"Life's a Bitch."

Wednesday, July 11, 2007,

dearest MR rayjebonster,

the guy i used to fall in love with,afterall its a no big sin for me to revealed your name. well,thanks for all the memories and just so you know,if you're reading this.i have not been over you since the start i knew you. its been 2 years plus and now then i get to get over you. i realised myself being plainfoolish,concerning about what you felt but not concern about my own feeling,i felt foolish going crazy over you when i know you already have someone to love you more than i do. i shudnt have cared so much of you when i know you alreayd have someone to even sacrifise all her time to shower with care and love for you.

all this while,i've been thinking how you're doing and hoping that you're ok.

but reflecting back,i felt STUPID. DARRRRN STUPID i tell you.

fuck all those moments we went thru,

fuck all those phone calls everday.

fuck all those sweet names

fuck all those sweet memories.
fuck all those songs you sang ti me.

lets try forgetiing everything.

1,,,

2...

3...

POOOOF!

thanks for everything.