i have no mood for now.

first and foremost,thank you so much babygalsyuga for today.
i really appreciates it and im glad i get to meet ex today,with budak giler.
how much i miss him thou it was just days ago since we've met.

now look,i serously have no mood for love,life,infactation,crush or you name it.
specially for whom it may concern, (mostly to you babe)

i hope you'll be clear with what i have to say right here,right now.
i decided to stop contacting you ex due to some reasons & i hope you'll love it.
im giving in,not because you're older than me that i have
to give the respect and that you deserve this situation babe.
not because you're older that i have to listen to whatever you have to say.

its because of what i think i should do for my own benefits.
for my own life : staying away from problems that im not in.

i never had that in my dictionary of life.
Big Apologies babe. We're just Friends of Hi and Bye.
I dont even know you well. I dont even know both you guys well.

It's because i promise myself to stay away from problems
that does not includes me and to face it only if i was the one creating it.
im appreciating every single happiness in my life but
i knew that everything happens for a reason.

For instance,this.

Everybody has their own weaknesses and strength.
I do have mine,fareez do have his and so do you,Bubul.
Maybe its abit harsh for me to accep the way you're
saying to your own beloved ex that you have been loving since.

not because i love him so much like you do that i have to feel its impact,
no. its because it really shows who you really are.
you might not wanna care what others think about you.

but afterall,i thought we're friends like you told me so?
why can't i be concerned about how you do in life then?

Well,
I realised that,even though you guys have broke up for about a month or two,
I knew i shouldnt have the rights to appear in his life,
even though i never asked for it. I NEVER DID.

Look,never blame FATE that is in GOD's hand.
Now , friendship between me and fareez azhar has come to an end,
and i hope you got what you want from me.

as for you problem against him,
you might wanna approach him yourself.

i shouldnt be in this man.
damn,i need aidil alsat now =(