and tell me the reason why i can,now.cause im at polyyyyy!
haha,have you heard about the AEM students being offered to colaborate with thisbatam engineering thingyy? reputation is what's on or mind ryte now.haha,baaaah. whatever it is,i have high hopes still ok?dont let my hopes down just because you teachers kept critisizing about our AEM group. SHUT THAT MTHER FCKER UP :]]]]



i think its quite a fun trip overall.thou im the only "teenage" in the tourist group.i still DO have fun with all the makcik(s) there.hehe,darn funny i tell you.you can like go crazy over their supa dupa cool and funny jokesnot lame jokes,this time its not lame kay.


somehow,i only slept while in the ferrywaaaait! firstday,woke up by mom and i only have little timeto get readied,things all packed up the day before .

and sooon after,we went straight off to the frontgate of moque of Al-Iman
pity me people,i have to sit on that hardrock stool
but nevermind,upon reaching there,still we have to wait for several minutes
for the ferry to come,and it did,hehe.
ohya,i saw cute guy la hoi!
i merely thout he was a malaysian of smthing liddat cause
its a place where diff workers from diff nearby country were there kannn.
but he wasnt,he's a staff there along with his friends.

ohwells,meeerah,please stop this shits.
but wait,there's still more to go.
soooo,we reached thereee at early at around 11 plus
its a two hour journey la oi
first when i step into the ferry
i was already feeling headache
but it was okay after awhile

i slept for awhile thru the journey.
and when i woke up,mum was still busily talking with nenek su :]
reached and off to the whaaaadever station its called to check e passport
the guy took more than one minute to check my passport
he kept loooking at the picture,not knowing what he was doing and kept looking at me.
bodoh rite? mum already noticed it and was making this blur face.

as for me,i took the passport and walked away
WELCOME TO TANJONG PINANG :]

btw,everyone thout that its in malaysia ryte?
i also think that way but its not,its in indonesiaaa :]
betterstill,the money here will be 5 times there
kaya raya :]

now i know how to count the money
so everyone a lesson here
6000 ribu rupiah represents s$1 :]

so i bought around 200 000 + 50 000 + 5000 + 2000 = 257000
calculate that please :]

around 40 plus kan?

which is actually i should be geetting moremoremore.
baaah,nevermind.reached and off to our hotel.
lets rate the hotel,singapore's the best followed by malaysia and then,indon.
hahah :]

put our stufss and off to lunch.
nice la oi,seriouly,off to masjid
and off back to our room
get some rest and i enjoy watching the channels in indonesia :]

clock strucks at around 730 after magrhib,which is in indonesia its one hour late
off to our DINNNER,now i love this dinner,really.

whyyyy? cause i love the gong gong there!

supadupa niceeeeeeeeandandand,delicious
LUNCH : JAVANESE FOOD
DINNER EAAAAAAOOOD :]

how cool is that?
and again,saw this cute guy who kept looking and staring.
ahaha,mum always realised it but she just kept quite.
oh wells,what-do-to

nevermind then,lets proceed
ohyaaa! WE WENT TO THAT RAMANSANA somtg liddat
so called like FAREASTPLAZA,WISMA etc in singapore
ramansana represents that
haha,what i love most is that,they too have their "orchard road "

which looked preetymuch like a normal road with shops that
Are more standardizzzzzzzzzzzzzze :]]]]]
hokays,phewwww~ what a long post this is.

so in the afternoon we went to ramansana,
Same goes to the night after dinner
we went to that place again since its still early for us to get back to the hotel
andandand,whats more : i bought this cute lil bag la oi!

and am loving it :]
i even bought SWEEETS AND STUFFS
next,offback home and had a cool bath,rest for awhile and off to
cik ani's room : not realising that i was wearing abit "open" night clothes
and the workers there goes : ehhh,and followed behind me,which i asked mum to run as fast as she can
and she did! how cute is that ? -___- ''

i slept peacefully.
woke up in the morning and off to breakfast
ok la,acceptable : nasi goren kway teow goreng,mee hoon goreng mee goreng
all the gorengs stuffs and telor!

huhus~
soon after we went to the pasaaaaaar
bla bla bla
off back and took our begs and off to ferry and vbla bla bla
A HANDSOME HUNK WINKED AT ME.
MUM REALISED IT AND WAS LAUGHING
CAUSE HE DARES BEING BITCHY WHEN MUM WAS LOOKING

hahaha,hes hot i tell you.
whatever mirah.
done,im done,im donnnnnee!

ohya:back home and saw that ferry guy aaaagaiin

i just fcking miss blogging,
this internetconnection is
seriously testing my patience.
how long must it takes for me to wait for a pathethic internet firewall setting unset blah blah blah,

nonsence ryteee? baaaaah
for the mean time,there will be few who will
know my password for my blog already,
gaga,i put my trust on you guys ok? dont go hacking my account
or i'll end up hacking you, get this straight.
haha,strict nyer sumirah :]]]

when it comes to times for strictness,i will
wihtout caring which is which and all.
alrights,lets get started with eveyrthing.

i would love to share my faily experience with
different situations and all,but sadly i cant.
cause i get distracted easily and forgotten about all.
sad kan? :[ told cha its a sad thing .

sorry guys for not updating.
its not that i wouldnt want to,
just that this comp sucks
and u cant expect me like drping by ppl's house everyday just to like urgh?!
blog? -___-'' now thats pathethic.

well,settled things with bee and we realised that we've not been spending time with each other.
i would be waiting for our outing hunneh,craving for our swensens or maybe hagen's date.
hehehe :DDD

teachers day comming,end fo year comming,rayapuasa comming.
somany events lined up for us! gaaaarrrh -
imma mug hard for this EOY,i dun care.
i wont be dreaming nor "floating" anylonger,
cause i want to feel the way others fly with happiness to get their
results with flying colours unlike mine,just plain black & white.
that i hate most people :]] ngeee~

sooooo,what else? happy teachers day in advanced both my teachers.
be searching for you guy's pictures and be sure to post it in here
to let you guys see how my form and co. looks like ok?
hahaha,evilicious me.

nowi got a story to tell,
would you love to gimme some time maybe?
memories have past,footsteps left behind.
my love for my past has fade away.
i cant avoid to kept remembering about it everytime i look
into something that i randomly do whenever im in the past
and things didnt changed,its sure be a the most hardest things to do,ok?
hahah,well.
old past been comming sia,im scared of horoscopes man
sometimes it happens to be cool and true,not because that by luck ok?
its like the horoscpe which i read either in e morning or late night
is as the same as my daily life im doing ryte now,now how cool it that?

HA-HA,along post kan?
aidil fitiri comming soon,which colour shud i be choosing eh?
this year : can i concentrate more on my hair?
and of course,my baju maybe grey and brown + xtrablack? hehe.

enough is enough meeerah :]
be blogging soon.
thanks to whoever's turn to blog,
lastly,"you will always be loved hunneh"
muah,lalaa~

this is how much is fcking miss blogging,urgh.
it hurts alot to see myself not blogging sia,hehehe.


seriously,i can count the days man,its like 10 days in a rowwww.
and omg things have gone wild,too wild for me maaayne.
alrights,hello darling readers,thank you for pushing me to blog.
that shows that i do too have daily readers, lalala~
soooooo,where do you think i should start blogging eyyy?



lets start with 120807
was nice too see me happy back again,
all the past vanished, anddd... i love you <333


omg,now look?
i really have a lot to say but i cant remember any
even if i look at grlfie's posttt okaaaaay

grrrr.
neverminddddd.

be blogging soon!
and i feel better now.
toodles

"you will always be loved"



a short conversation with MC yesterday and grlfies and gone to bed.
was'nt really in a mood yesterday cause my mind was set thinking again & again
about where i went wrong and why i aint giving him a chance to prove his love for me.
im sorry but i really cant accept the past last word




where did i stop blogging?
alrights,a last minute plan was made,
we decided to make grlfie feel like is reall er special day and we did.
weehee~ im glad cause it turns out to be splendid! :SS
ohwells,off to meet grlfie up and bought that polarexpress shop! ahhaha.
whateevr it is,alrights we drop by lyn's house and waited all the way till her mum gets back.
and her mom did,off to lydia's crib,and im glad that she's suprised and touched.

wooots,lalala~
ehhhh. celebrated. mum lydia kept mentioning i was the chip as in sister among the girls.
am i? hahaha.

lets get high**
we had fun there,like girls hacing a sleepover party,
soon after crappycrapgrlfie went back home along with grlfie sha too.
and so,we proceed to AL-AZHAR and had our late dinner there :]]
wheeeesh~ its deliciousssss la hoiiii.
thanks dad lydia. hehee. and we never failed to go crazy and stuffs.

you know what? i love my recipe that anis me and all created.
nice u know! omg omg~
okaaaaaay, back home.
thanks ibuapa lydia for sending m back home safely,amin.

back home and!
slack slack, baju baju baju and on the phone.
awhile with wan,awhile with boy,awhile with din and a long one with you,elvyan.
i got something t talk about now,barw with me.

to you dearest of all,
i cant deny that i miss the past so much and to be exact you and raihan.
but ive settled things with raihan and i have no feelings for you,seriously.
cause i know u have made a big mistake and you realised it,thanks darlas!
as for you elvyan. i DO miss the past but i hate it soo much that i cant even look back.
i miss you,i miss him.i miss those moments.i miss those times.i miss everything!
but hey,thats MY past and mostly i cant even bare to even think about it back.
thinking of it make me sick alright? i hate how much i love you.
you left me for more than once and now u came back realising u mistakes
and wanting me back. im sorry but i deserve someone better.
im sorry for not giving you a chance .
cause u didnt when i was urging for it soo much.
im sorry that i couldnt accpt u back in my life.
cause u didnt when i wanted it so badly
im sorry that i made you cry w/o
realising that i do cry for you for days in the past.
and now you're telling me that ur love is too strong and you wont let me go?

cause i already did,in the early part.
so now,im at guilt. im sorry. i really do.
i miss you. i love you. tc :((

p/s: u guys wont understand.
u guys dunt even understand me.
so stop asking cause i know deep inside u dont even care about me.
dont waste time asking cause its not worth it,i hate life. really

so today was fine,thou my salary this mnth was pfhht~
tapi im glad ok? okaaaaaay,urm urm urm...
work was fine and off to shops at fep.
we saw the guy who wants our no.!
hahaha,awww so sweeet. din couldnt follow cause he was being sindired by em friends.

so i was hay so crazy going out with idah.
i had funoverall. our "niat" of eating pizza and swensens tak tercapai :(
full house la deyyy! nevertheless,we decided to eat at kfc.
guys guys guys. hahahaha.
i know ida know,ryte?
hehehe. i shop few things today.
bfore i go,where shud i go tmrw? hmmmm :]]



FIRSTFOREMOST,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :]
wont regret staying in this ever happening country :]
craps.

toodls,
lets blog.

yesterday was and ok-ok day for me.
thou i didnt enjoy "that much"
i did have fun afterall.

woke up and surfed the net and all.
by that time,grlfie was already panic cause
she's been asking others and they said they're out by 3
which was we was not even prepared to go out yet.

soon after,off to cuzzy's house and to lydia's.
bla bla blaa. and off to lot one and meet up syganis.
took the bus and we were being too high :]]
dropby fareast and had our lunch,and me a fishmeal one!

wooohots~
off to marina and people we're already pack.
i was being restless as ever,with people kept staring from eye to eye.
up and down side to side. hahah :S

first,we tagged along unjustified troops and some
we're being dengki,kept following the voice that i have.
YA YA ROCK OK? hahaha. stupid sore throat. ;/

tagged along bell for awhile and back to them.
fireworks was okeh. shud have gone to padang to watch it with the bigscreen.
darn man,its over anyway.

now lmme seee,soon after.
tagged along myspacefriends for awhile to fortcanning
where there's this singfest gig.

and our last port was to meet up bell at marinasquare.
can i not deny something?

I MISS FADZRUL AND THE "ABG-ABG"
I MISS SENTOSA
I MISS THOSE TIMES
mostly,i miss you.

ok,done.
that i cant deny-

and yes,i saw them,
thanks to anis.
and omgomgomg,
danille actually know them
how cool kan?

byebyebye.
off back home with three hunks.
lydia took the mrt.
left me and syganis.

hahaha,high= mirah+anis :]
them and us walked a long way to clarke quay bustp.
far rite? hahah. okeh- sooooo,
back hoome. high in the bus
guy kept smiling while eyes closed but matrep.
and bla bla bla. he kept staring.

so yeah,
im done.
talked to him on the phone for awhile.
and im not with you ok..

darlingmonkey,
get well soon okeh? :]

oh myyyyyyyyy godddddddd,
i swear to god i have not been blogging for decades already,bitch ryte?
and for sure i couldnt help much but forget those specific things happened for
the past few days. alrights,lts get started with replying of tags okeh?

asyraf : hahahaa, biler lu mau beb!
akuhidayah: dropby soon hunneh.
♥ YANIE: *HUGSSSSS*
(: qila : ive told you,somehow sometimes horoscope tell the truth la hoi.
khairina: hello.thank you.
alien19: eyy eyy,thanks!
♥ YANIE: soon darling.

lets get typing.
happy advanced birthday singapuraaaaaa :]
today's celebration was average.the gallery was thehappening group okeh :D
thanks to the gallery mostly to 3bernoullie and crystler. :]]]]]]]]]

i didnot realised that i was asleep darn early and ended up having
lotsa miss call and messages left for me the next morning,which was today!
and so,apologise to you guys didnt get to contact u guys back on time.
alrights,thanks hunneyh. you're succha sweet thing. and i do miss you kay? haha.

so,was was rushing upo receiving the phone call grlfie maderight after i was woken up.
and yes,i did prepared on time and off to school leaving my grlfies behind cause
my phone simply sucks :D thank you.
wait minute. its not mine at alll :D

urrrmmm,where was i? ahah-
mlaydancers was busily getting ready. first item :D
all the best to them. went out quite well :D
good job girls.

singing sessin was the best
and oh! drlingfarawrrbanso was m masterpiece today :]
i was already high by thtt point of time with grlfirends surrounding.
and all,nabilaaaa. crappycrapgrlfie,darn. shes preety yet crazy. pity her.
hahahaha,jokes hunneh.

afterschhoolwas fine.
im lazy to elaborate much.
thank you
and goodbye.

work was splendid,
he came down but just for awhile.
and same goes to grlfies
off back home.
and can u guys stp msging me?

hahah :D
yeay. tmrw's national day! :DD