Tuesday, March 11, 2008,
I'm so not being me today,
maybe its meant to be
or maybe its just part & parcel of life.
and yeah,thanks yanie,lydia,annie,anis.
for giving me hopes to stay strong.
i am, by the way.
i am just very weak in love.
family matters.
cause afterall,
thats all that matters in my life.
i don't want to bother much
on those minor problems
that doesnt really clicked into me.
simply because,i won't have time to waste.
i just felt that i'm already dead in the inside.
maybe its true maybe its not.
i've just learnt something not new today.
to be thinking postive &
not to believe too much on what my mind has to say.
i can't just predict things that would happend.
just the way they are,without even looking thru it.
nor asking anything from anyone.
maybe i should stop my ego feeling.
maybe i should stop being shelfish and treasure
what i already have now.
maybe i should stop bother too much about minor things
and start to sit and think what really matters.
MAYBE,maybe..