"I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to
lose something you never really had and the
flame of love is now just a cold loneliness."




Yes,As you can see i've unprivatised my blog back again
because i just can't help it but to miss blogging.
Gosh,You know how much pain and heartaches i suffered
seeing my blog in loneliness? -_-

i've removed my tagboard just to avoid
anymore stupid matters from weirdos here.
(:

and im going to be random about...now.

i've been killing my time for the past 4 months
working and making big bucks for shopping..
spending time with beloved ones and slacking with cliques!
i just wish to smile everyday just to make myself feel better.

speaking of which,
i shall thank my friends and love ones for being there.
i've been thru those thick and thins and those who really
was there to stand by me should know how hard it is for me
to overcome such circumstances. still,i managed to pull it through.
not,without you guys. <3

Met lyn yan and cliques yesterday.
nabila and lydia came for awhile and i had
this superb girls session story sharing with
nabila and to my amazement,i shed tears.
i shed tears thinking such humans exist in this world.

why would they even have to hurt us in many ways?
after all those sacrifises we had done for you,
did you realised and at the least appreciate it?
did you?

i know,humanatures and unevitable
but in this cruel world,we have our own choice to choose,
we have our own desicions to make.

its just whether the individual
choose to be good or bad and thats what hurts the most.

argh,
i just don't want to get too emotional on my first proper post.

and to you boy,
even if we just knew each other and you left,
i still couldnt get my mind off you. i will,soon.
i just need time.

"he's always in desired,he's always remembered..
it's him,who's always on my mind"