You know,in life.
Things don't always go the way we want it to be,
but if you're lucky enough,your wish would be fulfilled.
& if you don't,just take it as if its not the right time
for you. don't ever feel bad about not having a good life,
neither do you have to feel so good and proud, living in luxury.
what i am trying to imply here is that whatever whenever wherever
whoever however we do things,whether it turns out sweet or sour,
it all happened for a reason and not just simply that.

Well frankly,whatever just happened lately,
I REGRET but i kept telling myself it has to happened for a reason.

I lost interest in almost everything when i first lost my first real love,
gained back courage and strength to move on, but shattered just like
that because of such humans who exist in our world.

i can't help it but to feel weak. to feel im at fault all the time.
come to think of it. i was dumb. stupid. doltish.
i suffer things that aren't really matters in my life.

i just want school to start soon. i miss having to feel stress about school.
to have group of friends to talk about .. to ask and learn..
arghhhhhh. can't wait. (:

im done.tommorow's fullforce @ work! yeay! ^^v.

15 more days to SuperJunior Concert!

firstly i miss mail,

secondly i miss my best girls,

thirdly ari's crapness,

fourthly,whats up with illuminati girl/guys?

lastly,i still miss mail. jaguar balls. kambing goreng.