Tuesday, April 17, 2007,
Alrights, i just came back from work-
and there's alot to spill it out.
lesson's was as per normal-
and oh-lalala~ i kinda LIKE maths. nyiahaaa~
okaaay, so.
urm, after that was detentions and off to dikir.
i went home early with grlfie anis and left the other three behind.
grlfiefaeizah and lydiaandlyn.
back home and off to work,thanks for the "extracare"
mymerepekboyyyy :)
ohya.this guy named roy get to know eachotherbetter la horr.
so ya,andand.
ooh~!
someone told me ii like fursyam? hahaha. bohong sunat-!
ok ok.
its spilling out time.
i felt that ive ..
eh ive realised this matter since ntah lah
ive realised that i have no more friends.
close firnds, like before.
lydia and aqilah, my IF family.
things had gone wild.
and im now left with me,only me standing alone.
its like of course we still joke around and talk.
but no more of those times where we like, ntahla.
its quite sad lah.
its not quite
its is saddening.
no more shoulder to cry on.
no more sharing of secrets.
lydia is always with her newpakuwheelcharigrlfie,lyn
aqilah is now with her 17 buangterbiatzfriend and
she still got her indra and triples.
anis is with nadia and lydia and all
faeizah is with aidah and lydia and lyn
and zalieqa and more
and me?
left out
no friends.
you mean my wokfers at ljs?
they are just AFRIEND i could like talk to like
saying hello ok lepas ni buat ape.
tell you guys,i would not want to waste my tears for a guy
but for you guys, i will.i dont understand you guys NOR myelf.
im sorry from thee bottom of my heart if i have done anything wrong.
i might have continued talking to you guys as
per normal.but deep inside like macam.
that feeling everyone feels when they felt like.left out.
ok even thou its partly all out,
im quite fine now.
im not in a modd to talk.
bye~