where did i stop blogging?
alrights,a last minute plan was made,
we decided to make grlfie feel like is reall er special day and we did.
weehee~ im glad cause it turns out to be splendid! :SS
ohwells,off to meet grlfie up and bought that polarexpress shop! ahhaha.
whateevr it is,alrights we drop by lyn's house and waited all the way till her mum gets back.
and her mom did,off to lydia's crib,and im glad that she's suprised and touched.

wooots,lalala~
ehhhh. celebrated. mum lydia kept mentioning i was the chip as in sister among the girls.
am i? hahaha.

lets get high**
we had fun there,like girls hacing a sleepover party,
soon after crappycrapgrlfie went back home along with grlfie sha too.
and so,we proceed to AL-AZHAR and had our late dinner there :]]
wheeeesh~ its deliciousssss la hoiiii.
thanks dad lydia. hehee. and we never failed to go crazy and stuffs.

you know what? i love my recipe that anis me and all created.
nice u know! omg omg~
okaaaaaay, back home.
thanks ibuapa lydia for sending m back home safely,amin.

back home and!
slack slack, baju baju baju and on the phone.
awhile with wan,awhile with boy,awhile with din and a long one with you,elvyan.
i got something t talk about now,barw with me.

to you dearest of all,
i cant deny that i miss the past so much and to be exact you and raihan.
but ive settled things with raihan and i have no feelings for you,seriously.
cause i know u have made a big mistake and you realised it,thanks darlas!
as for you elvyan. i DO miss the past but i hate it soo much that i cant even look back.
i miss you,i miss him.i miss those moments.i miss those times.i miss everything!
but hey,thats MY past and mostly i cant even bare to even think about it back.
thinking of it make me sick alright? i hate how much i love you.
you left me for more than once and now u came back realising u mistakes
and wanting me back. im sorry but i deserve someone better.
im sorry for not giving you a chance .
cause u didnt when i was urging for it soo much.
im sorry that i couldnt accpt u back in my life.
cause u didnt when i wanted it so badly
im sorry that i made you cry w/o
realising that i do cry for you for days in the past.
and now you're telling me that ur love is too strong and you wont let me go?

cause i already did,in the early part.
so now,im at guilt. im sorry. i really do.
i miss you. i love you. tc :((

p/s: u guys wont understand.
u guys dunt even understand me.
so stop asking cause i know deep inside u dont even care about me.
dont waste time asking cause its not worth it,i hate life. really

so today was fine,thou my salary this mnth was pfhht~
tapi im glad ok? okaaaaaay,urm urm urm...
work was fine and off to shops at fep.
we saw the guy who wants our no.!
hahaha,awww so sweeet. din couldnt follow cause he was being sindired by em friends.

so i was hay so crazy going out with idah.
i had funoverall. our "niat" of eating pizza and swensens tak tercapai :(
full house la deyyy! nevertheless,we decided to eat at kfc.
guys guys guys. hahahaha.
i know ida know,ryte?
hehehe. i shop few things today.
bfore i go,where shud i go tmrw? hmmmm :]]