"Life's a Bitch."

Friday, February 29, 2008,

165.21.155.113

165.21.154.93

166.121.37.12

218.186.149.217

just numberss :D

i tried so hard~

haha,attention seekers is what many bloggers describe as.
i couldnt care less. all i know is,i respect whatever opinion you have.

BLA BLA BLA.

fuckity fuck fuck fuck,splittersplatter.
met abby today. i finally spent time with him for few hours.
haha. one week kan tak jumpe? abeh ape? suke?

thanks anis for the company. and i hugged siti!
hahahahahahahahas.

8am sharp tmrw. anis nak ikot? jogging nan fidah and lydia(unity)

hahahahs,nak kol aku ok. ohya,kau ader xtra class. fine.
hahahaha. tak teringat kan. bye.
im so hitting town tmrw. like,i dont care.
:]

Thursday, February 28, 2008,

i finally had the chance to do that suckish face.

babe,thats your face.

hahahs.

unpredictable~

grooving our lungs out was a blast,
it is not yet,the real day & we were sweating like pig.
(small circle 2x,big circle...lalalala~)

hahahahahahahaha

so alright,we then went back home,

all shrugged out,with nothing in mind.

but just some rest. anis was crapping her gap all the way.

while i pretend to listen (i do) but just,dreaming.

hahahahahahahaha

and then....i did met bf for awhile. JUST FOR AWHILE.

bah. pathethic then ever and today? i did not meet him up.

will never,i think. whatever it is,its just the beggining.

thank god,alhamdullilah. i got good grades for my common test.

satisfying enough for me and my efforts of sleepless nights.

i don't wanna drag too much about this as it may affect

my reputation. people would start talking behind me,

being too proud over results, TOO proud and boasting.

NO,i ain't that kinda person alright.

today was a long day for dear descartes,

some went home earlier and some absent themselves.

we did not attend md practise,well.

tmrw will be a short day for me. pray pray prayhard!

tmrw's both a & e maths resutls ya'll.

mwah!

Monday, February 25, 2008,

Must i apologies for not telling?

i bet not dear readers simply because

i've stated my statements well.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

so 25th marks the anniversary for beloved classmate;

lydia and teckyi. may you guys blessed with happiness.

i don't want to wish you guys last long.

i think you should know why kan.

but,stay strong alright?

so-so-so-so-re-mi!

morning choir with syafiq was preetycool.

emaths paper was done confidently,im glad i did.

just question four which consist of that 3 dimensional figure.

i was agigated as you can see.

i hate it when you're trying your best to find a way

to nag at me when i did nothing wrong,ATALL.

yes you cikgu. just because i did not attend,

doesnt mean you can hate me like i never do.

nag nag nag. is that all you are capable of?

im sorry by for not meeting you up today.

dropby fareastplaza to get my stuff back.

thanks ma'am for the treat. LOLS.

its amaths tmrw : last paper.

hurray ? NO!

and i so need a job after N/O's.

Sunday, February 24, 2008,

HIM HIM HIM.

bwahaha. abeh ape? suke? :E

to :

yanie,hehe. da da da . sume nie da lepas.

dgr ckp bapak kiter. die kate tak gune nie sume.

hahaha.

teckyi,yes daddy. hahahs. i know all that

and btw,kate anak2 fierce mah! :D

zilin, darling! thanks little cuttie girl! love ya too.muahmuah!

kymah,hehe. saw ya again and again cutie! hehes.

yanie,alrights. go tag her on friendster kay. hahas.

hello, its through the rain by mariah carey :] thanks for tagging.

yasmin,aalaaa. im not laa oi. hahahs. thanks thou. :p

solehin asyraf seriously have the talent for singing.
hahahah,he sang , i melt.

NO NO NO NO NO.
don' get us wrong. we have not been updating with each other
and we finally did. after some years of knowing him
i finally hear his voice. gosh,effing hot.
i mean on the phone.. yah? -___-

hahahah. whatever sia oin.
woi,gi skola laa. tkmo step da lame tak nmpk kitrg ehk.
hahahs. bye laaaaa. and good luck with the other eherm eherrrm! **

morning naggings was such a whore.
and dad,please. even if you're not in a mood.
no need to be too emotional.
you're seriously driving me nuts.

and thanks mum for the breakfast,its already twice
since yesterday. mwaaaaaah~

i went off earlier;out of house today
just to get to yanie's house on time.
i did,since she told me i had to be there
not on time but on time. !#*(&*)*_)*

hahaha.

i have to thanked her brother for tutoring us.
told cha im better off having a tutor
with small company. too many - can't concentrate.

after a few hours of amaths and emaths
we finally had our recess and some rest.
he went off and we decided to dropby BPP.

yes. we had settled things with shabil.
while sitting outside looking inside.
shabil finally did admitted.

him,being stupid.
he knew himself as an egoist guy
who tends to avoid thinking and go for it.
yes,he've made yanie like a doll to him.
he wrapped i up with :
"i know,the happiness that im feeling whenever im with "her"
is just for ahwhile,i admit."

now you know. no more tears for you bwoi.
yanie's my girl. you aint gotta hurt her ;]
while yanie! cheer up kiddo. $4 can be replace.

hehehehe.

im home. i miss boo.
bye :(

Saturday, February 23, 2008,

goodnight,darlings.
:]

SATURD-DAY .

it all started with a small conversation with longlostfriend, Oin.

catched up with each other's stories ; so-&-so.

(oh,bo hui's online. ZzZZZz.)

it was a preetymuch unplanned day for me.

i hate people who forced me to do things i don't want to.

yet mum kept bugging me with this and that.

soon after,met fee & lydia(unity) at the jemputan near BB.

we head off to take 502 to town. had a quick nap :]

that hot looking 30 year old guy keep starring,how "supposedly" it is.

we went into several toilets from diff shppg centers

i bought this slipper which actually cost 10 bucks

but was being offered 2 for 10. its cotton on's flipflops.

fidah bought some tee(s) and short(s) while lydia bought nth.

had my mouthwatering "e ultimate" at coffee bean.

staggered ourselves to fareastplaza and met the "ljs" members.

headed back home. sorry LYDIA(tecky) for ringing you twice

just for the sake of that stupit popular. wahaha ~

i made it thru. it was within the last few minutes before shop closed.

i bought O level amaths and ss while others were out of stock. bitch.

im back home now and i miss by.

diam la haziiq. eh mane oin? nak dgr nyanyi bley tak?

hahahahs.

pictures,enjo0y!

Friday, February 22, 2008,

i do it for the sake of you too okay mr by.

what? don't blame me for being too bored.
what? im preety glad that i've already achieved 50% for CH.
i'll just have to wait for my history results,hoping that i'll pass.

not with flying colours,but partly?

what? have to had no other people to talk about echa?
im sorry but i have to just blog about this.

i have to manage my impulsivity,you know.

you have promised and made deals with your beloved one

that we'll have to not bother about your bf in order..

for you to avoid getting into too much contact with guys.

if thats what you really want,then i've fullfilled it.

never says no.

"pondok" slacking time was preety cool.

jokes never fails to make me crack out of laughters.

i did not attend malaydance today,never & i wont want to.

i miss ________.

you don't have to know how.

only mr by knows it,am i right to say this sir?

har-de-harrr-harrr~

i had a little conversation with both my ex just now.

yes,we miss each other but who cares?

i already have someone to love, and he too.

soo many dates,soo little time,

soo running out of cashcashcash.

do you know how pleasure it is to go shopping?

and am missing em badly :(

nevermind,had dinner with descartesfamily.

not all laaaaa. part of em' :]

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We once began and made a book

The stories are still left untold

But now the books is at its end

Our story I shall let unfold

NEVER DONATES OTHER PEOPLE's BLOOD,sucker.

and to that bloghopper,

who has tagged my blog recently,

i appreciate very much

about your opinion but i think

you're the one who have to

stop,think & act alright hunney?

no use making such a big fuss out of it.

the problem was

already settled,at the first place.

why are you trying to be

neutral in this situation here?

when i don't even know a

motherFCUKING thing about you.

vulgarities? oh,im sorry.

trying to be the "hero"huh?

think again dear.

she had nothing to do with you.

even if she does why bother helping?

you don't even know the whole part of the story.

im being fair here,

if you disagree with the picture posted,

its fair with me. i can just rip it off.

such an easy tasked man.

but for your attention,

i don't have to listen to you.

im ripping it of for the s

ake of respecting my blogpost.

NOT YOU. thanks again.

and btw,you don't want to talk about teck yi.

he's not involve. fcuk you hell.

Thursday, February 21, 2008,

A special world for you and me

A special bond one cannot see

It wraps us up in its cocoon

And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold

Gently nestling us to the fold

Like silken thread it holds us fast

Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break

A new one forms in its wake

To bind us closer and keep us strong

In a special world, where we belong

3 papers down,and 5 more to go.

oh my,5? but not to worry

by tmrw,i'll only be left with 2 heavy papers.

physics and chemistry and also malay

will be held tmrw morning.

i hope tommorow will be much of a short day for me.

unlike today,i went back home not until 5.

all i can do know was to hope for the best of my results.

if we knew ourselves working hard,

we should have no problem for failure.

i've learnt that quotes for years man.

and sorry by for meeting you up late.

and btw! i had truckloads fun laughing today

khair to lydia to anis & syaphyque ku. :]

he never fails to make me smile.

thanks dear :)

Wednesday, February 20, 2008,

part of us.

"satu jatuh sume jatuh"

:]
abby <33
syafiqku! hahaha.
i'll never let you go.

didnt i tell you i met abby yesterday?
i miss him already
and ida pls? give me back my stuffs.

UNDECIDED.

i HAVE to think hard.

i knew its already there.

but will he?

today was a preetyshort and sweet day for me.

mum was in a good mood,i don't want to spoil it.

and therefore im here, sitting on this chair

particularly , just came back from BPP for our dinner at KFC.

mum's treat. she bought for me that blue starbuck tee.

thanks mum sorry anis. she forced me too :]

lesson was sooo much interesting today

thou i realised that time flies very slowly...

social studies was much of a new chapter.

while english was to recap our BB notes for tmrw

its history and english.

hell yeah i am not prepared enough for history.

i don't want my history results to pull down

my grades for combined humans. NOOO!

let say i deserve to blog whatever topic i want to.

you don't have to comment anything about it.

fine, maybe just my girlfriends and boyfriend.

to echa,

no hard feelings but too much jealousy affects evryone

while for me which i guess i did nothing at all,

i guess i wont be arguing about who's right and wrong.

i just step one step futher behind and leave you guys alone.

just remember one thing,don't blame me for anything anymore ok?

no guys,i wasnt mad.

instead i am happy now.

and i miss babyboy.

meeting you tmrw kan ? hahahs

oh wait! im happy for all my girlfriends now.

need to answer why. and to khair,cheer up k?

top up kan prepaid boleh? hahahaha. bye la.

aku takde mood uh sial.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008,

NOT TO WORRY

thats not me.

its just some gilr i found nowhere.

i dont do kissing pictures.

DIGUSTING.

sweet? THINK AGAIN.

AND BTW. ITS JATUHKAN LYDIA.

NOT ECHA.

THANKS!

DEAREST OLD TWINNIE , hajar.
i guess there's not a need for you to keep it personal
then to just let out who are ME,LYDIA & YANIE's blog referring to.

its you.

congratulations for the wonderful kissing lovable COUPLE.
you guys have patched and glad to call yanie a BIITCH
when she did nothing at all,unlike you.

tidakah kau tau bahawa jantan kau itu dayus selama ini?
kau sendiri pena maki mak dier puki kan?
apa reaction die? nak pukol kau kan?
kau tau tak selame ini die ngan kau
dier tetap mengatal? hah,cicin bukan main lawa
tapi due2 main blakang each other.
get what i mean? bukan MAIn but in other way.

hah.

next,kalau kau tau sangat cerIter sebenar die
bagoslah. kau pon jangan lah sebok sangat nak carik gadoh
APESAL? MALU BILE TECK YI PANGGIL DIE BLACK DOG?

orang mane yang tak jatuh maruah kau cube bilang aku hajar.
and mentang2 kau da ITE skrg,short skirts free from rules.
kau fikir yang kau bleyh jatuh kan echa la ni kirekan?
kau fikir baik2 lah hajar. kau sendiri sebok hal orang.

ape? kire nak cakap. kitrg sebok kau pun nak?
takkan kau plak nak jadi anjing ikot2 orang?
tak kan? mesti kau tak puas bace blog ni dan yang lain.
alah,kitrg pun tak suke kau blog that way.
as if you have the rights in everything la eyy.

FIKIR MASAK2 DULU SEBELOM BERTINDAK.
KALAU KAU NAK FIGHT NGAN AKU TAU PUN KAWAN2 AKU
SINI LAH,KITE JUMPE KAT TMPT POLICE SANE
AKU TAKNAK GADOH SBB NK NAIKAN NAME LAH
SBB AKU NAK HATI AKU PUAS MACAM KAU
KALAU SHABIL NAK PUKOL GO AHEAD
DIE SAPE SKRG? LAIN LAH KALAU DIE NAK PUKOL KAU
AKU SUKE AJE.

KAY SKRG ADVCE AKU
SUME WOK BANYAK2

AKU TAKNAK TAU APE SHABIL NYE BALASAN
TAPI CELAKA SEORANG DIRI ITU
TENTU DAPAT BALASAN NYE
TAK LEBIH TAK KURANG.
DAPAT SEDAR KAN DIRI DIE SUDAH
ORANG CAM KAU PULAK HAJAR.
STOP.THINK.ACT

TAK PUAS JUMPE AKU KAY.
ONE-TO-ONE PON BLEY AH EHK.
AKU BAWAK OM.
KAU? HAHA.

EVERY GIRLS A BITCH
UNLIKE ___________
DON'T EVEN AFFORD TO BE ONE.
THANKS.

Monday, February 18, 2008,

told cha earlier big brother brought a

girl back home with doors locked.

mom response was :

"takper,die da besar asalkan kau ada tkper.."

GOSHGOSHGOSH.

where's your responsibility?

where's his respect?

i don't know how i ended up chatting with this particular guy

which i presume quite a popular guy in suria channel.

haha,no not shah iskandar. that was so the last time

when i remembered him on the webcam doing stupid stuff.

haha,rite lydia? =)

but now its a total diff person. & i aint boasting.

i was just pondering why . :]

period sucks BIGBIG time,and i need to get change
to let mysef feel comfortable to start off with revision =)

FCUK YOU WHORE.

CURRENT FEELING : Gloomy.

''True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.'' -Jason Jordan.

everysingle words expressed are all the facts that shud be kept in mind.
i have a reason why im feeling low.
might be because of this period that i had latenightsaturday.

lesson was perfectly fine.
however,morning assembly was a shameful matter for us.
let's type open-minded-ly.

a girl from an express stream who looks down on MY NA class
was feeling a lil unsatisfied with this particular boy , my classmate
this matter was actually unsolved and were brought up to DM & LMs
but it turns out to be a closed matter soon after.
but,without realising that they had'nt informed mr indra about this solved matter,
we got punished and we admit that we were involved.

i pity preety much on our form teacher because
i say,he do have real high hopes for us but!
with this kinda minor case that really affect the class name
really hurt him that much,i guess.

i've learned a lesson.
not because i was wrong.
just that even though we had good intentions
we have to think of the outcome we have made
issit even acceptable or vice versa..

whatever it is,i had a nice laughing session with
cupid and sha today afterschool.
while juliet and echa's back home,
anis wasnt in a mood at all.
i went back home right after receiving the message.

:]

its 3.55 pm now.
im undecided whether or not to meet him up today.
maybe right under my block?
big brother brought a girl back home.
he think's its a hotel place
im fine with it if it was a guy
bt a girl... baaaah. i'll just informed mum&dad later.
i need to cause i've kept too much secrets untold.

Saturday, February 16, 2008,

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WOOWEEEE

teckwhye syndrome.

^_^''

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i am currently transferring files from phone to thumdrive.
i making use of this thumdrive teckwhye gave us for free.
i knew i have not been active in blogging.

so many things , events , problems, stuffs
happened within days,really.

let's start off with today's event.
it was I & E day and i tried so hard to not
let myself involve in malay dance.
i'm no longer interested in that CCA no more
not to say i am not any more interested in dancing
but , that abandoned CCA is so pathethic.

whatever it is,we met up in the morning
i wasnt expecting them to wait for me but thanks guys!
we're off to school. attendance taken & seperated
we started with a nice and healthy breakfast
and snapping pictures everywhere we go.

making a nuisance of ourself and having fun,of course
soon after another matter came up.
all i was unsatified with was the harshness
of her opinion on NORMAL ACADEMIC STUDENT(s)

ANIS ANIS ANIS,aku tgh update nie!
kau pegi upate la ehk batam stories kau.
haha =)

soon after all the sweats and laughters
we walked off the school with teck yi
the guy who kept dancing like mad
us cracking up jokes without rest & stuff.

staggered our way thru the canal to CCK stadium
to support his younger bro's team.
BUKIT PANJANG PRIMARY SCHOOL.
suprisingly,kranji primary was there too!

i made friends a few of them.
cute little kid who thinks BIG.

warrior team A won the champion.
justin and pavi had a preety great game.
we get over excited whenever justin & friends
were on the court having their turn to play.

:]

off to LJS to have our late lunch & went back home.
and yes anis,i guess im trying that stuff soon.
just gimme a feel of it,isnt wrong rite? :]

GOODBYE LOVE ONES!

Thursday, February 14, 2008,

yes acap,im updating. =)
i never had time for blog since last week
reason because either i was damn tired or damn busy.

with any kind of situations,be it family friends guys school studies,
i am sorry. hahahahaha -
public apology accepted?

i have to agree with my mixed feelings these few days
thanks to him for making me smile all day,everyday.
no no no no no,don't get me/us wrong.
i did not mentioned anything about changing of my status,rite?

chill.

oh gosh,tommorow's ss CT 1 and i am NOT YET PREPARED.
but i did the essay preety well! taps on my back mirah!

alright alright, its valentine cum friendship day today.
i dont really feel the vibe this year. unlike last year & e past few years
back time,we really had fun receiving flowers from friends & stuff.
but neh,teckwhyean(s) getting suckish each year. oh,im sorry.

i wonder what are they up to nowadays.
trying their best to push us and make us learn
mistakes that had not been made
and trying to like show how capable they are
as a DM or LEVEL bla bla bla.
lets not drag on that too much.

concentrated in class.
make noises.
play around.
crack jokes.
agigated.

:]

yes acap. i owe you a present.
i remember ok? hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AQMAL!
may all ur wishes be true. haha.
come true la ok? :)

Tuesday, February 12, 2008,

JUMPSTYLE , just like shuffling.
PROVERB says , belom cuba belom tau.
cause you were soo damn easy :]

sorry for not updating.
yes,i shoudnt have apologised to you guys.
suke hati i lah nak blog ke taknak.

so where did i stop blogging? monday
was officially a good day for me.
i really did smile from ear to ear.
wide isnt it? but that only refers to the end of the day.

i started off with a bored monday exercise and POA lesson.
which can be considered the most free time for me to relax.
same goes to english since bb didnt come,soon class ended
we had discussions for valentine's day but idk whether its planned well.

however,i am still gonna catch this lastest movie,JUMPER :]
with you.

common guys,lets stop bothering about last post.
its just holding of hands. however,its creepy.
don't you guys realised its 12th of feb today?

supposingly, if i were to be attched to that boy.
its already our 6months!
mwahaha`

but too bad we aint. good life ahead boy
last long with ida.

DUNIA DA TERBALEK,ORANG2 DA BUKAN2
FIKIRAN DA LAIN,HABIS UHHHHHHHH.

whatever,its true.

wafflechocolate which doenst look and taste at all.
mocha blended which is tasteless.

dropby nisa's house.
you don't wanna know who's nisa.
she's a whore. a tottal slut. worst than a bitch.

:] OPPS.

hahahahahahahahahaha.
met you today. i end up standing but at the end i sat
we had fun. i had fun. ;)
still smiling. and hey you,thanks for making my day.. :D

i miss you BOO :D

Sunday, February 10, 2008,

ENJOY READERS!

YESTERDAY. SATURDAY.

SHOPPING DAY, FRIDAY.

and i saw the malaysian actor!
he is so damn hot in realife.
ithink he went back to malaysia already :]
RIZAL in impian ilyana? :D
AWAL ASHAARI!!!