hell yeah ihave not been blogging for decades,well i dont know why.
sometimes i have this "lazy attitude" to post but i want to.
oh wells,im here anyway. and my intention is to blog,lets get freshen up
i just dont know whats happening to my life.
not only relationship that matters me,family and friends too.

to my both my dearest girlfriends,its best if you guys choose to still be friends
or just end this friendship if you guys keep reading between the lines,
im in nobody's side ryte now cause i dont one to be the one ending up being blame creating stories, i guess same to grlfie lyn too, rite hunneh?

just so you know,i hate to see my girlfriends arguing about something that you guys you like sit a negotiate properly ,instead of fighting and pretending you guys are ok with each other.
i love you anis i love you lydia. settled.


now lets proceed to family matters.
you guys just dont have the right to know about my privacy,
just that i want you guys to know something really important.
which i guess you guys have the right to cause i hate my family at times.
mostly that fcking anakeasayangan of mum
for those who have been knowing my backgorund,then good for you.

for those who dont,just dont waste you time ok?
lets move on,hey you,stop pretending like you're someone big
who could do whatever you want to to me.
i might be ur blood but i have no regret addressing you as someone
who have the same blood as me but not my brother.
cause you just fcking wasting my tears and sweat and pain suffers.
seriiously,i hate you bitch. because of you mainly,my life sucks.
cause of you,ive been wasting my tears ok? and yet you still have that wallface
to lend or maybe not even lend,steal my things without my permission?
you could at least opened tht fckingmouth and asked ryte?
if i were to say no,means no. i know your not as stupid as what u are now,stupid.
i hate you and you and you and you and lastly YOU.
now im relieved.

speaking of relieved,
i finally felt relieved to let those oldmemories fade away
i finally hear your voice once again,i finally heard the real you.
and im thankful enough to god for granting my wish .
and to you mister,you are my frist love.
thanks for being frank with me.
and now i know the real explanation you have been keeping since .
ii just felt that im in a wrong too.
just remember friend,i may forgive but i can never forget what you have done .
lastly,some few words for you to ponder,
thats you big mistake,dont ever repeat the same thing again
and a lesson learnt for you this time is enuf for you to learn.
don't break girls heart ok? thank you :]

next,to my mister ehhh mister,
thanks ok? i bought that pen specially for me sia.
hahaha and it cost me 6 bucks for that decorated monkey.
yeayea,thats rite. expensive riteee.

lols

movemovemoveon,
soon i'll have aboyfriend.
hahaha,shuddurp la meeerah.

heyheyhey!
not forgetting i enjoy working today and yesterday.
people around me never fail to let me cry and laugh at the same time.
oh why oh why,
omar called me a more or less ter.
hello mister? iAM ,not. :]]
hahaha, and to bboy,i cant stop laughing at every move he made.
he just sound like shabil.
that reminds me,shabil.
i hope ur ok . be strong ok? ;]]
muahmuah,love you frend.

i guess thats about it kan?
ill update more,later. once i remember.
hehehe :DDD

a happy belated to ismul .
and yeay,we're gonna overnight at fareatsplaza soon,how cool is tat ?:D

BE BLOGGING SOON.
EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS =]

welcoma bak :]
i wanna update myself for today only.
since ive updated publiconcert day on my diarrry :]

it was a fun afterall with the surroundings la.
alrigths,was woken up LATE by fatherjamal.
off to work and i was like 15 minutes late,luckily i was'nt the only one.
omar and eddly along with ma'am rosnah was late ,too .
yeay. today's staffmeeting went out well and ive told you many times.
i just love staffmeeting. once everymonth. and i get to sit with diff people.
ma'am yati brought up certain personal mattters.
stories from people's mouth to another.
hopefully what those ps guy's rumors were'nt true at all
and hopefully what apiz told was true. either laila was makingup stories.
or either wise. whatever it is,i get t sit right in front of BBOY!
haha,its good that he's still feeling sleepy early in the morning.
or else i would be the first you to get irritated by him.
beside me was thethanuuuu aka SHAH , i like his jokes laa :]

it turns out well,ive repeated it twice,
morning shift was me ma'am carol ida rusdee,we learned some new words too.
magenda ko! heee, salamat :] and few more which i have forget . heeee
afterwork,left them in the shop off to town :]
along with me was grlfieida and boyfeehazim+udee.
hahahaha, their supeduper funny jokes never fails to make me laugh like a crazy women.
its fun hanging out with them,right guys? we even recorded the way we act & sing !
i loveloveloveloveit.

first we proceed of to some few ljs outlets,actually just one. plaza singapura.
and bought a large coke from yussoooooof. ah,off to continue our journey to esplanade..
unfortunately,we have a change in plans,drop by few ljs outlets. milliwalk & capitol :]
i love camwhoreing with em' its speldid la kan :D
ok after that,off to eslplanade since its near.
crapcrapcrap laughlaugh&laugh.
reached act ang and all and off back home!
took 960 with the guys.
didnt realised that actually hazim get touched easily.
no worries kay hazim ; be with the girl you want to :]]
imback home and i miss mister oh mister.

hahahah :]
k bye la.


had a whole lot of fun laughing with gilfries after school today
unfortunately,grlfielydia wasnt able to be with us at e moment. idk :]
and so, today was abit moody la kan,woke up early and i realised this
was my second time sleeping disorderly,u know why? im actually sleeping
letting half of my body rest on that single size bed and half of it was lying
on the floor,yeah. ok,lets proceed.

lesson was AS PER NORMAL;i dont really have time to elaborate
everysingle things that i did today; the one that i think i have to focus on
is this,the incident happened after school,eh hello mister?
asked us to meet you at diff place and ended up looking for you.
you yourself told us that punctuality was one of the most important key in life.
that proves that we're not the only one makiing mistakes. fine with me,
the next problem was that its not you who is the only one sick of this things
happening, well fyi,we hate it too. to be exact im sick of you and your nonsence.
your bias ok? and stop comparing us with other people,everyone is different.
and please again,its our first time trying out this module,how could you have
too many high hopes for us? are you like crazy or what? u mean,the chinese students are muchmuchmuch more intelliegent that us? uh,fcuk it.
i dont give a damn whether or not they are more genius or whatsoever.
all that matters is that we could understand the module easily whichi gotta admit that this module is very difficult to me. could'nt you just understand?
sto blaming people and stop pointing fingers at us. good that ur not gonna be our teacher,if thats what you ought to,then be it mister. cause i maybe u may had enuf of us but i too had enuf of you! thanks for being a PROTECTIVE AND RESPONSIBLE teacher for all this while. and hey,readers tell me who doesnt go thru tose thick and thins in life? those challenging things you shud face?
be it a guy or a woman,we must have the spirit to go thru this.
BLAME YOURSELF,NOT OTHERS.
thank you.

just so you guys know,
this is only part of my thoughts cause i still got a lot to mention about here,
just that i wouldnt want to spend so much time wasting on this minor matters.
see you soon mr principal. muahaha.

hey,frst period? malay was quite ok la,i cracked some jokes.
and actually made them laugh not once not twice but berkali² laa :]
ohhhhhlrights ;off back to class for next lesson which is physics
and mr gilbert actually tickled my toesssssssss ; i burst out into laughthers
whenever he reacted upon holding that heavyweight thingy. hahahahaha.
he's got funny reaction la kan,lets try comparing him with mr bean,what diff ey?

huhuuhuuuu.
english was fine,hopefully the speech is done by tmrw :]
presenter! do your job bebey , lmao ~!

recess? nothing much,im just not really satisfied upon hearing what other people say the about the old grudges you had on me for that particular boy. ohmyohmy.

shall proceed;
chemistry was whatever,thanks mr ong for praising me even when i didnt kept my promise to pass up the work ontime;still he told the class that im responsible enuff to approach him to let him know thati lost the book,bla bla bla.
abeh bannger? hape saje jer la sumirah anak jamallil ni :DDDD

so,the last period wasok ok too.
i just cant wait for tmrw,afterschool leactured wit that whatever teacher.
off to detention,they were back home earlier,left me grlfiechine&syganis.
boyfee asyraf tooo was there :] off to mc and guess who i saw for the 2x time.
its him.imissyouelvyn. k bye~

off to lot to meet grlfielyn&shasha.
yeah,i cracked up jokes again&again. laughing is my best medicine
but i go crying after that. hahahahs :D
you get what i mean? laugh now cry later.

yeahrightsrights.off back home.
and syganis told me something that i shudnt have listened.
hahaha,nor worries hunneyh. i can keep secrets :]

backhome,tomrw's racialharmony day co publiconcert.
happy day ahead folks!




hello and today was normal.
i wanna make it short,had some few lessons today.
off to school and was lectured by tht pathethic than ever teacher.
oh,i just feel like killing teachers nowadays,no offence. all the teachers.

this last guy here,
i hope its the last one.
bare in mind,you already have someone with you
please respect my desicion ok? i understand you.
but please,dont do this to me.
i can be your friend not the one you have been hunting for.
she still loves you,just that shes not showing it.

toods

guess what? i just came back from the nearby mosque near the pending LRT station.
overall was average cause i was entertained by the jokes and i get bored easily.
and luckily,i had my beauty sleep for a total amount of like,1 hour plus :]
well atleast i had my quick nap or else i can't even afford to carry my body up .
lets proceed,its a goodhabit of me waking up 5mins early each day :]]]]]]]]]
thats a good thing,rite? hah,dont bother. so early in the morning was already crcking up jokes.
aite grlfie akiller, hahahs. yes qilah,of course your name's there only that its in another form.
hahahaha,and so hezry was there too :] upon reaching,read the newspaper.
and then again,grlfie lyn & me were crking up jokes,again&again.














SUNDAY = mysuperdupercrazygirlfriendwildayout.
hahahs,long enough? :D firstly,hello to you guys and welcome back.
ahaha -_-'' just came back from lot one and i had a good dinner today.
not only that,goes out to my breakfast and lunch , all about longjohnsilver.
hahahs :] one day guys,i will get bored of the foods there,just like thos pioneers.
today was quite a good day for me and im in a happy mood right now :]
maybe caused my girlfriend and boyfriends cheered me up.
and thanks again din for the wakeup call,i appreaciate it.
and im thankful that the busdriver was delayingthe bus and the speed was fast too.
hahahaha,and so i reached 5 mnutes late which i went out at 845 and supposed to take 25 mins
to reached there,now you do the calculating :]]]]]]]]
workworkwork,had fun playing around jking with ida ma'am and udeee :))))
and i thanked you ma;am yati for letting me off at 4,at least and effort ok?
customers was fine thouu , grlfie was already there. both my grlfies. hahah.
preciousprecious,thanks for accompanying me ok? love you guys la.
and to those who didnt,dont be toodown, maybe cause you cant be back late or its too far.
alrights,off to AMK and my grls go crazy ,upon reachingthere,everyone was staring.
mostly they were staring lydia la hor,it was raining and i hateee it.
as time fly,we started sweating and getting restless,bes part,CAMWHORED!
and people! my grlfriends love showing off thier babats,wuhoooo. hahahs.
i'll show you guys mine too ok? sooon. hahahahhs :p
lets procceed, mister-oh-mister,you played well. im glad you;re satisfied.
thou fep lose to them spirit still alive ok? heee <333
eddly went back home early to meet his awek. hahahahs :D
we go crazy playing kickboxing andwhatever the game was called and end it with a soccergame.
off back homee,ohhhhhhhh. there goes the ulat bulu da naik atas daun! hahahah.
thout of staying with them but instead off back to lot and had my dnner.
thanks mirah for the treat. hahaha ???? i was theone who paid for my dinner,so thanks la?
hehehe,ok ok,off back home and now i realised ive forgootten about you because of you.

so mister,
this friday ehe?
hahahahah :pp
p:s / hazim get well soon!
picturesss? ok.


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hello guys friends boyfriends girlfriends scadals and dearestreaders.

just came back from work and i dont feel AT ALL :D
idkwhyy. sooo today was a short one,nothing much of a happening to me.
only the ending part maybe? hahahs,ok lets get typingg .
woke up again and again witout fail by ma'am yati's call.
OC? nooooo,i dont waaaaaaaant attachments,simply cause i hate it.
hahahahs :] fareast the best please? :DDDD

ok now,
lets proceed. i was mentioning woke up by ma'am fone call.
and proceed to the computer to surf the net -___- ''
and after that,a last minute desicion met glrife and off to the stadium.
hahaha,it was a short one but i was entertained :]
off to work and gladly,i reached just on time before 6 :]]
ngeee,and they were already disturbing me.
hahaha asin "ohhh date ngn monyett ehhhhk.."
hahaha -_-''

accompanied kak rosnah for take 5 and started working.
wasnt back home with them today due to some phousekeeping till thr33 ,like hello?
im wokring in the morning today and still not sleeping,hoping that tmrw's plan is still on :]

town?
u mean town?
where alot of matreps minareps there,
how can i resist from looking at them?
hahaha, i mean not the matminahreps.
the cuteguys! ahhahahhs.

k bitchy = me = equation of mirah² equivalent to bitchy.
k sharrrdarrrp .

bye,
im bored.
so bye.

before i could forget everything that has happened yesterrdayy,the best suggestion for
me is to blog now forget later :] alrights,hello to you readers. i would love to bring your
attention to this first,i would love to stop doing linking cause im plain lazy :]
seriously,i find too many people to link and some change link and must relink
and some deleted and made a new one and must llink and the list goes on.
like wth? soooo i decided to stop linking people,only if i feel like to,
i will link the most treasured ones :] or the ones that i felt i always dropby their blogs :]

ok now im done with that,lets proceed to friday the thirtheen, hahas.
i didnt realised it until cikgu rahmat told the class :] ahahaha,coool eh ?
lets not elaborate much on the non important stuffs,friday the thirtheen,
as per normal i was minutes before the gates closed and i saw grlfie in the car, "hello!"
hahaha,succha a sway thing and i hate that teacher.not mentioning names here.
but i hate him/her. some teachers we're trying to be strict and asked those w/o malybook
to stood up and read.. isnt that lame? i think its lame,dont you? [haha]

first two period which is equals to 12 hours was our physics! and today's topic was eaasy.
understanding,memorising and done :] AM was plain fat,i could understand but minutes before
the ball rang,my mindset was drifted away . hahahah,what i meant was i wasnt concetrating
minutes before the bel rang. receesss time? grlfiechinese ku did a greatjob at her stall.
and i love grlfieaida's kueh. hahahha :]

at with grlfies and off to eng. didnt i tld you guys that MDM bb lim's lesson was fun?
hahaha,i guees not yet rite? ahhaa,and yes. to those who tend to hate her,think again.
she might be fierce sometimes but hey,at the end she could be your best friend ok?
:] english is easily understtoood . and please people? i wonder why am i lookingafter
cinese guys. hahaha,but i felt that chinese guys are hotter nowadays, MOSTLY only.

after school,grlfies accmpnied me to buy the WORKSHOE ,
and off back to my criibcriibbcribb. was getting ready and back to school.
malaydnce was plain la,we didnt do much of the dancing but we did after cikgu pulang.
that short game with grlfies was kinda fun :] that so called "poll dancing" was fuunn too!
hahahhahahaa,whatever ehh sumirah binte jamallil :D

sooo,where did i stopped?
regaring that,
430 and went back home with grlfieaniseizah n boyfee asyraf :]
i mean,his not mine,just that his my BOY but frieeend :]]

work,reached work for awhile and had attch at OC,
ok laaa,was busy but not cocked up.
back home drop by fareast and they we'rent THERE!
to myrusdi,hahah.
be strong ok? :]]]
to my hazim,get well soon :]]