FINAL GOODBYE

just give me sometime,will ya?
thanks again anis for this wonderful moments,i mean,for giving me a chance to blog?
this blog is soooooo abandoned and thanks NANA CCK for your tremendous comment
on my blog,its dull,its your problem. i like it the way it is. i'll change it sooon laaa;satisfied?
looks like lydia's blog already been in the moutains heh?
not too much time to waste. let me start with everything that i have to say right here.

firstly, thank you soooo much din anis lyn for the listening ear,hello? i appreaciate it ok?

i think i want to have a change in myself,
i want to have my last wish,my last fun,my last everything.
GOD please,show me the way to the right path.
i want to have the best ever fun that i could ever had before

sorry aidil,i have to break up with you.
thou i have not yet ask you for a break up,
i will soon when i know its the right time.
sorry boy,i just dont love you no more.
you just never took the time to know me,
you never took the time to understand.
loving you was all i ever had. but no.
not now nor later nor soon. it'll be a never.
i dont want to fall in love again.
you should not feel sorry nor regrets.
im not sure how much you love me.
but all i know is that im being evil
and i couldnt feel the love for all this 2 months.
when i have it i just hate it and when i dont i asked for it.
and i now i know how it felt like how i wish i would not want to be in it,forever.

cause its hard you know , why?
NORMAL ACADEMIC,

next year

hows that? i've been thiking about it lately,
and i've been planning properly on whats my next move.
i've been down nowadays,just that i wont be able to show it,
its hard and i mean,real hard.
thank you for those who has been making me smile,
who has been giving me support and words of wisdom?
haha,easy to say i really appreaciate you guys surrounding my life,
i wonder how i would be like without any of you guys,
again,thanks a lot.

proceeding to the other chapter of my life that concerns me big time.
friends. haha,i owe them my life,you?
alrights. actually i neevr get tired of arguments if its for friendships.
i believe in what others say , the more we fight the more we have a higher chance
of being BFF , but just dont forget to get back with each other.
but my situation is right now,everyone's acting.
BIG TIME,people dont realised people hatred towards people
people thout people being liked by peoples but people have grudges and
people acted normal when together so people only hate people who people really think that
hates people but never to realise peoples,u wont get me,just stop faking :]

alrights. what a blow.

BROTHERS BOTHERS MY LIFE.

oh really? yes they do.
i love my father. thou he lay a finger on me
he protects me every second
mum i love you but you're just too much
stop acting,dont be like others out there
no use mum,show it.show all your tantrums when dad's home
See what he'll react. scared? hah? expecting dad to nagged like
you always do so that i'll feel scared and listen to them?
protecting your one and only son
when i am the one who has been giving you all the care&concern
giving to berkat helping you thou i might be sometimes nagg?
issit so hard for all of you guys to realise?
i change to the better one.
do you make an effort to change?
would you want to make an effort to change?
why dont you? cause you one your personality to stay up right
you want other to think on the positive side of you?
why are you so scared to show it all.
just show it
oh coommon,the world hates you.
lameloser.
ihateyoufuckin2guysstyinginmyhouseritenow.
mumbequickchange.
towhoeveritmayconcern,
change thosse bad habits change those good side
show your bad side.
i want to let ppl know who beautiful is you :]

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banso: thanks!
lydia: eh bitch,i can't ok? i know it is. :]]
irasari: hahahaha. stop it la k. hahaha,imy!
syafiq:thanks bwoi!
lue 12 : hahaha! sape suroh tgk kannn. da raya pon. lols.
kiddie : hahaha. yes kiddie ;]
insyirah : i didnt pon! hehe. imy tooo!
teck yi : hahahaha. you're welcome bitch!
yanie : hahahahhaha. sudah la gf! da tuka ponn :]
lydia::]
hiushi:thanks!you too.
DONSUCKS: hahahahahha. dengki!
mira : soon hunneh
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asyraf: awwwn thanks bro. ive updated :]]]]
AT : hehehhee. thanks,you too ok. maaf kan saye.
romeo : same to you!
spetite : err,k.
aku gadigeduttt:hahaha,thanks anakcik! heheh
kiddie: hahahahha,bitch me? hahaha. ;p
qila : mak kau nmpk kan!
kiddie : hahaha,cousin saye mah!
yanie: hahahahha. thanks hunneh. imy eveyrday k.
banso: haha,his name firin! he cut his hair already. boo!
fie:hahaha,fiebelo! pppp
lydia:hahaha,soon.
hawe. hehehhe. yeaaaah. lyt!
nana:ye lah tu nana.
yanie: AMAT SEKALI!
KIDDIE : ILY la sial! thanks for the chnages in my blog.
thanks for helping me along to post it for me & all :D