"Life's a Bitch."

Thursday, July 31, 2008,

boy,take your memories along,

cause i don't need them.

what shall i say?

i hope i do good for both ss and english

baaah =X

whatelse? been seein too many

recognize and know people these few days.

WEHEEEEE!

im elated. you know why?

ON going PRELIMINARY EXAMINATION.
30 DAYS to NATIONAL EXAMINATION.

that amplified very clearly why
i don't do much of posting of my daily life here.

First and Foremost,
English and SS prelim,done.
Prolly for not more than 2 weeks would
be the other papers and One Week After that
Would be the First Paper of N level!

i have been preparing well prior to the Real Exam.
been putting aside whatever unimportant things aside
and have my mindset to positive and concentrate well.

=D

ohya,did have some minutes of
conversation with a friend of mine that day.
like i told anyone who would prompt me,
im not in it for any fight towards an unsatisfaction matter
to be brought up as larger problem that are hard to dealt with.

hell NO.

glad it's over,for me.
well it has never even started between me and her.
really.

it's just a sense of unsatisfaction towards
a particular action that i did that makes
her to have a different perception of me.
this aint sacarsm people. it can never be.

farewell hate-tagger. noobies = No time.

Saturday, July 26, 2008,

Just watched Hottie and the Nottie.
Ratings? maybe 8 out of 10.
thought of watching don't mess
with the Zohan and get smart.
but it seems to me that both
video's aint have a good view.

whatever it is.
got this video from
a friend of mine and
both them guys made
me giggled up (:

coincidently,it leaves
me a very cute memory of mine.
=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

i had this weird
dreams these few days.
maybe because i have
been thinking too much
about what's happening
to my life or maybe
it could be just a dream. maybe?

and btw,didn't i mentioned
i went AMK yesterday?
to meet them guys.

for like twice a month i think.
this time,they had soccer and guess what?
the youtube gang came! LoL.

thanks Mamat for being so
understanding towards our situation
and thanks Aidil for the care,
im alright okay. and to you Mr Fazz,
hahaha. thanks for the company just now.
didn't realised we were otp for hours.
and i enjoyed it much.

wait,get this clear people.

i don't need sympathy if you
were to add any amount
in my phone or anything
because i don't need really need it.
and guys,please.
never impress any girls with $$.
it doesnt work for me. (:

happy 7th months to lydia and teckyi.

well teck yi might be
someone who abhore me so much
but there are still the
friends that were once there for me.
i mean, to me its not wrong to wish.
unless i critic them
then thats wrong.

alright guys.
there's pasar
malam here and
i better get my
homework all done. (:

Proud to present Tarian Warisan Seni Sejati.
Congrats for winning the 3rd place for this year's fiestari!

(:

im no longer active in it.
be joining other troupe after N's. (:

it's gonna be a long post for now,

bare with it or just..go

i knew it's been one

week straight for not

updating my blog

because simply i was busy with

my schedules for self revision

for this comming prelims and nlevel.

could you believe it? N level's round e corner.

frankly,im not that yet prepared

but i am sure gonna b..

hurmmm. anita and me there?

that was dance arena,singapore poly.

the show ws superb and

funny and i love it!

congrats to the winning team :

AGNI RELOADED.

and to the KILLERBEEES!

all time favourite troupe

for being very daring to choose

a contemp song for a dance

competition like that.

monday-thursday.

Just revisions and more revisions.

today?

new sub topic for intgrtn. kinda fun thou.

thanks cikgu hazleeya for

being sucha greatgreat teacher.

the one whom i used to hate

at first but love at second thoughts.

i don't know why sometimes

i just feel empty on the inside.

maybe it's because not until

i lost every single person

that i onced treasured,my life

began as a failure in my mind.

thanks eiqa for making me feel better.

thanks razi for once trying

to make me feel good.

thanks pinhao for being t

here even when not in need. =p

and btw,pin hao's back! wuhooo.

i miss him vvmuch (:

yerps. glad i cheered him up.

and to the old bestfriend of mine.

take good care of yourself. remember,life's like that.

you have to stay strong and be the only person

who can rule your world.

lastly,

i miss the old 8 girlfriends.

the bad ones,the good ones,everyone.

echa,anis,lydia,lyn,sha,nabila,aida and me.

we have move on as you can see.

now thats what im trying to say here.

friends come and go.

but if you really treasure them in a goodway..

you wont regret anything.

don't be like me.

i regreted everything.

bye folks.

Saturday, July 19, 2008,

while waiting for wana which
has been 3 hours past,

let's use this time to
update my blog.

i wonder why qaiyuum didnt noticed me yesterday.
that oc ljs qaiyuum which i was closed before. (:

we went to woodlands yesterday to
get our stuffs and to get both em girls
piercings. i wanna try some too! =p

lot one was before but since then
we find the place a bore, we proceed
to the next destination.

first and foremost,
im sorry my dear fidah
for not being able to dropby ur house
yesterday because i was so so
doze off by the pill taken .

plus,dad hadnt reached home that time.
my ezlink ran out of amount inside.
so yeah -

mr brightside,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
i sang for him and he likes it!

HAHAHA~

and so sorry fazz for not being able to reply your messages.
what else? farewell and lucks to my chemistry teacher =)
thanks Ms Fong for having hopes on me and yeah
i pitied her alot for having her deep thoughts about our class
and her anger just made her lost hopes in our class.

however still,its over!
(:

N level is in 44 days to come.
prelim? weeks to come.
all the best to N level leavers and
the preliminary round (:

alrights.
off to kranji primary for e
school carnival! (:
till den dears.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008,

i'm touched by what dad have to say &
thanks razi for the company just now;
i really do appreciate your kindness =)

pin hao my dear,
don't be too down ok?
it's not nice to see
you in the doldrum.
& thanks for the
effort of you trying to
sort things out btwn me
and the old bestfriend
of mine but i guess it
just won't work no longer.

what's past will
remain the past,
there is nothing
anyone can do about it.

thanks anita
and hasinah for the
doubleday hangout.
didnt really noticed to
good side of both you girls.
i just can't wait for dance arena.

have you got
your problem
to even bother
about what kind
of competition i am attentding to?
because i am simply not racist
and racism is'nt my kind of thing (:

not like some singaporeans in
this world who doesnt appreciate the
one and only unique small country
with mainly four diff kinds of races
and are harmonising greatly (:

now that reminds me.
NDP date anyone?
i can'twait to celebrate
NDP with the love ones.

what else?
cikgu hazleeya misses me too
hahaha. ape jeerrr.

bye love.
and thanks wana.
haha for?
being by my side
when i was laughing
my ass out over the bus joke.

bitch you.

LOL(:

Monday, July 14, 2008,

dearest one of all
( this was a candid.)
she somehow look
like intan ladyana
and her name is
something2 intan.

coool ehh? hahah (;
glad the engagement
went all smooth.

back to singapore
and darls,bought for
you guys something!
wuhoooooo~

bye.

i've changed my mind.
hello dear one and all.
for those who has been

clicking onto my blog,
hoping that the latest

post wud be there.
HERE I AM =]
well thats random ya know.

shall proceed to my weekend.

wait. didnt i tell you i went to m'sia?

yes i did. specifically ;

jalan sekuntum 8.

Where the first

place reached was one of

this relation aunt with

a very big house

but only few who stays there.

but before that,we headed

larkin to grab some food to eat.

this self-service food

really knock our heads off.

because they knew we're sgprn

that they charged us higher than

the normal price.

wtf?!

nevermind then.

i was so paiseyh that

i thought i was holding on

to fee's hand that

actually i was holding on

to ayid's hand and pulling

"him" to come to me.

LMAO!

then,bus and headed

to that big banglow.

they couldnt take it much longer

and booked TS hotel.

that cute old crush came.

WOW.

*melts*

later that night

after we had a rest,

we dropby one of

the shops there.

weheee~

bought this and that

you know m'sia guys..

mat rempit almost hit

kak nor by her side. wtf!?

eventually,we sprint all the way

back to Ts hotel and

went back to our individual rooms.

accompanied feebaby

to her room

and we had tomyam

noods for dinner.

the day came,
morning breakfast wth em girls.

we had alooot to talk about.
from this to that. (: (:

Saturday, July 12, 2008,

ok ok ok ok ok.fine.

kau pengubat jikalau pilu..

im sorry ail for not able to tag along with you tmrw.

good luck malaydancers for e comp. tmrw.

and i know im no longer active in md anymore,

i just don't feel im in. hmmm-

MEETING LALALALALA

babyfee and babyella =)

we have alot to catch up and yessa!

im meeting my one and only

yanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

saaayaaaang!

i was shocked to hear about

what qilah have to say,

hahaha & thanks for the

company to sch my friend (:

what else?

thanks acap for the msg

and hope cik ida's fine. LOL.

and dear pin haoooooo,

i willl ok? lols.

mom & dad has been preety
concerned about my daily life.
Glad to say,they understood me
and uttered words that
really made me sit and think.
Thanks Dad.

He realised something
that others might.

J and i have been contacting
with each other & i love it!
M and me ? let's keep this to myself <3.
K has something to tell me
but i knew it's worst for me to face it.
A has already shown what he
ought to but i don't know what to do.
and i miss the other A,you know. the first A ?(:
H been textin me and i hav
e not been replyin one of his msges.
same goes To AF. hahaha.

thats about it. i won't be
blabbering too much for now.
i know i didnt do much of
blogging this few days. (:
lesson has been quite a tiring day for me,
been squashing my brain to work.
thanks Mr Imran for taking
extra care for these few students,haha.

wana didn't came twice.
For sure that's a bitch. hahaha.
and i heard alot of "stuffs"
uttered by the old friends of mine :
SONO AND RAZI.

hahaha,let's just keep it to myself.

secondly,im loving anita.
thirdly,i miss ryn quella.
fourthly,i confused.
fifthly,im done.

bye for now.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008,

What now? please please please

FORWARD TIME.

Sunday, July 6, 2008,

CUTESTUFF (:

Back Home Now.
So Sorry Wana For kiddo's action. haha.
pity you today,pity you yesterday (: (:

Tommorow's youth day people. wuhooo~
Date me out,for sure i will. HAHA.
i'm missing night issues <3

Saturday, July 5, 2008,

Thursday -

a lil bit of an update for last thursday.

Good to see wana back to school.

eherm. School need not to elaborate.

Met dearest fee baby and along with lydiaardiana and her friend.

wana came along and we went on seperate ways

to different destinations.

nightissues and unte was already there waiting.

soon went off and met the rest,

they were fcking late but gladly

some entertaiment was made by nightissues and unte.

LOLS.

karthik came and then came the rest.
wondering why din didnt want to talk to me as well.

Nevermind,soon he will kan? haha.

ida and me had a quick catchup with each other

and we kept bitching about the wrong mistakes yul did

in choosing the right women for him , hehe.

and then continued by watching em' play.

made few new friends there =)

accompanied me off the bus and HOME!

im sorry daddy. i didnt meant to. =(

FRIDAY -POP YE YE CONCERT.

Sornah forgotten all about it. nevemind my dear. hehe.
lesson was a short one. physics was MCQ qns.
Poa was about finishing up the homeworks.

history was fun today. A'an and friends had this
"who draw the best naked woman"
haha , while i and taufiq were busily drawing
a potrait of scooby and his friend. =p

back home and to lot one for a last minute shopping.
flagged a cab because we thought we were already late.
unfortunately,we werent and we wasted few bucks.

nevermind.

i was very elated to see the smooth performances at first.
had them malay dancers dacing and shaking their butts off.
good job girls =D

the emcees were ubber cute and at the same time,funny.
aidil was veryveryvery urm cool and cute hahaha.
i couldnt believe myears that my cikgu hazleeya could sing.
and of course,she did. and its splendid! good job cikgu!
melancholy,went it come to the acting section.
i couldnt take it much longer and went off from there.

MCDONALDS.

HOME.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008,