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Thursday, August 2, 2007,

hello to you guys.
hours has past,and im left with only two more papers to go,
somehow i deserve a fail in my subjects test for this CA2 all because
i wasnt prepared and it was a last minute revision,how could that be,dearest meeerah?

lets just put that matter aside first. cause i believe when there's a will,
there's always a way. rite? when i want to score well,all i need to do is.
not only work smart but hard too,efforts will be the reason why we will pass :]

hey,didnt i mentioned to you guys that i actually when too school "too early"
with solehin,that cruel boy whom ended up destroying my cardigan tht cost me $$
after lending it to him. oh wells,now its torned,seems like i have to buy a new one then.

it was darn early i tell you. and i cant stand my eyes at that point of time.
ive been feeling tired and all these few days,and eyebags getting thicker each day. =_=
andandand,the realthing was that i didnt even get to revise on tht day itself.

ohwells,one thing i would love to birng you're attention was that.
about this friend of mine,and at this position,i guess i just dont know the rite desicion.
to my girlfrend,dearest ever most,
i love you,yes i do.but i couldnt help much.i just dont want to see any of you guys hurt,this goes out to not only you but the other grlfriends too,im hoping this matter could end soon. cause i know this is just for awhile,and to that someone whom i might not know you phsically but upon hearing it from that particular person,i guess.you're at the wrong too.
i mean not you grlfriends,its him. i might not know the real him which i guess i wouldnt want to
cause i guess i would feel the same feeling she felt whenever she was with tht guy.

one more thing,i guess. this matter should really end fast,faster. i cant stand it anylonger.
to you my kamcheng bro & dearest grlffriends not involve,im really sorry from the bottom of my heart as im actually representing her side to apologise for all the mistakes she had done.
i believe you guys and the stories too :] but at the same time,let give her time to let her think back things that she hadnt been thinking for quite a long time. i mean what are friend for rite?
i pity both of you. him & her. to him,i know its been years that you've been wanting to love her and all but things went wrong and i feel sorry for you,as for you my darling,
please dont do those stuffs which is just unresonable for you to do those things.
its usless,please. wherever you go whatever you do,i care. i do.
thats it.

morning wake up call by mum was indeed inrritating,
this is all because of that fcking teacher,knnncbkia.
i hate him,i do. and oh,you too mr melayu. fccky.

revision revison,
and tears started rolling down my eyes early in the morning,
u know why? cause i saw grlfie treated me like idk,but i understand you're situation. :'DD
had some shortsession talking with asyrafffff :]
he's a good friend seh :D hahaha. same too lyn! huhu.
emaths was average but chemistry was thuffff.

lesson was fine and offf down to canteen.
oh ya! we hugged darl anis. heheh :D
a warm one,rtye hunns? lols,move on.
a long ever long talk with "them" till6 plus and off to teckwhyemc.
that "akid-looking-guy" kept looking and staring,whats more? i couldnt help much.
but stared back :D till he gave up. wuhooo~ i win.. enough of shits.
and now im left with revising 3 chpts for physics!
forces done. kinematic,practical electricity and d.c. circuit!
i hate d.c circuit. i just hate wires. lols :D

now im done.
and i gotta like wakeup early tmrw.
why? lets blame kah seng for this. hahaha.
aytes. im done. i need to studdddddy :D
toodles. muchloved,meeerah. muahmuah~