i would have another jovial year with descartes again.

that means,
i have to stop work?! argh noooooooooooo.
that means,
i have to retake o level malay?! argh nooo.
that means,
i have to retake maths paper?! argh noooo.

okay fine,im exgratg. =p
got a morning wakeup call by him,
but i couldnt pick up because i was soo tired
after a few hours playing lappy last night.

me wana and sis wani's watching movie soon.
im currently waiting for them.
what movie shall we watch heh?

shall blog again later folks!
stay tune. (: (: (: (: (:(

p/s:
ternyata crush lame aku tu belom lagi bertunang
belom lagi ade calon. penipu pe boboy! ahaks,
thanks annie and the bf for urm informing me..

that sounds so random.
bye

REPLY OF TAGS ^^

To all,
apologise for the late reply of tags.
im back for the moment to update and reply
before im off to johore bahru,KL and Genting.

wehooots,hope the planned turns out well baby!
ok lets reply you girls and guys.

eiyqa : hello,you are? (:
fee baby: hahahahha,jgn luper kasi contact card kau. miss u bby! mit soon (:
yanie : yeaaay,we've met. and we b meeting next year!
lyn: helloooooooooooo lyn. hahaha ^^
efa: will do links soon ok (: thanks for leaving ur url dear.
guest: aha? u r?
win: hey sweets! hahah,thank you very strong. i use photoscape la!
and i still have my noseblock. hahaha. damn,SWAY!
lyana: baby! miss you tooo la. ^^
azrul: sorry. which azrul? tampines? haha. ok remember la!

REPLIED DEAR ALL!

Friday, December 19, 2008,

because i am superb busy people.

Oh Great,i miss blogging Big time.
this is what i would typed out everytime i blogged.

why? because
firstly - i am really busy with work,really.
secondly - i get tired easily.
thirdly - i was too shagged that i've got no time for my daily routines.

urgh,why why why.

Nevertheless,
im back for the moment now. (cheer it up dear people!)
i've got lotsa and lotsa updates i wished to rant out here,
but since ive wrote it in the diary, i guess i'll just do some
shortforms and cutting short for some stories.

hehehe ^^
we'll start from where i could remember.
work was very challenging for me nowadays,its not the work that matters.
it was the surrounding that really affected me badly.

i just don't know where else i should be telling all this but to mum.
no,maybe just a little. thanks mum for whatever shits ive been troubling you.
blaming you for me being late work.
blamin you for making me late.
blaming you for this and that.

sometimes my ego was just too much.
even if i were mum,i would already lost my patience.
maybe thats the reason why mum was named as a patient woman.

moving on.
RESULTS FOR N LEVEL WAS OUT.
thank God i did get promoted but i wasnt satisfied with my results.
the english and science wasnt as what i expected.
the grades was really making me feel superly down.
it made me feel like a failure to meet my needs.

i couldnt enter highernitec in businees courses due to english.
aunts and cousins really wants me to be the only child
who outshines among cousins and the rest.
dearest colleagues really wants me to take my o's.
mum wants me too. dad wants it too.

oh GOD,
secondary 5..here i STRIVE!
just that i wont be entertaining any activities TWSS holds.

^^
i have wathced twilight witha date of mine on saturday.
it turns out well for that day. just that.. urmm,nevermind.
i shall keep it safe here with me. (:

he's back in camp,miss you sweetie. ^^
no no no,please reconsider. im not attached.

OHYES,BEFORE I FORGET,

i had a tiff with a manager just now.
i couldnt stand it very much because it wasnt our fault.
not that im being ver egoistic.

its jus that th thruth is,wasnt satisfied with your action.
go ahead and tell others what u have to say.

for all i know,
you should stop saying bad things about others
before other do it to you MR.

thank you.
i'll end my post with some pictures we took.

look what' behind elme!
its hilarious. as if those two actress were feeling
agigated that we were snapping pics in the cinema

while they were on act.

hahah,fine fine.

we were super bored darlas.
we eventually when in this agus thongs and full frontal snogging hall

when greenlight was on auntiee (below picture)

since there were no patrons inside the cinema.

we also did enter twilight for a moment

and exit as soon as its time to go.

that was the timewhen we had one of the projectionist
to join us along to have our late supper.
soon as midnight was over.

lets thanked elme for sending me back home.
thanks fcuker. (:

here's the two lovelies!
Shu yu and Dionne.

look at how giant zarool looked!
fantastic!

self-timer for some first timers.
(im out)

thats how u wore it bitches,

not touch the lenses.

you're giving us troubles.

hah!

*flashes*
before Bolt in 3D Ended.

this is not even one box,

we still have alot more of this kinda glasses.

Imagine how we have to clean this when u made it dirty.

dumb patrons.

oops.

that tree back there was where i did it.

myself. with some help from auntie connie.

thank you

and oh,the front boyboy there is my cutestuff.
TOODLES LOVELIES!

Friday, December 12, 2008,

Hari Raya Haji and Fidah's Austin Perdana.

been sick lately,damn fcuk.

COUGHS,SNEEZE,THROAT,FLU.

@@#%&(*&T%$#!

let me have an update about the past raya haji that was held

on monday which was a few days ago ^^

we first started with some delicious food mom cooked early morning,

to getting ourselves ready to travel to bedok : Mum's sis House which is Mak Ngah.

on the way there,

we actually had a lot of jokes cracked between the time we waited for 14.

lols,damn it. it is seriously funny i tell you.

eventually, we reached bedok safely.

this and that .. Uncle Ngah and abg ali brought home slaughtered sheeps!

bucket full of blood : TOUNGUE EYE ANUS.

you imagine that darlas.

good that this year's smell decreases a little.

gosh or else,it'll just spread around the house making the guest

feel unwelcomed by the [worst than pungent] smell.

hehe ^^
soon after,headed to the KECORABLE dad's side!

had most of fun there,wehoooooo.

and fee baby,hope u like the tickets. ^^

bo hui too,hope u like the present! ^^

moving on..

wait,where was i? ohya.

we had everlasting jokes and the most interesting stories

from the past about the background of DADDDY's Family.

you imagine all the daughters and son of each individuals

settled down to listen to all our mum and dad (dad's siblings)

background and the real past for their own real family.

cool kan? i doubt u'll say no (=

and then,we headed back home to get

some sleep for tommorow...

its not that i planned not to go to work,like duh.

but this sickness driving me crazy.

thanks kak Mas for the tablets and medicine.

Sucha great Nurse! hahaha ^^

i can just comeby this cousin of mine for some MEDICINES.

hah,fine.

mom and dad had to bring me along to johor

to fee baby NEW AUSTIN PERDANA ^^!!!

and i sware im gonna love the house when its renovated.

woke up early in the morning to get ourselve ready.

met them at phoenix and took 160 there to woods checkpoint.

fee and i imagined ourselves being the kastam people themselves

and even imagined how to react whenever we see a cuteguy on our counter.

hahahhahaha,buat ape fidah?

sebut name die due kali,step tgk muke.

then senyum... kasi ape? ape fee? namecard eh?

hahahhaa,ok fine fine fine -_____-''

after reaching the m'sia CHOPPPING kastam there,

we headed to find a place to consume our breakfast.
wehoooot. sucha a sway day that i had my food last

everytime i order. kak oni's syndrome passed by me i guess.

haha

over there,cik leha was the first to recharged her battery

making every of us overjoyed by her reactions.

eventually..uncle brahim's ciggarate abu fell into cik leha's clothes

making a big hole on in and she ranted out loud..that we thought

it was cokroach that she was shouting over. hahahaha.

what and auntie bebeh ^^

group of 2 went on seperate ways. i went to follow fee dad and all

to buy their paint for the halls room and all. ^^

back home and they started painting.

nice room for all. lucks for the room fee!
anyway,had this and that..lunch..
to tesco and jusco..

journey back and fro was a FOBIA with only 3 girls in the cab.
just about 8 we had cinner and back to singapore!

that was the day i totally lost my voice.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008,

I lost My Voice.

wished he knew. =/

i couldnt think of any motivation words of my own
i couldnt think of any situation to the problem im facing

i couldnt think of any.

i just felt that there isnt any of my close ones

that i could talk about it.

everyone's busy with their own life.

anyways ...

this was...saturday,ryte? or.. Sunday?

or was it friday?

whichever date it was,

thats MALA! hahahahahha.

and here's dionne.

and below here is Shamira.

cute alrights? ^^
this is OBVIOUSLY me.

i was supposed or should i rather say

ASSIGNED to do operator for two days straight

answering customer calls and

listen to thei everlasting Faqs.

be it from the first to the last customer..

all seems to have the same difficulty.

could you fckingly stop it?

hahah,ooops. i was joking.

afterall,i kinda enjoyed it partially.

...

ok ok ok

lets have a stop and have it's

continuation as soon as possible.

my eyes,dragging me to sleep.

^^ Mwaks-

Sunday, December 7, 2008,

Thanks Colleagues!

Despite some sour moments with unreasonable Manager
or staff , i still did have some beautiful moments that made
me smile everytime i ponder ^^

thanks issabelle,shamira,cutestuff,dionne for the cute present!
not to forget thanks elme and ju for the gift! so sweeet of u guys!
thanks issabelle for the cake!
thanks reiner for the donuts!
thank zarool for the 1901!
thanks aunty suzie for the bombastic gift!
thanks who else? hahahaha.

whatever it is..IM SICK.

shall blog tommorow.
to all Muslimin & Muslimat,
Selamat hari raya haji!

Saturday, December 6, 2008,

the day before yesterday.

URGH.
Forgotten what had happened yesterday...

However,
sucha good deed that my cutestuff had me off to sleep.
haha,i finally adhered to his orders to get myself to sleep.
thou i have insufficient lagged of sleep,i still managed to wake up.

they had their event on that day,
the singapore police force...something2..
gosh,not many dudes down there that attracts me.

HAHA!

i had most fun with my mala,new mama friend.
(which is actually known as lil)

we have been working on the same station for the past few weeks.
work preety fine i guess. boarded back home,
had some FUN and off to sleep.

speciall to reiner :

he's the best joker yet sometimes irrtaing but sometimes kind
but sometimes pathethic but sometimes sweet but sometimes lame
but afterall his the supervisor you wouldnt want to loose. hahahaha

chet!

hahahaha,ok i just had my one minute crapps ^^

Friday, December 5, 2008,

Belated Birthday. WildChild Movie Treat. Shopping Day. [2]

Next up : Wild CHild and Shopping Day.

hello earthlings.
sorry for not mentioning,wana did came for the celebrationa
and we had sleepover here in my crib. Fee couldnt make it that day.

i went straight back to bed soon after eveyrthing's over.
sorry i left u behind to sleep. hahaha. ^^

we both woke up andwent bangkit to but my new no.!
just for the sake of this shopping thingy,
i bought something to be bought to town.

uhurm! can't belived i just did it. damn, hahaha.

anyways..

Wana accompanied me for my appoinment today,
and hell yeah that Mr ong was tannedly goodlooking doctor!
mwaha and he just did touched me. ouch! hahah

son after the checkup and collection of medicines,
we flagged a cab to Fareastplaza to start shopping.

and horray i treated me and wana some new stuffs!
i did shop till i really dropped now. hahaha,nevertheless. i love em!

hours later,shamira and wan chin joined the fun.
they did shopped too but just for a little; unlike mine. LoLs.

after more of this and that,
we headed Lido to catch the lastest movie WILDCHILD.

i shall recommend this to more of teenage girls than guys.
and the hero in the movie was freaking hot! i want one hot guy please?

gahahaha,oh no no.
guys labelled CUTE would be fine for me. ^^
*evil grins*

but the theater we're sitting at was damn pathetic.
more to the oldies with damn small screen and
unsweet sweet poppies and unsalted salted poppies
and budjet sitting plan , so and so.

Oppps.

after the movie ends,
we had no else where to go and hit our wokrplace!
wehooots,some pictures snapped and some disturbance made.

^^
Leaving eveyrone behind when its time,
and i boarded a bus with a hell of a cuteguy plus,i sat just beside him.
Damn it wana,i missed his smile. hahahahha.

GRRRRRR

Special Request :
dont deny my dear fidah,
my friend here : Shah rizal Really look like ur boyfee.
From Top to Side (:

Don't Deny,Really. ^^
just Diff Sense of Style.

^^

we did left the place before them
but 700A was late ended up them comming down
waiting for their bus too.

haha.

and bolt's now available in 2D and 3D. [Different Pricings]
*prices has been adjusted.

Belated Birthday. WildChild Movie Treat. Shopping Day.

urgh like finally,im blogging back now.

there isnt any problem at all with the internet connection
nor blogger's page. just Me. haha

was just too shagged i guess.

let's start posting! wuhooots,
very well appreciated to those who
send their well wishes to the birthday girl right here,
and i shall thanked you guys very much for your thoughts

it was a small last minute celebration made on that day itself.
01 dec 08 marks the 16teen years of living age for me,
i shall not get too overjoyed by my age thou. it's just 16.

thank you sumirah for being the one
who has been there to see me cry,see me laugh,
entertain my anger,entertain my laughters,
understand me,understand my life,
every single thing that you have done
really made me a better person. ^^

and so,had work in the morning and was released early,
thanks to Mr dennis (bapak) . so and so,went back home,
Cousins were already there.

descartes couldnt make it,
nvermind thou because i knew we're having
our descartes gathering soon!

^^

every of father's side came down and had celebration.
Naz obe and company came late. and oh syafiq was there too.
so sorry faris,cause u should know my cousins.

hahaha. they eventually did something. hahaha
damn it! we had some sabo fight that day,was cool.