hell yeah ihave not been blogging for decades,well i dont know why.
sometimes i have this "lazy attitude" to post but i want to.
oh wells,im here anyway. and my intention is to blog,lets get freshen up
i just dont know whats happening to my life.
not only relationship that matters me,family and friends too.

to my both my dearest girlfriends,its best if you guys choose to still be friends
or just end this friendship if you guys keep reading between the lines,
im in nobody's side ryte now cause i dont one to be the one ending up being blame creating stories, i guess same to grlfie lyn too, rite hunneh?

just so you know,i hate to see my girlfriends arguing about something that you guys you like sit a negotiate properly ,instead of fighting and pretending you guys are ok with each other.
i love you anis i love you lydia. settled.


now lets proceed to family matters.
you guys just dont have the right to know about my privacy,
just that i want you guys to know something really important.
which i guess you guys have the right to cause i hate my family at times.
mostly that fcking anakeasayangan of mum
for those who have been knowing my backgorund,then good for you.

for those who dont,just dont waste you time ok?
lets move on,hey you,stop pretending like you're someone big
who could do whatever you want to to me.
i might be ur blood but i have no regret addressing you as someone
who have the same blood as me but not my brother.
cause you just fcking wasting my tears and sweat and pain suffers.
seriiously,i hate you bitch. because of you mainly,my life sucks.
cause of you,ive been wasting my tears ok? and yet you still have that wallface
to lend or maybe not even lend,steal my things without my permission?
you could at least opened tht fckingmouth and asked ryte?
if i were to say no,means no. i know your not as stupid as what u are now,stupid.
i hate you and you and you and you and lastly YOU.
now im relieved.

speaking of relieved,
i finally felt relieved to let those oldmemories fade away
i finally hear your voice once again,i finally heard the real you.
and im thankful enough to god for granting my wish .
and to you mister,you are my frist love.
thanks for being frank with me.
and now i know the real explanation you have been keeping since .
ii just felt that im in a wrong too.
just remember friend,i may forgive but i can never forget what you have done .
lastly,some few words for you to ponder,
thats you big mistake,dont ever repeat the same thing again
and a lesson learnt for you this time is enuf for you to learn.
don't break girls heart ok? thank you :]

next,to my mister ehhh mister,
thanks ok? i bought that pen specially for me sia.
hahaha and it cost me 6 bucks for that decorated monkey.
yeayea,thats rite. expensive riteee.

lols

movemovemoveon,
soon i'll have aboyfriend.
hahaha,shuddurp la meeerah.

heyheyhey!
not forgetting i enjoy working today and yesterday.
people around me never fail to let me cry and laugh at the same time.
oh why oh why,
omar called me a more or less ter.
hello mister? iAM ,not. :]]
hahaha, and to bboy,i cant stop laughing at every move he made.
he just sound like shabil.
that reminds me,shabil.
i hope ur ok . be strong ok? ;]]
muahmuah,love you frend.

i guess thats about it kan?
ill update more,later. once i remember.
hehehe :DDD

a happy belated to ismul .
and yeay,we're gonna overnight at fareatsplaza soon,how cool is tat ?:D