it seems like i will be having a long term problem with my blog now.
co-currently,i can’t think of a way to make this blog back to normal again.
I'm not able to blog properly and i don't know why, oh please help help help.


how to blog,you tell me. please. LOL.
i have been having a very tough weekdays..
i finally ranted @ my personal diary yesterday and
its 6 full pages of words ranted in there.

i admit one thing,i have been keeping things to myself.
i couldn't find anyone to seek to. no one wants to understand me.
how could this be happening to me?

gone was the old strong girl who takes thick and thins as challenges in life.
gone was the happy go lucky girl i used to be.
gone was the life full of laughter and smiles.

no words could describe my agony. phew.

Anyway,i met baby today and catch
“janganpandangbelakangcongkak” i’ll rate it 3.5 stars out of 5.

just a normal comedy show and I'm seriously not impressed by it.
basic random jokes and lame ones as well.
baby wants to watch fighting but causeway doesn't have that movie.

buh.

what had happened recently during my weekdays?
let me tell you one thing,
one thing for sure it wasn’t as pleasant as i thought.
had a tiff with a teacher in my school.
i shall keep her name confidential because
as you all know,teachers nowadays are
becoming like us randomly blogging
or even reading their student’s blog post.
scary isn’t it? ^^

Anyway,where was i? oh yes, tiff with this teacher
i have been wishing for it to happen.
i had enough of all those mumblings
and naggings and scolding. screw you.
i come to school to face the O levels
not your “critics” and “sarcasm”
i guess its too much that i have to
stay away from your presence.

you screwed my mood,my day,
my everything. it sucks to the core,really.

Friday
I didn't attend school. Blame Add math
and the “headache i had since Thursday”.
i woke up and surf the net.
Yaayaa texted me to have our lunch together.
Fee,Syafiq and Firin came to my crib
before i went off to meet Yaayaa.
we had some conversation and
off i boarded the bus to lot one.

thanks phyque for the $1 double chocolate coupon.
you gave me twice!
yes ah yes ah. LOL.

we had our motivation in school from 6.30-9.00pm.
it was fine for me la. they basically
saying things that we already knew
with exception that they share
their experience with us la. their journey from
being someone below to a successor. ^^

back home and had a tiff with baby.
argh,why why why.
what have i done wrong this time?
why do you have to lie to me?
and you guys know what? I’m at fault.

because i let love to be part of my life,
it turns out like this. its no one’s fault. just me.

Thursday
Went off early to meet baby. I’m sorry Ju for being too rushing
this few days.. i had an early release from Mr Ralph and hurriedly
rush back home and get myself prepared.. where eh i go? oh.
spent time with baby and back home while he went to dblo.
with my permission , of course. buh.