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Saturday, August 15, 2009,
Curiousity Kills Me.
i just don't feel right.
my mind seems to be in tumoil.
i can't stop thinking of something
that would really make me have a mixed of feelings.
you name it,school,future,studies,family,friends.

my stomach was churning with a mixture
of shame,petrified & turmoil.

why must i be the one to
be going through all this shits?
do i even deserve this?

i just can't put words into perfect sentence.
just to explain how i truly felt now,
it seemed too good to be shared.

2009 really thought me alof but all
this things seemed to be a cycle to me.
that "bad luck" i have been
having seems endless.

i might not be crying as im typing here,
but i can really feel a force on my heart.

i'm just sorry to anyone that
is involved in my life.

i shouldnt have done that.
im just so sorry.
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