Do every single one of you know how it feels to be cheated on their feelings
and how much it hurts to know that after all this while the person was
just playing with your feelings and faking it all this while?

Well if you don't let me tell you personally that it really hurts.
Deep inside , i could a burning ache on my chest ..
a pinch on my heart.

fcuk im being so emotional but who cares?
everyone owns a feeling and i deserve to own one.

why do you have to say things when you know you dont mean it?
why do you have to pretend as if you were soooo into it when you're not?
why cant you say it right infront of me that this was just a game.

i hate you for making me feel like this.
i've been trying hard to stand up on my own feet,
to leave the past behind and to live a new life.
but everytime i tried,i failed.

i failed to be strong.
i failed to look on the bright side.

and because i met such humans like you,
i be stuck in a world full of loneliness and phobia.

i hate this feeling right here.
there's been too much heartache and pain,
i dont if i can face it again.


FCUK.