"Life's a Bitch."

Wednesday, September 24, 2008,

Pulanglah, Cinta Hatiku .

giddy.high fever.cough.sneeze.flu.sick!

HELP =(

Monday, September 22, 2008,

CAUTION : DAYS TIME TO N LEVEL.

ATTENTION PLEASE:
geo angle contact lenses selling for
12 bucks per pair,
received 2nd week of raya,
please approach me if interested! ^^

link for designs :
http://mos-geo.livejournal.com/654.html#cutid1
spree closed end of sep,received 2 weeks after.
which means,2nd day of raya. ^^

mum discouraged me to buy a new bag for raya
but she just did bought for me one which is very costly,
cost at around what 70 bucks plus? ohmy,thanks mum.

i guess preparation for raya's doing well.
but not my n level.
i had not start yet but been writing notes for history.
be concentrating more on maths and history for now.

met AMK guys yesterday (:
plus,ex ex and other exes and one _____.
felt sorry for omar who just met with and accident.
get well soon kays omar.

pompan tk tau jage mulot : _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

ah dah bye.

Sunday, September 21, 2008,

i want lenses badly =(

Cat's pictures saved as draft. =)

ATTENTION PLEASE:
geo angle contact lenses selling
for 13 bucks per pair,
received 2nd week of raya,
please approach me if interested! ^^

links for designs.
http://theshoppinglove-preorders.blogspot.com/
kindly scroll down for designs.
geo angle's the nicest. cheapest price you can get.
it needs 10 more buyers in order pre-orders could be closed.
i want a contact lense badly for hariraya =(

thanks mum ,dad and aphy for tolerating my noobsense today.
they accompanied to to malaysia,larkin and then to geylang just to buy
clothes for raya. Gladly,i bought them today.

2 should be enough since i have more in my wardrobe.
girl friends,anyone who knows how to tie this
kain singkat or kain whatever it is,please help me.
i told mum to remember how this shopowner ties it for me
but she end up playing puzzles and sorting out ways to tie
when she dont even know how to.
effort as it seems,thanks mum. hahar-

fee says freshkon's eyelenses would be selling 3 for the price of 2.
meaning,buy 2 get one free. thats how they do business you know.
actually its 3 for the price of 2. the term "free" attracts buyers attention more.

thats why.

otw to malaysia today,
it was damn packed at the malaysia's checkpoint.
DAMN PACK,i tell you.

imagine how chaotic the place would be
with kiasu,impatient,fans-off situation and SLOWORKERS.

i think its best for Malaysians,Goverments,authorities
to start funding cash out to make the kastam a better place,
after rising the oils cost and stuff.
as so foreign attractions would be more this time.

and oh look,
riders,vehicles from singapore
made the roadjams just to fill half of their tank oils at a CHEAPER PRICE.

hah.
i made a friend there,a middle-age indian couple
who seems to share the same feeling we were having just now.

faggots eh? hahaha.
i mean,those people there.
queing up 2 seperate rows for one pathline.
wthf. bratitude.

we reached geylang at around 10 plus just now
and the bazaaar was fcking packed.
saw lotsa people,known friends,familiar faces,artist,singers.
haha.

i dont go ga-ga over popular artist.
they seems to me like a normal human who gets more attention
skali satu hari aku cam tu eh ,
beh ade orang fikiran macam aku,
abeh sape peminat aku sia gitu.

hahaaaaaar (:
bye la. AIDIL ALERT!

Friday, September 19, 2008,

Happy ____ Birthday One & Only,

SOLEHIN REVAULT!

hope you like the simple birthday celeb.

simple yet sweeet kan? =)

sorry anis for not able to adopt one kitten with you today.
take care waaaanaaaa when you're off to m'sia today.

thanks wana,haziq,lydia and teck yi for a day. lol (:

sorry aidil for not able to visit mama today =(

GET WELL SOOOON (:

now i miss erna! cutelittlegirl.

im lost in love.

look meeerah.
don't want to bother,
don't wanna care,
don't wanna know,
don't wanna figure out,
don't wanna take note,
don't wanna fight back,
don't wanna argue,
don't wanna get mad,

about what people have their says about you.
Why care when you know yourself better then those them right?

Frankly,i have no mood to be in contact with a single guy or a fag.
Listen hear. I've give up on you guys out there. Sucks big time.
Not all of course,for those who really sucks the blood out of girls.
I had enough of getting myself into troubles.

Well obviously,im not ready for one.
Always have faith in God's desicions and just pray for the best.
One day may come and i'll be happier than before.

(:

listen up!
there is this one guy here in friendster,
who approached me and offer friendship among us
when he already had a wife! (married at young age)
could you imagine? finding their own problems when they don't have one?

this is only me,
how many friendster mates are there in friendster?
haha,faggot. married yet have the guts to make friends
with girls at YOUNG AGE. HAHA.

look how much i despise guys?
its not that i entertained them alrights.
so girls,get the hell out of my face before spitting a single shit.

im just plain bored,mind me fellars.

Thursday, September 18, 2008,

School was a piece of shit to me nowadays.

Thank you principal for boosting my confidence (:

P/s : Be strong dear kiddie,cause i know you can.

Just remember that time (infact,much of it)

would be needed for you to heal alrights.

Didnt went to school today,darn lazy.
Was too shrugged out after dropping by Geylang with Pham.
Can't decide on what to buy there
too much of indonesia's imports.

i dont like those designs,frankly.
i'll be buying just 3 this year i guess.
nevermind. be doing work rather than going out.

(: im bored and i miss aidil.
bye

Tuesday, September 16, 2008,

the only cliques that made my day,thank you.

hahahahaha!

bye.

Monday, September 15, 2008,

i have no mood for now.

first and foremost,thank you so much babygalsyuga for today.
i really appreciates it and im glad i get to meet ex today,with budak giler.
how much i miss him thou it was just days ago since we've met.

now look,i serously have no mood for love,life,infactation,crush or you name it.
specially for whom it may concern, (mostly to you babe)

i hope you'll be clear with what i have to say right here,right now.
i decided to stop contacting you ex due to some reasons & i hope you'll love it.
im giving in,not because you're older than me that i have
to give the respect and that you deserve this situation babe.
not because you're older that i have to listen to whatever you have to say.

its because of what i think i should do for my own benefits.
for my own life : staying away from problems that im not in.

i never had that in my dictionary of life.
Big Apologies babe. We're just Friends of Hi and Bye.
I dont even know you well. I dont even know both you guys well.

It's because i promise myself to stay away from problems
that does not includes me and to face it only if i was the one creating it.
im appreciating every single happiness in my life but
i knew that everything happens for a reason.

For instance,this.

Everybody has their own weaknesses and strength.
I do have mine,fareez do have his and so do you,Bubul.
Maybe its abit harsh for me to accep the way you're
saying to your own beloved ex that you have been loving since.

not because i love him so much like you do that i have to feel its impact,
no. its because it really shows who you really are.
you might not wanna care what others think about you.

but afterall,i thought we're friends like you told me so?
why can't i be concerned about how you do in life then?

Well,
I realised that,even though you guys have broke up for about a month or two,
I knew i shouldnt have the rights to appear in his life,
even though i never asked for it. I NEVER DID.

Look,never blame FATE that is in GOD's hand.
Now , friendship between me and fareez azhar has come to an end,
and i hope you got what you want from me.

as for you problem against him,
you might wanna approach him yourself.

i shouldnt be in this man.
damn,i need aidil alsat now =(

Sunday, September 14, 2008,

Drifting apart. (:

hello world.
we had James Lee gathering today,
which means,de only pham that has Jamallil in them plus mum.

-_-

be lacking of updates,im not sure.
bye

Hello Earthlings,

this was a picture on thursday
were we had to WAIT for a key

when pali and fuad was actually inside the house.

yes,laugh bitchyass fee. hahaha.
slacked with syafiq while i was busily snapping,
fee was engrossed in ogling at my neoprints and
syafiq was blankly blank,doing nothing but laugh.
HAHA.

Convo with Pakcik and decided on time.venue.
thats when we had our friday , 4bia night.

i went to school on friday because i had to sit for
emaths o level prelim and i say,it can be done well
only with revisions,practices.

i did a little which means,i leave some blanks in the paper.
who cares.

accompanied baby to met her brother for stuffs
and went back home and get readied.
so sorry descartes (for some) for not able to tag along.

we ran out of mood for the first few hours,
booked and thanks to the malaylady for giving us GREENLIGHTS. ^^

i say,4bia was fine.
i just love the first and the endings.
thats when we had to meet fee and syafiq for dinner.

off to wisma,taka and board a bus back home.
thank you to whoever so send me back home.
whoever it is. whoever. haha =)

i can't take it any longer. too shrugged out and lights off.

and thats when i had my saturday with old colleagues.
morning was much of videos offered by kiddie. thanks =]

wana came,and proceed to paya lebar via MRT.
wana,me and budak giler (:
it was fun in the end bore as a start.

we had dinner at katong area.

proceed the bazaar with em kecoh guys.
soon after we headed this placewhere to guys plays CS
wana and me went for KARAOKE!

SANG SANG SANG,
off back to bazaar..

bought food for din and both
hunks send us to the MRT,
seperate ways with wana
and i flagged a cab.

home sweet home.

"ill just let time reveals its truth."

Thursday, September 11, 2008,

hello world,

Well obviously readers,i was one of those 21 absentess today.
& i get to know that 4Erdos had 20 absentees too,today.
I am so sorry baby gal syuga for leaving you yet again. =(
I was just superbly lazy to drag myself to school and do nothing.

Might as well have revisions at home,sounds better right.
But for the whole of 5 days i have not been revising for anything. Gee.
Im left with two weeks and DONE! (: (: (:

[F]ace have been very nice to me,thank you.

i can't wait for 4bia tommorow,hopefully.
but it only appeared to be at 5,cathay. BOO =(

we'll see about it alrights.

as for just now,met feedaaz and syafiq.
craps craps and more craps.
this time,im able to communicate with your guy feedaaz. haha XD

(:
byelah.
tmrw's o level emaths prelim.

21 ABSENTEES FOR 4DESCARTES TODAY.

how numbskull can we be?

hehe,VERY.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008,

Only had a short Conversation with [F]ace today. Craving to talk ey you? hee
School was superbore but thankfully classmates made my day.
I just feel like Descartes are back to Normal. Hopefully.
And I can't Wait For Class Chalet , right after O level Maths are Over.
Daddy Said YES Mummy Said Alright. GREENLIGHT's ON! keke

TODAY,

Was hoping for a someone to accompany me in the morning.
Saw Abg Sapek Dikir again, (: vrrooooom
School was superbore yet again Classmates were Still Discussing Bout Chalet.
I hugged 3 people Today.

TWAT - because i miss her so
ECHA - because i was consoling her
BABY - because she was in need

how nice can i be? very. large extent. hahahaha.
bye bye people. can't wait for 12,13. (:

Tuesday, September 9, 2008,

GREAT DAY TODAY.

i can't wait for Friday,4bia.

either with [F]ace Or classmates.

Boredom Strucks. [Horoscope Compatibility]

Sagittarius + Pisces

Fire + Water = Steam

Both Sagittarius and Pisces are ruled by Jupiter.

This means you have some immediate understanding of each other,

and similar ways of thinking.

But Pisces is also strongly influenced by Neptune,

which makes them dreamy, sensitive and even mystical.

This appeals to your Sagittarian idealism:

you both feel there’s a deeper meaning to life.

You could spend a lot of time tuning in to these common interests

and building your relationship on them.

There are also some significant differences between you.

For example, you’re far more fiery and outgoing,

and you could sometimes push receptive and easygoing

Pisces to the point of retaliation.

Also, Pisces needs time to take in their surroundings,

and likes to dream their dreams at their own pace.

This is the opposite of your gung-ho approach — you like to get things done now.

You’d rather implement dreams than dream them.

This difference could be a sticking point in your relationship.

Pisces does relate to the domestic side of Sagittarius, though.

This is because Pisces wants to settle into a familiar environment,

create a family and get down to the job of living a life that is nurturing.

That’s not to say they won’t enjoy exploring the world with you.

The right sort of Pisces will soothe your tempestuous

and volatile restlessness and share in the thrill of what you have to offer.

The sexual and emotional aspirations of

Sagittarius and Pisces have a lot in common,

so there can be some exciting moments for the two of you,

both inside and outside the bedroom. Sensually speaking,

this is a good match.

You’ll love mixing with Pisces born between the 11 March and 20 March.

They are strongly influenced by Mars, Pluto and Jupiter.

There will be something secretive or clandestine

about your contact with these Pisceans, though,

so be prepared for a rather different type of

relationship if you’re serious about getting involved with them.

Monday, September 8, 2008,

been ages since i only do pictures.
now let the pictures do the blabberings. (:

1) KAMINA! KAMINA!

[F] couldnt do his papertest,tryharder alrights! hahaha.

De best Sunday Times. (:

well folks,i did not attend school today.
need no questions asked. Still,sorry babygalsyuga for the absentism.

i had a great day spent yesterday.
i have to thanked over and over again to [F] .
oh common,i decided not to write the
name here as so for valid reasons alright. "[F]" would be nice enough.

so,feedarling had a sleepover that day and it was a splendid one.
we catched up with several people on the phone and had a
conversation regarding this and that. (: right feedaaz?

and then,did i mentioned that in the earlier post?
had a chat with [F] until "sahur" time.
fee and me had conversations again and again.
i realised i have been sharing thoughts with fidah these few days.
i love you la minachi. hahaha.

and and and.
send fee to the bustop and met [F]
ubber cute! i like guys wearin sleeveless tee. damn (:
we broke the ice first and back to normal.
off to civic bla bla bla to accompany him with his
businees event management.

see i told you i would learn something new everyday.
and the topics he took was darn though. even i had a hard time
memorising the tiny bitsy small important informations. i admit. haha

what we did was the other way round.
he was supposed to do his revision and
yet he decided to "teach" me a lesson on that topic.

(:

few laughters about ics,ite cards,ezlink and
it was about time to search for a place to eat.
decided to have banquet instead of fastfood
since he insist in having something that would make
HIM full but actually no.

haha.

HURRAY!
after a few minutes of waiting for luck to comeby,
a two-place sit then appeared , haha.
i was ordered to sit down quietly without movements
while he go grab a drink for us. GREENTEAs (:

i had ban mian while he had his i dont know what soup.
soon after,we planned to catch a movie,4bia.
but luck wasnt there. the movie only starts at 9 +
pity him,haha. off for his smoke break and there goes.
another conversation that made me realised .
woah,i learnt alot from every conversation that we had,i like it thou.

rounded the shopping mall to accompany him to buy a guynecklace for him.
we finally did and droppedby the bazaar they had outside.
it was superboring i tell you,the bazaar.
if we have the chance to have feedbacks,we would. hahaaaaa XD.

anothersmokebreak and off to starbucks.
caramel and whitechoco frappe up!

more and more conversation and situations.
when it was about time,187.
send me back down the block and he went back home.

i was too tired for any conversation today,sorry.
de best sunday spent! (:

Sunday, September 7, 2008,

I'll update tommorow,

with pictures and fun stories alrights?

de best sunday spent! (:

Hello Earthlings,

to tell you the truth,im loving these few days.
i shall blog for awhile and get back to housechores
before im off to meet [F] for revisions.

claimed that [F] have his something like
business event management exam,tmrw.
decided to accompany him while i'll be doing my history revision.
that's the other heartache.just like socialstudies. urgh-

alrights peeepul , we had our FAMILYGATHERING yesterday.
how much i missed cousins,gather to share laughters and jokes together.
well of course , fee will be the only one that would made me burst out
into LONGLASTING laughters. "hahahaha" - siak betol kaw.

soon after,fee have to meet syafiq for awhile.
teckwhyemc and saw guna and friends..Ghazali..Daud. -_-
off back home and WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i really learnt a new lesson yesterday about love,
Thanks to the evertouching stories [F].
and then,i realised its important
not to play with a person's heart.

now im not regretting. but.
im just realising that its wrong
and would not want to repeat it
just for the sake of keeping
one's heart in peace (:

ooooooooh before i ferget.
this apply to GUYS who already have a gf.
stop harassing girls life when you already have someone to love and care for you.
you wouldnt want to see you friend to have reoccuring problems
with your own girlfriend over you when you knew that it all started from YOU.

stop bothering girls who arent in the wrong at all.
STOP CALLING.
STOP TEXTING.
STOP trying your best to ask about one's condition
WE'RE TOTTALLY FINE.

thanks alrights.
i was just saying one's point of view.
=D [not referring to anyone,really. wait.maybe.]

Saturday, September 6, 2008,

EARLY MORNING MESSAGE .

Thanks Baby (:(:(: 060908

HELLO EARTHLINGS. (:

Thanks baby for accompanying me yesterday.
Blame it on the boredom that is in me.

Helped Mum with Cooking,
infact since the first day of Ramadhan.

Soon after,Texted baby and met her up.
i thought i was the one who was
being the "extra" women there,
disturbing their dates and stuffs.

but neh.. im not,

right baby? (:

i was saying about woodlands,
we had several pictures taken
(as requested by me because its been ages since i snapped pictures)

and then back to mccafe and had our large
mocha frappe and double chocolate.

(:

back home and SUPRISE!

i found my new love.
oh no,im not putting in hopes
but i wish we could go futher.

i have to thanked NAZ NAZ NAZ NAZ NAZ.

FOR TODAY.

k bye

Friday, September 5, 2008,

p/s : late 60's.

I shall put the memories behind..BUT,

I Shall reminisce the past as so it would not be forgotten.

Cause Everytime i ponder bout the past,
i would always shed my tears.

i wil always be in the doldrum.
i will always feel lonely.
i will always regret it.
but i knew,i won't be able to rewind it back.

they have been there through thick and thins
of my life.

they had thought me how bad i could have been.
how good i could have been.
how nice i should have been.

well its over now.

Thursday, September 4, 2008,

SOCIAL STUDIES & ENGLISH PAPER : FINALLY OVER.
for all these 4 years of education. this is it. im done.

oh wells,i wonder what i would be doing
if i were to still be in the express strm.
be mugging hard day and night for o's.

look at me,mugging and relaxing at the same time.

THANK GOD the topics i learned for ss came out.
told cha globalisation will come out,hah!
and those who only studied bonding singapore
are those bunch of 47% lucky people that could suceed.

remember? Lucky is only 47% towards suceess.
wehooo. i need selfpraising for awhile
because thats one of the ways to boost my level of confidence
right n level takers? hehe. it appeared in the english paper,
passage B but oh no no no. i am NOT overconfidence.
Infact,i really have problem with my self-esteeem.

english? guess there is no hope for an A1 nor and A2.
i dont know. i just dont feel the vibe when doing it.

bye.

AIDIL & SUMIRAH

85% compatible.

HAHAHAHAHA
wait till he reads this

wait. he wont. so thats why!
=p

Wednesday, September 3, 2008,

Appreciate very much ; mum's effort to cook
very nice dishes for these 3 days of fasting month.

I was elated to see sardine lying on the

white corelle plate waiting to be consumed.

And im very much avid in buying new hari raya clothes!

be grabbing one maroon suit at larkin since wana told me that

they offer very nice dress and kurongs at an acceptable price.

like 150 ringgit or more.

wait,its just 3 days past. we still have 27 more days to go.

CHILL MEEERAH. but i think i should buy as early as possible.

why? so that i could keep more of my free time to study for my other papers.

good planning eyy? (: now..its 7.42am and few hours to go for SS paper.

i woke up early in the morning and decided to revise for it.

and im still awake!

soon after this. i get back to revision and reading of

DD,GLOBALISATION AND CONFLICT IN SL&NI. (:

im just alittle worried for english. im afraid im not able to revise SW and FW.

who says english doesnt need practice?

so what are you trying to interpret here

when you say the more you read,the better you write.

well thats it!

thats a a source where you could practice your FW.

but for this last few hours,i wont be doing that.

i would do more of skimming thru notes that i have outsourced myself.

well,for the sake of study.

people has been asking around,

including lydia and teck yi which

we bumbed into each other that morning while i was waiting

for the longhour health service in the teckwhyepoly along with them

"tunngu sejam,keluar seminit eh lydia?" hahaha.

anyhoos. the bombastic question actually made me ponder.

what if i have e opportunity to go sec 5 and i dont seize it?

what if i made the wrong choice of entering ite and not able to step in POLY?

WHAT IF..

neh.

don't think too much about that for now.

what's important is to face the real deal right now,

like what yanie says. (: (:

face it bravely. 10 years of education and thats it.

determine which step you will be into.

right? (:

Tuesday, September 2, 2008,

the only person i miss right now and no one else.

200208.

Memories left.

i just miss being loved.
i never want history to repeat for itself,never.

i know,i never appreciate love.
that is why i never had a never-ending love before.
what? 6 months with firstlove and thats it?

i knew i was wrong,
but im just afraid i would be the one ending up hurt.
and thats the reason why i was the one
who actually made the other party hurt.

how selfish can i be? well,VERY.
im sorry.im sorry.im sorry.
to whoever whom i had shattered those hearts before.

it's because i knew how it feels to be hurt
that i was just afraid history could repeat for itself.

to whoever i rejected to be with,
im sorry.
Thanks for making an effort to make me fall for you,
but never i will.

since i told myself,
PATIENCE IS THE KEY.

then thats that.
one day,soon it will be.

Monday, September 1, 2008,

IFCUKINGMISS MY FOSTER FAMILY.

HOMESTAY.

HIM.

FIRST DAY OF RAMADHAN.

to all muslim readers,
wishing you guys a happy fasting month.

timecheck? 2 days left to N level Prelims.
ive studied bonding singapore,population and healthcare.
hopefully,one of them will be comming out alrights.

lucks to my dearest classmates.

(:
i enjoy very much yesterday night
on the phone with my first ex.
had fun talking about stuffs that we always talked about
we never get bored saying out the same old jokes.

hahaha.
i can't wait to the reunion this comming 13th.
hopefully,i can make it.

(:

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