He finally did,he finally uttered the words that i yearned from him.
that was what he wanted all this while. i knew it. fate is'nt with us all along.
We had to go on seperate ways. Thanks to whoever had ruined this.
Especially you Sidek. You Ruined My heart,love and life.
i swear that this might be heartaching now but as i grow
i promise this is a trivial memory that i wish i never got into.
what's there to be sad about guys? the thing is,i had never been cheated this way.
where was my mistake that i did to deserve all this? its easy for you guys
to be feeling me but i am the one enduring the pain for months & months.
it was simply endless. i need time to heal and once its heal i wont look back.
i wont lick back what i have shit onto what i had spit onto. its over.
its officially over and i hope people who had been yearning for me to feel this way.

guess what? you won.
and to you sidek,hope you lead a happy life.
freedom is with you now. lucks in life.

NEVERTHELESS,
the only thing to make me feel jubilent
is to bring MEEERAH BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha,fine. you wont understand.
i wish to meet apeaz soon. =(
and oh,one more sweetheart that i left out for my recent post,
thanks dearest iqa for cheering me up! love you la . hehe.

alrights.
i miss umi and k sha.
update later.