i couldn't care less cause i knew,
i have tried my very best.

a girl who has been waiting ..

i never been kind,i never been cruel.
i never did things that i know its a fool.
i never owned a happy family,like you guys do.
i never believe i would,thou i've been pleasing to.

i never felt the happiness like those oher guys,
because i already knew,thats my life.

because all you ever knew was
how happy i smiled,
how elated i laughed,
how enthusiastic i felt,
how high i went,
how in whichever ways,
i knew you knew.

but those hardships,friendship,eveyr ship in my life,
just keep sanking deeper and deeper,without a single help.
now then i realised that i was all alone.

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you see,everyone has their own feelings.
while that's mine.Just some thoughts of mine.

dearest lyn,
the one who has always been the very best listener to me,
i want to see you happy. i want you to make the right choice in life.
i'll be her by your side,when there's no one around,i promise =)

i slacked around for hours with those crazy bunch of regent guys,
since baby couldnt make it today. aw i miss him. baaaaaaaah =(
and yeaaaaaaaah they're one of a kind.crazy.
aneh & me was catching up with each other,
same goes to aji hozaini, hahaha. that "chet" guy.
regent regent regent,now you realised that our school uniform's
the nices among all the neighbourhood school around here? -_-

and my apologies for jia rong and all,i wasnt able to be there early.
and that army guy was seriously freggin me out. damn,i hate that one.
and im getting addicted to mr bean's chocolate.

andbye,not in a mood for anything.
fcuk your asshole.