"Life's a Bitch."

Monday, July 16, 2007,

guess what? i just came back from the nearby mosque near the pending LRT station.
overall was average cause i was entertained by the jokes and i get bored easily.
and luckily,i had my beauty sleep for a total amount of like,1 hour plus :]
well atleast i had my quick nap or else i can't even afford to carry my body up .
lets proceed,its a goodhabit of me waking up 5mins early each day :]]]]]]]]]
thats a good thing,rite? hah,dont bother. so early in the morning was already crcking up jokes.
aite grlfie akiller, hahahs. yes qilah,of course your name's there only that its in another form.
hahahaha,and so hezry was there too :] upon reaching,read the newspaper.
and then again,grlfie lyn & me were crking up jokes,again&again.

great time babe.

where did i last stop at? right, jokes. grlfie was doing her pledge taking.

yaadaaa,yadaaa~ back to class. and i actually concentrated in all lessons :]

the bell rang and went towards the hall for our arts programme. wth? salsa again?

i prefer cheese man. hahaa, ok ged the joke? lols . salsa cheese? fine,you dont.

dance was fine,was partned up with harith and i knew his good at dancin,dont cha? :D

it ended early due to some "stuffs" our school and they had to attend,which is obvsly more impt.

decided to dropby lot , masingmasing takder mood la kan, headed back home.

and fyi anis,i nearly terlepas bus ok? no kiddings. haha. i pressed the bell like 12 times.

before it went straight to that dangerzonepathway which is the expressway. hahah :D

now im done.

and im gonna talk about some few things that i find really disturbing..

first and foremost,the first thing am gonna tell you guys is that,

its not my problem if this post is a bit too pathethic for you,

you could just press that red button or betteryou could just stop reading and bloghopped others,

instead.

hereby to talk about this FIVE or more, no.

maybe FIVE is enough. too many la kan.

this first guy here,

i started to fall for his cuteness the minute i saw him,now look. i dont really go for looks.

but sometimes certain people like him made me go ga-ga.

hahahah, we started contacting with each other thru chats and whenever we saw each other,

both parties will go quiet, wth?

hahaha,but all in all i had a whole lot of fun chatting online with him la hor, im over him. :]

thats a good thing,rite? :D

this second guy then,

i started to fall for him since that pahang trip,obviously you guys might already knew who he is.

he short and cute ok? hahahahha. the first person is quite short too ok? so,two short guys.

whatever it is,like i told you. since that pahang trip,he was being soo kind to me and he could make me laugh along with his cute jokes :] but as time passsesssss , i couldnt do much but to move on.

i like him for one month? hahaha and i got to move on with my life . we forgot bout the moments.

yada yada. its over,for the second time.

this third guy pulak,

the guy i could hardly forget about,the most precious ever and the one i find it hard to let it go.

grlfiesmight know who he is,but just keep it as a secret, its only between us.

i dont understand the meaning of love, maybe afterall im just too young and immature to be in one.

but i realised that humans DO makes mistakes and this leads to a lesson for them for furture.

am i right to say that? tell me if i dont,disagree as you wish but thats what i thought of :]

and so,lets move on. this was the guy i really treasured most among all but i was being unppreaciated and thats what hurts me most,all this while ive been sitting down and kept thinking of what youre doing and how do you do but all these was sucha waste time.

why must i be soooo kind towards you and kept thinking about you when i know you dont even have time to think of me,like i do. for this 2 years plus iven been sacrifising my time with you.

and i get his,wth? do you even think about the innerfeeling of mine? have you even thought that i do have feeling to? im a human being to? i could be love to? why must you do this to me.

yes,your happy,but you left me alone crying wasting those tears for you just because you had another girl youve found and that could love you more. im happy when you are but at the ssame point of time,you've hurted me,you've broke my heart and now,into pieces.

no one could ever mend this,never,not even YOU MISTER.

cause a man like you dont deserve respect and i seriously hate you bwoy.

hope you're happy with her and may you guys last long. miss you baby.

next up,the forth one right here,

my schoolmate and i dont why but everytime i saw him this weird feeling will come.

he's surely cute and quite a number of girls tend to seek attention from him.

well,what-to-do. we rarely talk too ok? and so,thats about it.

couldnt elaborate much cause people might know who he is. so lets give a fullstop to this.

the last guy here,

MISTERMISTER :DDD

hahaha. dont want to ealborate much on him.

but things started to get a lil cosy here.