hello people,yes i know. its been like decades since i dropped by blogger.
as simple as that my firewall setting blocks something AND BLAH.

haha,guess what? things have gone wild,real wild.
i have nothing else to say but to got through it
whether or not i like it,not i hate it.
yaah.alrights.

last saturday was a day out with some ps ljs members
along with two fareast and one vivo members,overall?
quite satisfying laaa cause i got to spend time with em' all :]

alrights,thanks darlingida for accompanying us even when you're already tired.
infact,accompanying me cause if she was'nt there with me,then i would be lonely
& i know how tired it is to work in the morning and go out at nite which
you have to work the next morning,hehe :]

okaaaays,whatever it is,hope you have a good rest.
sunday was splendid ,i worked fullshift cause ida can't make it.
and so do wan. and yes have you ever wonder working
and being the disher? woahhh,patience neeedddeeed maaayne.

hokay im satisfied hoi hoi.
thanks to udee and hud for dropping by that donut shop ok?
12 for 12 , how cool? plus its colourful la hoi :]
okaay we had roasted dry noodles, some kueh2 which includes badak berendam and some tibits and drinks apple cranberry and GREENTEA!
haha. ok,wait. why am i describing the details about what i ate heh?

nevertheless,i had fun working la.
i miss working with you
not only you, you you and you.
i miss working with you too kak enna!
hurmmm. i pity ma'am yatti very much.
she's undergoing too many problems
and were supposed to handle it at one time.
crazy ryte? we'll just wait and see.

next,this might be a little dry cause
its about my personal life.
i can't afford to loose anyone of you at this point of time.
you had your desicions and i respected it without making it such a BIGDEAL,
like others do. i rather loose someone i just know than looosing someone
i have been treasuring all this while,and of course,its you.

now you see me updating rite,
just for the sake of letting it all out right here
cause NOBODY LISTENS TO MY PROBLEM AT THIS POINT OF TIME.
i guess cause i once did bad,people thout that i am,
continuing the habits that i had last time.
but i can never have the chance to tell how much
hurt and the pain in the ass i felt,why?
cause people don't even bother.
even a single teardrop,nobody will ever care?
yeah,cause all eyes on you.
now i have to step back and just look at you being happy
instead of me,seeing you happy feeling happy at the same time.

gaaah,ego ego ego ego ego :/
i can't deny that im ego when it comes to this.
you even avoided me and you could even go with someone you have hatred feelings about em just to avoid me?
people won't realise but i realise it.
what for i waste my money explaining things
trying my best to settle things out with you
when its already settled and still you treated me like,
someone in the past,the old you.
judging me like a minarep or something liddat.

yaaaah.im sorry
how else am i suppose to prove to you that
im sacrifising my apologise even thou im not in the wrong.
im drifted away,just listen.

this feeling is just for awhile.
what for bother too much?
feeling COME AND GO :/

labels: valensuay vs juliet esai :]

proceed,
argh and to whoevertimayconcern :
stop comming to me and acting like nothing's happening.
cause i dun even have the guts to talk to you.
not only you same goes to your close friend.
the one i've been treasuring like someone i've known for years.
but obviously,not your grilfriend.
whatever you do,just don't hurt her feelings.
i might ended up making it a big fuss .
cause i care.

labels: tag team meeerah kubor juliet esai vs valensuay

those figthers were busily fighthing with each other.
hahaha,its funny you know.
ok . ohmygord!
nabila said lydia's like an animall....
hahahahha.

ok.
im having fun here.
imy dearest.