Thursday, March 18, 2010,
you're confusing me.

gah. i miss blogging so much til it feels like it makes me more and more
lazier to just blog. for as much as blogging has been the best companion
to me,i just feel there's nothing interesting for me to update here.
nothing.
life is a bore just full of challenges and setbacks.
when is happiness gonna be on my side?
or am i ever gonna feel what happiness in life is all about?
i don't feel like bloggin now but for what i know,
boy. you're confusing me.
i miss you but no i dont cause i dont know if you're for real.
maybe we're just friends and nothing else.
maybe you wont realise that all these while my feelings was for real.
maybe you didnt realise that at this very moment, all i need is you
to make my day,to bring me to sleep, to look forward for another day.
but all i get was patience,doubts,complications,misunderstood.
im hating this but i want this to last longer.
boy,
i miss your kiss on my neck when we whisper in the night.
well i sound obssesed over you but what do i need to care?
just that apart of you completes me and i'm loving it.