"Life's a Bitch."

Sunday, May 10, 2009,

Happy Mother's Day!

Greetings to one and all.

I'll have a head start with my beloved mum right here.

Just so you know fellars,

she's not like those vogue mum,
not like those sporty mum,

not like those "have whatever you like mum",
not those freedom mum,

BUT she's the BEST MUM ONE COULD EVER HAVE.

i don't mind being shouted,
i don't mind being punished,

i don't mind being nagged,
i don't mind shedding tears for you,

i don't mind being controlled,
i don't mind being your daughther.

What i really mind the most is the lost of your presence,

the lost of your love,
your care,
your tenderness.

the mother-like figure,
the mother-like attitude

that made me a person now.

for all i ranted here mum,

i just want you to know that i am no one without you.

i love you very much and i dare to sware no one

could ever replace you as the one that brought me to this world.

on this special day,i wish you a

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.

Love you.

Moving on,Thursday marks the end of Midyearexamination.

(even though a'maths paper 2 is on weds)

and not to forget mt and eng oral would be on thursday

and friday would marking day!

cheers! this means that i would have time to catch up with my sleep.

i am totally deprived of sleep and i have to get that beauty sleep of mine back!

Speaking of which i mentioned earlier,
i guess i really screwed my mid year papers,

all of them . from english to amaths to emaths to history to ss to chem and to physics.
how can i be such a faggot and not study hard when im already in sec 5?

urgh,thats what dissapoints me most,

not being able to discipline myself to work hard and SACRIFISE.

and fyi,i am not looking forward to look at the outcome of my results.

it would surely feel a burning ache beneath my ribcage.

argharghargh.

Frankly,i never did have the intentions to apply for sec 5.

my mission my dreams was to be in Higher Nitec in Ite and pursue my dreams

soon after i've entered ITE. But Melacholy,I wasnt able to.

with 6 points for my L1R4,i still wasnt able to get to the course i wanted.

why? blame my english marks. well blame me too.

i think i knew the reason why i've gotten 4 for english.

for those n level batch last year,

do you remember about this one word essay? i can't really remember.

it might be about DREAMS and it was with the letter s.

how students make mistakes easily?

because they never did read the questions properly!

as for my stupidity,i only wrote ONE story about dreams

and thats it. thats where i got 4 for english.

ITE courses left for me are all engineering courses

and i fcking hate those courses because that wasnt what i wanted if

i were to enter ITE for Higher Nitec.

i remembered once that i promised ELMEBLUE to go on to the same course,

but hell yeah i broke it due to my pathethic english.

that explains why im here now,still.

stuck in this school for 5 years,trying to win the records of

primary school educations.

haish,oh wells.
lets just prepare for the worst and hope for the best guys.

^^

This picture above was taken last friday,
wana had a sleepover at my house on thursday and we went out the day after that.

we decided to meet anita and koshala for awhile and we did.

headed off to clementi and i was already late to meet bby.

im sorry wana that i have to let you go umi's house alone.

went on seperate ways,slacked with koshala and anita for a puff

and took the train to woodlands.

baby was already raging with fury and i could put my words
to a complete sentence because i knew it was my fault.
we slacked for awhile and had dinner.

we met again on monday to catch a movie.
baby was shopping too much and im jealous. haha.
we had lunch after buying a pair of tix to jangan tegur.
ratings for the movie? 5/10.

its just some typical ghost story and and and!
the tittle has nothing got to do with the story.

as for yesterday,
met umi wana and anita to pass umi the mother's day gift.
as wana and anita followed umi back home.

i met baby at cityhall and headed aljunied.
we had lunch in this new indian shop and never in my life,
experienced an indian stall selling chicken rice and its superb!
as soon as it was 8,we headed newton to meet his mum and dad's family side.
ate dinner and both of us were already full.
baby send me back hme and gave mum a suprise!

I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH BABY (: