Friday, June 1, 2007,
Due to this strong feeling im having of forgetting what happened today,i might as well update something rather than nothing :DDi was woken or issit waken? errr. sound so wrrronggg-by the fone from qila .i quickly dashed to the toiletand get bodied upp. hahahha (lagu kaaaan)alrights, cancelled of plan.this time,not goin' sentosa.kirekan like takder arah tujuan la gitu.baaaah,met up aqilaaah.and off to lot one-well,i did camwhored a lil bit today :Dsorry aqilah for making use of that camera you owned. *giggles*so i did go crazy camwhoringcause its like been months ive not been doing that crime.*craps*so waaaaaaaait,where was iiii?rite,the part when i said bout the camera thingy?so after that, as usual. being the fattest girl,aqilah and i went to ljs along with fish and ate FISHFRIES add CALAMAAAARIrite,qilah ? :DDsaw fash and waited for himbefore his parents allows him to tag along withhus :Dand thankkkkk you sooooo much fasssssh and his pareeents.beeeing so-so the kind, send us from lot one to toooown ,how cool is that? and how i wish i ahve a mum liddaat.rite guys?and the indoor was darncool.i was being the cheeky one,singing and singing like nobody's business.just so you know,i've not been singing karaoke for months tooo :Dseems like i've not been doing things i randomly do soyynever the mind. one day,i will :DDsoooooooooooooooooupon reaching there.it was already raining.ohya,by the way.fash's dad picked ipul up :Dwent browgsing thru the shops thereand im sooooooooooooooooooooo into the clothes sold there and bugis too :Ddidn't i mentioned in my "temptation slot"that im craaaving fooor (not food)that women's high cut. wuhooooits so so the nice :Dat least its unique ok.and and and this one,i guess ramai org da belithat superman/grrl ring!sooooo,drop by fareast ljs toaccompany fash to eat his lunch.had some snaps and off to work.unfortunately,the ljs BIGDADDYwas there and i was too early .same goes to wan and din :Dmet partof IF and i bought that"love at every bite " ice-cream.every bite,no feeling jer. T_T "sorrrry :p but its the truth ok.clock strucks 245 and off to work.waaah.we got new workersssss :Doklaaa~ i , as the youngest new leader.should lead them la horrr. hahas.kay i know,watever.watever it is,i gotta admit thati fcking miss the past.what happened to meand the others.and everything.tsktsk.felt like crying please ? :[[be strong sumirah :DI SAW AZHRULLLLLLLwah,da ader girlfriend eh ko skrg.aku miss ko la,serious.ahahah. that old times siol.takkan luper la eh :Dskrg da ader grrfriend perangai lainmuke tetap same . bye la. hahasooooooo ape lagi?normal lah,customersam to lazy to elaborate that much about em '"abg" wan was being plain dengki.kept disturbing that new guy. haha.ok im off home now. still thinking whats the next step.quite has been asking wether imma chinese or what.oh pls stop. im a pure malay.its just the watever .and i know you hate it rite?hehe,sorry grlfie.sorry if i was being too harsh on you yesterday.we end up crying and laughing togeder.i dont know how else am i gonna face youand pretend like nothing happened.all this while those grudges you have in me,i didnt noticed it till you told me in the fone yesterday.am sorry and i believe that we both are at the wrongs.mistakes are meant to be made by everyone,anyone at anytime.i may agree to you that imma iiritating girl and imma work on itto change myself. just so you know,i appreciate all this care and concernyou have been giving me,seems like you're the only girl and the bestest ever friend that im left with. we've been friend since young and i know thatyou're the only person that i could rely on . that's was i thout of and im not sure of what you thought.i hope,you feel the same way i felt too .thanks fo that open conversation yesterday.i know,ive been too harsh shouting at you for hours.but all this,has it's reasons .i hope that you really do understand and i do tooo understandthe way you felt facing problems like this.and i never felt like this beforenever in my life, i cried till my eyes was swollen.but its ok now,i even shouted at youright infront of both my mother and brothers.i felt like a crazy grrl shouting at you seyh.nevertheless,again,im sorrrrrrrrry and im reallly sorrrrrythe word, "sorry" is darn hard for me to say in the fone or face to face.idk why .alrights,i dont really bother about those malaydancers who hates meor maybe your friend or maybe the others.im only concerned about the closest and the one i treasured most.im done here.im reallly sorry.bithcings stops here rites?tc darlings.pictures update soon .:DDohya,thanks nigel for the care.
thanks teck yi for making me smile :]
pls,make me smile.