BLUR BLUR BLUR =)
i need cha love.

BABY IS SICK!

i will have to send him to servicing soon,hope you will be alright ok?
i have not been "talking" to baby for 3 days straight and the last day
was when i transferred something to him and it when on and off for
several irritating times. booo isnt it? i have to find a replacement
for these few days before i let dear off to his servicing in woodlands.

no music seems to be the off thing for me man.
and btw,i was referring to my phone =)

we had a night class yesterday and it happened to be
very very UN-condusive place for me to concentrate.
thanks to those who gave in to the noises there,
cause i think Mr Tan agrees with me too that
the noise level werent the same as for the past
few weeks. and so,after awhile of physics and ss,
i then decided to get off the school and proceed
to mcdonald instead =)

this and that this and that and im back home safely.

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for today,had quite a neat revision,just enough
for this comming MYE on monday and the following days.
all the best to all teck whyeans!

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to yanaMok , ILA AND NINI :
like my friend said,firestarters ends it themselves ok?
we dont mind if we dont have the chance to talk bad about
you guys at all. cause we have better things to do in life.
thanks.






how am i gonna live without pictures everyday?
regardless of wherever i go or what i wore,
i'll never fail to upload a picture in either alternate posts or vice versa.

ok thanks anis for that "lame" explanations.
they're better off un-bothered without us,right?

i was feeling abit dry today,
despite of the early foods consumed by the 5 of us (excluding yanie)
hazim bought two chips today,leaving with not much explanation
but just to enjoy the sensation of those chippies! hahahaha.

i would always be the VICTIM when guys started telling ____ exp
i would always be the VICTIM when guys started showing off what they've got.

hahaha.
shafiz-zaini-afiq.

who else man? god god god.
i wonder how boys school survive with that kind of situation. =)

Malay class was just pathethic today,with only 6 students.
but i had a great laughter over the vowels jokes.

LETS TRY!

1. remember or write down any of your friends name
2. try to take out the vowels in it
3. pronounce!
4. i assure you,diff kinds of sounds can be made =)
   
   example : sumirah, w/o u i a would be SMH.
   now,pronounce; hahahaha. diam la bodoh.

they went back home early today,
decided to accompany nabila since she doesnt want to get home early.

we went to both TY and CCK MC.
yes,we crapped without fail.
we then settled down at mccafe and had a long long talk.

i miss _____________.

bye. =(

1. ida dan yul and both my ex! hahahaha. boy & dil.
2. wan and me. i miss holding lotsa cash $$$
3. dancers,SYF. ade muke2 yg busuk.
4. and lastly,IMISSPAAAAAAN.

di mana aja kamu paan? kangen banget. haha
he's justmy indonesian pen pal ya'll.

=)

i felt gloomy all day thinking about everypart of thickness i went through lately.
But nevetheless,i had a greatgreat time with beloved descartes;partly.
what are friends for right? i mean,not to :


but to be there when in need..despite rain or shine..
to make you feel better when you're not..
to cheer you up when your feeling blue..
to cry along with you when they feel the same way too..

(i created it myself ya'll. hahahahaha)

oh my,there is nothing to be proud of when you get everything so perfectly.
because you have to stick this in your head. NOBODY's perfect.
and thats why,every of you shudnt get too proud and elated of what you have now.
you might not know when will the time strucks where you to suffer the way others
did back time. hahaha,now then you know how painful it is to feel that suckish feeling.

AMATHS- revision on pastyear topics.

MALAY - laughters,laughters and worksheets -_-

PHYSICS-5 years series,theory workbook & recap on ELECTRICAL APP.

ENGLISH - worksheet,report slip and no BB!

ya know what? i dont mind girlfriends calling me a bitch.
but when there's some fcking strangers calling me a bitch,
hell yeah i get ya face right on my ass. eh hello? could you get a life?

well,i've got mine.
and whatsmore? its time to reflect on yourself before
you spit anything about anyone especially me?

I AINT STUPID. YOUR SARCARSM IS DARN PATHETHIC.

for whoever who loves reading my blog so much......
and go tell other to read and stuff like that?
ya you,correct. you. go tell anyone who's related to this
to get her ass off my blog or maybe clean that fcking name
of mine from the term bitch before i show you what a bitch means.

alright? HAHAHAHAHAHHAA.
amik kau. nak main2 kan nan aku?
BOO YOU WHORE.

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sorry dear readers,lets not bother much about those pathethic losers,
and here's a wish for bestfriend! ( if even that i can't. den what else?)



lets begin.

i've always wanted sincerity.
i've always wanted the best.
i've always wanted happiness.

but nothing that i ever wanted comes to life.
all of you guys should start appreciating whats there for you.

unlike my life,
my family life,
my love life,
my feelings..

i have been facing problems with my family nowadays.
family? my family consists of just dad mum and lil bro.
i disregard both that humanbeing in my house as part of me.
they've ruined my life. and to dad and mum,
i left with nothing else i could say,nothing else i should give in.

if you both dont need me,then there is nothing much
for me to stay here and just die.

thanks to anybody who has been cheering me up.
thanks zaini and shafiz for the treat.
thanks descartes guys for the laughthers.
thanks to you for making me feel like shit.

and btw,this is my blog.
i have the freedom to blog about anything that i shall say.
and if ever i was mentioning about you
then i should'nt be sorry because i don't talk bad about you.

this never goes out particularly to just one person
this goes out to all.

what's best knowing people's life?
its just a blog. every girl loves to blog.
like a diary. ryte girls?

you read,you keep quiet.

now lets move on to lovelife.
she already knew.
girl,don't blame him alright?
he's not to be blamed for all this.
blame me for all you want.

and to you,
guess you were a nice guy,
thanks for being humble all this while.
i never thought i could go this far.

"i guess we should onli be frends...
im juz happy wif her....and her onli...
may u find the ryte guy...."

i'll just have some words before i go..

it's nice that i get to know you..
humble,funny,kind..all that i ever wanted.
i never fall for someone that easy.
but the first time i looked at you..
my heart felt differently..

that deep crush that i had turns out to be deeper
and thus love.. but whenever we chatted,
i never get too personal cause i already knew you had her..
i kept that feeling safe inside my heart,
hoping that nobody could ever feel what i felt
nobody could know how i felt but just you.

i have been waiting for the time for me to tell you..
but time stops every of my intentions i had..
for now,for your own best,for my own best,for her,
i'll just put eveyrthing to a stop.
i'll stop every single thing i have been doing.
i'll just have to let it go..

may you have the best in life
may you be happy
may there's someone to be there when you're in need
take good care of yourself bwoi..

=(

MAYBE ITS JUST MY IMAGINATION.

never in my life i felt this way;i guess i have to take one stepback.
setback and relax. how many times must i tell myself,
why go for someone who's already attached? woah woah.

i feel bad and if i were to be in that girl's position,
i guess it hurts soo much to know that her beloved boyfriend
has been in contact with a girl without him informing.

ryte?

true what anis has to say.
i'm putting my feelings at risk.
i have to be steady at where i am standing now.

just play tht game.
afterall,i was just doing what i ought to.
im confused.

=(

yesterday night was superbbbbb.
i get to texted him for over a hundred plus messages.
wuhooooooooooooo.

wait,who cares?
and yeah. its kak jun's birthday
so cousin's gathering at cik Leha's house
and we started off with a very funny present.
hahaha. damn it.

its darn funny.

cool eh budak kecil ini?
inilah adik sedare aku yang baru berumur brapa je.
(actually tak tau umur brape. hahahah)

anak KAk oni kan! aku suke style die.
kau tgk seluar die betol2. cool an? hahahaha.
biserlah...adik saudara siapa jugak,kan?

mwahah.
we had karaoke and laughthers.
and thanks dear dad for the teh susu.

MWAH!

i can't help it but to laughed out loud at every single joke they've made.
about the WWF wrestlers and acting and showing off what they've got.

!%$&*&^#$^^**(^(

well,thats for fhiez. hahaha. damn you little bitccch. =)

emaths was probability worksheet and wrapped the day off with a game.
oh that reminds me,THANK YOU MS FONG FOR THE CHOCO(s).
she's sweet alright. and btw,MR FOO's gonna treat us some goodies nxt week.

slacked at the canteen with girlfies and
lot one for our breakfast.dry noodles;food culture.

im soooo into cotton on's sale.
lets grab something before the sale's over guys =))))
headed to lam soon and off to zaini's house
soon after lyn and nabila went home for jamming.
left me,lydia,teck yi,zaini and phyque
waiting for the other to come.
apologies to chesnut guys.

HAH ^^
bla bla bla,and hell yeah im as happy as a lark today.
thanks to teck yi and friends.
wuhooooooooo and lydia for the motivation ok?

HAHAHA.

eagle rocks the atmosphere yesterday.thank you for cooperating guys.
its sure to be a memorable one =)

we won three games after having three games.
great moves hui shi,lydia,yanie,zi lin,anis.
last game was super boring -_________-

we had our lunch and lam soon for slack.
its ok bro zaini,be strong friend!

DEEP DEEEP CRUSHHHH !

a good deed today,
i helped a blind man to show him the way to the bus and board 190.

i feel good darlings =)

you know how pleasant it is to feel someone being loved?
well,i do and i hope too,soon.

i miss being loved & i can't believe myself being in contact with
no one (guys) at all. wuhoooooooooooooooooooo-

nevermind that,and tommorow's APEX DAY.
so all,6.30 kat boon lay pa? hahahahahaha.
descartes know it well.

bye.



thank you for making me smile all day,girlfriends =)

this post would be abit draggy.
or maybe boring;a short one.
im too lazy to elaborate much onto today's post.

thou i was sleepy and tired,
i managed to get to school on time
and green tea helped me thru the half-dead eye of mine.

alrights,lessons was fine i guess.
april test? all done! wuhooooooo!
wait! i wanna know what form teacher has to say about me =/

mum nor dad didnt attend PTC,remember?
we had a family occasion on that day itself,so yea.

history and emaths for the afterschool lessons and lot one with gfs.

=)
"i'm looking for a lover,not a friend."

` that cute chinese looking guy.

yeah,decades since i last update about my daily routines here.
apologies to one and all readers.

happy birthday to youuuu..
happy birthday to youuuu..
happy birthday to feeedaaz,
happy birthday to youuuu..

happy 17th birthday & may all you wishes come true.
a short poem for me to you ;

one of life's special gift,
is to have a cousin like you.

you're such and awesome person,
with a heart and soul so true.

I enjoy being in your presence,
& you i can always depend.

Your such and awesome person,
you're also a great great friend.

1...2...3..
"AWWWWWW"
=)

soo sooo soooooo,
friday,right after school,slacked with girlfriends.
thanks lydia for accompanying me to grab some stuffs.
we had medium double chocolate and a yam yoghurt.

met fee and off to town to get some MORE stuffs.
haha. soo many stuff liao.

^^.

melancholy,i was too shrugged out.
we were tired.
decided then to take 700 off back home.

nevermind fee. apologies accepted=)

SATURDAAAAY,
catched up on my beauty sleep for hours and hours
we reached blk B 1205 costa sand resort at around 7 plus,
there,were groups off diff. friends of fee.
yes,i have to accompany her here and there =)

had a tight hug from lydiaunity,mwaaah la. hahaha
yaaanaaa,hawe,hidayah so and so.
they went back home.

yada yada.
left us,two =)

tom yang gung movie was fun. (spelling error)
along with the airconditioned room,
and very kecohrable aunties and uncles.

HAHAHA.

then there,the girl up there. hahaha.
kecoh siooooooo,kan? hahahaha.

this is where i had gazillion of fun.
thanks girls for cheering me up when i first arrived there.
thanks pale ahah for making me smile upon the name you gave me.

hahaha. adeline? who sia?

^^.

hello myspace friends,
hello syed haziq and friends,
hello feedah's classmates and friends,
hello to all.

wait wait wait,i can't afford to even listen to one joke of theirs:
faris ( hong kah) and naz. kekek dok,macam tak bleyh angkat.

ahaha.

game sabo all was superb. i've gotten some cakes on my face too.
hahaha,damn you cik sheilah. lols,jokes!
got changed and we walked off from there.

here there here there here there here and there.
night adventure with myspace friends,andrew and them was funfunfun.
scary yet fun,thanks guys for the hospitality of your's too!
=)

we saw them,back again.
sorry cause we lied. haha . MCDONALD KE PE FEEDAH?
gaahaha,yeah. tagged along them,myspace back home.
slacked and joke around.

here there here there.
with syed haziq and his friends.
oh btw,that malaysia video...OUCCCCH.
there's this girl,she pickpocket and was beaten up buy
a group of adults and was a big rock was thrown from up down to her head.
ouchhh. =(

anyway,they went back home.
thanks for the entertaiment syed haziq and friend.
we'll call you guys once we're lost okay? hahah.

public dont know la kek. =D

then,last port was with haziq,faris,naz,faris gf,me,and fee.
we heeeeeeee~ fun too. laughthers and all.
i sneaked in and get to sleep.
we woke up and had no breakfast.

this and that,
mumdad,unclesaunties went back home
leaving us behind for awhile to wait for kak long and mel.

we went for swimming.
yeasaaaa! i twisted my body people. hahaah.
boo,bathed,took mrt,slept. home.

LOOK UP THERE,ella.
my cousin,believe me.

i did that hairdo for her.
tell me imma geniusharido bebey!

hahaha.
from normal to abnormal.
haha,nice la kan?

bye.

night study turns out to be a late night dance practise,LOL.
them at lot one and proceed to the hall.
im back home now,safe.

walk along the bustop with ju and his nonsence,LOL.
and btw,those pussy world. hahaha. i can't resist the joke dude.

emaths was a bit tuff for me as for the first two pages,
other than that,i have hopes of scoring some marks for april test.
e history fails to cheer me up.

2.4 ? succha dissapointment,16.39 =/
neevrmind.

APEX DAY's COMMING.

bwoi,i gotta crush on you.

aku rindu paan gile babi bodoh .
bye la paan,meeerah tepon polisi eh?
hehe=)

hope to her from you =/

yeah,i love you too baby.
its random. =)